I might have to let hb go. I had a long think about it but they really are a fucking busta. Trust me I’ve already cried about it

I had to come here cause threads is too too real real.

I never thought I had toxica parts until a man told me to “relax foo” and I was about to reverse uno and say “maybe I’ll go and relax fuck that little white boy thats giving me attention then” but I’ll just say “lol” instead

Don’t tattoo an Aztec god on you unless you are ready for your life to be a mess. And to think I thought it was just a cool skeleton at a tattoo flash. I had no idea I tattooed Mictlāntēcutli until my Tia pointed it out. They really gotta research this shit before placing him as a flash tattoo.

I almost forgot my 8 year sobrina and I sang “de color de rosa” together ❤️🥲❤️🥲❤️🥲❤️🥲

I can’t believe the rumors have already started

Make bootlicking shameful again.

I wrote a letter for the Reyes magos and placed it on my Abuelita’s window so she’d help with the wishes. Bro, I left it. It’s addressed to the Reyes but I forgot to bring it. Written entirely in Spanish. Man I’m so dumb lololololololololololololololol

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Leaving Mexico with the heaviest heart and a shit ton of tears

I don’t understand how so many people are given grace to show how they feel in their emotions and the minute I do, I’m a monster. I am the bad guy. I can never show how I truly feel and it fucking sucks

I can’t believe all this shit. Never in my wildest dreams would I have ever imagined this would happen. I am so fucking sad and so fucking ready to be home

I just want to focus on the next two days being in places I love

I need a new therapist that’s for sure

If anyone asks I never went to Mérida.

You can be very nice but a bad fucking person

I’m so happy to be going back to Mexico City tomorrow. And honestly can’t wait to be home too

I’m tired for fighting for love of people who will never love me back

Why am I trying to force myself to sit into tables where I am not wanted. Especially for people that never look out for me.

I am so tired of trying to find my place in this family

I don’t know why I was trying so hard to get better in with my Spanish when the person I really want to talk to is gone. I don’t know why I am even bothering

And to think I was having such a good time

Cops kill people because they can.

Get up and do the thing.

Las ganas que tengo de comerlo de besos.

A dragon fly flew into my bedroom as I was getting ready. And there’s been so many butterflies flying past my window. Mexico tu si me amas de verdad

My sobrina said she doesn’t consider me a Tía because I give such prima vibes. 🥹

The Creature in his final form lurking in the background. The exhibit for Guillermo del Toro’s FRANKENSTEIN is stunning.

My sobrina started following me from her finsta account. Bros IVE MADE IT

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Ana Victoria: “No soy Señorita, soy Princesa”

The sob that came out of me the minute I got to my abuelita’s house in mx. I didn’t realize how hard I was holding that in

A second buchona called me “preciosa” (My sobrina). Bro I’m feeling so babygirl then never before.

The buchonas in Jalisco are so sweet and very bbgirls. I love them 😭❤️

A beautiful gorgeous buchona in Jalisco called me “baby” and I have never felt so baby in my lifeeee. I’m gonna keep this high FOREVER

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I hate that I love the “Marty Supreme” merch.

The last time I flew from sfo one of the sf staple coffee places were all gross when I asked if they had matcha (I didn’t see it on the menu)—they didn’t. And guess what I ordered today from their stupid app?!? You guessed it AN ICED MATCHA

I hate when I can feel the cry and nothing comes out

Idk if I have the mental capacity to read physical books before the year ends. But ending the year reading Cazzu’s book “Perreo” via audiobook (Libby app) and it’s so fucking good.

I haven’t taken a film photo in over a fucking year. Wooooooow

My godson asked me to ask my Mom if I could spend the night at his house so I can spend time with my kids (him and his siblings, my godkids). Lolololol my mom said yes. I didn’t pack anything. Lolololol And my comadre luckily has everything

I haven’t even begun to start packing

The rare event of snow at Joshua Tree National Park, December 2019 #Scape #Nature #Landscape #NationalParks #California

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I keep buying shit in XL because when I want to be cozy I don’t want anything touching me. It’s gotta be baggy and loose and light ass fabric

Man I was tired

At least I’ve been keeping up with SNL

It really took this 20mg heavy hitter for me to admit man I was under a lot of fucking stress for the past two months. Man I was not okay

I still haven’t read anything since October. My brain has been mush