I would like it known that everything I did wrong from birth until 3 p.m. yesterday should be classified as part of my personal growth journey and can never be held against me. I was a different person.

Tired, but going to an industry mixer event tonight with the youngest sis, so… Godspeed ADHD medication, please make me a sociable human for a couple hours.

Coming in at the last moment… happy Pride Month (and Bunday)! Got this little lady done at the beginning of the month, but life and a trip to Italy happened, and I am the epitome of forgetfulness. Enjoy my little jacka-loporrit-sona! 🎨 #pridemonth #bunday

Mom and stepdad return today, so it is time to say farewell to Mischief. She was an excellent host as we stayed at my mom’s place. 10/10 would recommend and will be staying again.

"Boy, I miss your mother" "I know she loved you a lot father" "She could perform an air combo when I could no longer do so"

SCREAMING. ALL THE SCREAMING.

There is not a creative name big enough for me to still partake in their AI endeavors. The only reason they have their careers is the hard work and contributions of lots of other artists. If they turn their backs on that, then I am uninterested in whatever thing they make moving forward.

Rian Johnson: You storyboarded the end sequence of Wake Up, Dead Man yet? Storyboard artist: Sure did boss, real fuckin sexy just like you asked. Rian Johnson: what

Bringing this back in response to Scorsese saying he needs AI to communicate his storyboard ideas to his crew.

Had an idea to draw a bunch of very colourful Terriermon ^^

It's the FINAL WEEK to back Neon Odyssey on Kickstarter and get a FREE Set of Retro Vice Dice! NeonRPG.com

The people cry out for Jarnathan

Still on this little stream hiatus, but I am back for today to finish Sinking City! www.twitch.tv/alienfirst

Alrighty, I got sleep, taught and art class, took a nap, now I’m ready to fucking roll. Gotta pick up some meds and have some food, but after THAT I should be streaming the end of Sinking City! Curious I’ll be disappointed w/the ending a second time around. Regardless, it’s deffo a top fave game.

If I’m lucky, I will get sleep tonight so I can FINALLY stream the end of Sinking City tomorrow. Wish me luck. On the sleep. Not the game.

Vermeer’s Girl With The Pearl Earring will be shown in Osaka, later this year, and the press conference was as Japanese as you’d expect #Vermeer

Second ten pull gifted me with this ABSOLUTE QUEEN.

Digging out art I did for Battle Nations back in the day! Thanks to someone finding ME and asking about art, I found out BN got resurrected! I didn’t do a LOT on BN, but here’s four Boss Strike illustrations I got to do. Mostly happy still, but that sergeant (cigar guy) is a bit wonky. 🎨

I have now finished the first two books of Ian Watson’s (RIP my dood) Inquisition Wars trilogy. Verdict? Honestly a fun ride. It definitely shows its age, but I was prepping for SO MUCH WORSE based on what I’d been hearing. It’s so fun to see the early nuggets of WH40k lore and comparing to now.

Last year, miHoYo copied my puzzle game Ouros in Zenless Zone Zero. Because they are a recognized, billion-dollar studio and my game isn't well known, some people are now assuming that their version is the original, and mine is the clone. I hope this video clears that up.

My mom’s cat continues to be the cutest, chattiest little thing.

Destiny 2 ending isn’t sad b/c it’s ending, that’s inevitable for any live service game. It’s the HOW that is so fucking depressing. It’s ending b/c execs and upper management fucked. It’s not ending b/c the fans stopped loving it or the devs themselves stopped caring.

New Penny Arcade for your Monday! www.penny-arcade.com/comic/2026/0...

disable all bsky notifications. log out of your browser. uninstall the app from your phone. factory reset your phone. find the nearest park and bury your phone by a sapling. 4 months later return to the tree and dig up your phone. wash the phone in a creek and turn it on (it will work). now scream

I CAN DRAW ANYTHING

I forgot I had set part 3 of Alan Wake to go live today! With any luck, I’ll have part 4 up on Monday. :) youtu.be/HdXAcAlBcu4?...

Always wish I was more cash comfy. I want to commission someone to draw Guardians of me and all the family who played. We spent so much time together in D1 and D2. I know I could draw them myself, but there’s some very specific artists I would rather go to for a memorial to all our time in the game.

Y’all, I might need to do a video just to show off my mom’s bathroom. She did a massive remodel on it last year and it’s… it’s incredible. You know that one guy who SAID he was making a bathroom women would like but it was actually trash? Yeah, well, my mom made the GOOD version of that bathroom.

I have not stopped thinking about mister Carl Thonius from the Warhammer 40k Ravenor series. Here he is looking sad and pathetic (a common state for him). I swear it was gonna be a sketch and then the hatching happened… The hatching is always my downfall. 🎨 #WH40k #Warhammer40k #WarhammerCommunity

When in Rome (or in this case, North Bend), go visit Twede’s (Twin Peak’s Double R Diner, Alan Wake’s Oh Deer Diner).

Watched Angel’s Egg for the first time last night! What an aesthetic JOURNEY. Really sad I missed seeing the release they had in theaters recently.

the fuck it will

While my mom is in Germany, I get to hang with her cute kitty.

Part two of my time playing Alan Wake Remastered is up on YouTube! Unfortunately there’s about a 20 minute chunk of time where the game audio is absent or quite muted, but I left time stamps for that! Listen, I’m still very new at this. Part three will be up on Friday! 🎥 youtu.be/JQnlIslnBbE?...

To graduates from my alma mater, DigiPen, if anyone DARES expound on the “benefits” of AI in your industry, I want you to fucking walk out. Don’t give a single inch to this.

I had wanted to do at least two streams before I started doing some house sitting, but I unfortunately had a bit of an emotional crash out and thus did not. So it might be about two weeks before I come back and finish Sinking City. I AM getting the next two VODs of Alan Wake ready for Youtube tho!

Well, it happened. A client disregarded my advice about using generative AI and guess what? It gave them bad advice AND the judge ruled that by using it, Client waived confidentiality and ordered us to turn a bunch of private stuff over. STOP USING GENERATIVE AI FOR LEGAL THINGS. I BEG YOU.

WHY IS THE STRANGER THAN HEAVEN SONG NOT AVAILABLE YET. I NEED THAT AND THE NEON ODYSSEY SONG ON REPEAT UNTIL I AM SICK OF THEM BOTH.

FINALLY - dashare.zone ADMIN

Commissions will be going up this weekend hell or high water! I’ll be house/cat sitting for my mom and stepdad for about two weeks, which means I’ll be away from the temptations of home (ie video games), so will have nothing but art time. And w/the hubby out of a job, I gots to make some cash money!

Watching a mindless YouTube video before heading to bed, and instead of scrolling endlessly on my phone, I scrolled a little bit for references to sketch a few poses. Much better use of scrolling. 🎨

I have not stopped thinking about mister Carl Thonius from the Warhammer 40k Ravenor series. Here he is looking sad and pathetic (a common state for him). I swear it was gonna be a sketch and then the hatching happened… The hatching is always my downfall. 🎨 #WH40k #Warhammer40k #WarhammerCommunity

The nine critically endangered American Red Wolf pups, born at our offsite facility on April 18, meeting their dad Fiddle. Both mom and dad Red Wolf parents share responsibility for raising the pups. The pups will remain behind the scenes at our off-site Red Wolf facility. Stay tuned for pupdates!

All podcasts should be done in virtual like this. I think it's important for the other cast and guests to be able to sneak around in the background and shoot cannons at the speaker.

I've missed these two! Very hype to see them streaming again.

I’m so glad I don’t have space on my computer, otherwise I’d immediately be back in Overwatch thanks to this skin.

It's finally done! First VOD up on Youtube! Pt one of Alan Wake Remastered! I only did minor editing (didn't fully rewatch as I know I'd find something embarrassing and then not post it) so hopefully it all works nicely (except for one section Twitch blocked audio on). 🎥 youtu.be/IR85BZW2NEY?...

Happy 5/12 #Signalis

Happy 5/12! #signalis