Me after a week of eating delicious food & drinking >3 beers a day on vacation 😅

Garden party? Or weekend in Berlin? 🧐

potential stickers

Me 1999: I can hardly wait to see how awesome gay clubs are gonna be in 25 years Me now: man it’d be cool to have enough money to go to a bar but instead I think I’ll just meet my friends in a park & drink there instead like we did in 1996 (also almost all the bars have closed)

Doing slow-negative deadlifts when you have iron plates on a naked concrete floor & you absolutely cannot chip plates or crack concrete is…humbling

Having a monotropic brain is a challenge in many ways not least bc you’re not only wired for introspective / individuated tasks (“learning feels neat! I’m decoding the universe”, etc) but since external communication & coordination are difficult (double empathy problem &etc) it isolates even more

There are at least two ways of bringing an obnoxious travel gay: looking at sniffies & etc hookup listings, and looking at real estate listings (I suppose you can be both) I feel like this could be turned into a funny joke but I am too tired to assemble one

Realizing that aside from “unconquering” I’m pretty sure that every word of Ahab’s final dialogue in Moby Dick is etymologically Germanic / Anglo-Saxon

Carcinization is nature’s way of telling us that we should eat deliciously

Airplane movie review: Marty Supreme Some great performances. Decent photography, though suffers from contemporary “too dark” problems. Soundtrack execrable: anachronistic cuts that are too on-the-nose. O’Leary’s a convincing asshole: who knew. Ending falls flat; ultimately, too conventional

It’s *almost* one of those perfect spring TO mornings. Needs four more degrees. It’ll be a glorious day though

Ah Christ I wish I weren’t packing for three weeks of living out of a suitcase & could be out there on the first patio night of the year instead Ah well! “Some days you get the bear” etc etc

Real “first day of spring” vibes out there in TO. This weekend’s gonna be a banger. Picked a perfect time to go hang out in the arctic lol

Not very boner-y, maybe more #SCS than #fcf material but I took it today so you get it today. Results of my six-week “bulk” that seems like it turned into more of a “recomp” by the end of it. I’m not complaining: “restraint” was the theme here. Small progress is progress.

Sorry nerds but this DC grimdark rebranding of Spotify is not happening

Saw a cis lady on sniffies. wtf is going on

Me: hmm I wonder if the hormones are still hitting right, I don’t feel that horny Also me: wow that picture of my coworkers beat-up old work boots looks like it needs its own e621 tag 😅 #stillworking #hornybrain

I have been buying FB/IG ads (don’t ask) & it is a fascinating peek into a world I dislike very much “Your visual content is king; you have to have good video. But also: you need to have at _least_ eight different versions of each ad for your campaign” All while releasing…how many ads per week?

Me, a few days ago: gosh I haven’t had a migraine in almost a year - maybe I’m cured? Brain, this morning: three sets of visual scotoma & attendant nausea & cerebral agony, coming right up!

Just a reminder that everyone will be disabled at some point in their life. #Disability rights are your rights too.

It’s so fun having a brain that just focuses on problems. Two months ago: “this is so depressing. My libido is totally dead. Life is pointless.” Now: “jfc this horny is driving me insane, I can’t get anything done, if I bang even half the twinks I’m chatting with online I’m getting divorced 😅 “

Ooh FFMPEG integration into Reaper is faaaaantastic Having a good workflow day (finally!!!)

Holy moly the same drive I bought three years ago - Samsung T7 - is almost four times as expensive now. Everything is bonkers

I have a coworker who keeps flirting with me & is frankly kinda physically my type but also I make that a hard boundary (ha ha ha) for a reason. Gotta stay disciplined 💪 🍆 😮‍💨

capybara weightlifting

yeah I don't think I could form a solid opinion on the new star fox redesigns if you put a gun to my head

The TL currently

The last thing our porch camera saw

I only really know starfox stuff from the R34 content but dang the furries are riled up about something today & overall the screenshots are very funny so thumbs up tbh

Working with a bi coworker who is complaining how difficult it is to find “bi” guys who actually like dick & aren’t just trying to fuck his gf. I almost told him about sniffies but then was like, fuck, then he’ll be able to see my dick. Hmm. Danger!

Got back to Toronto, hearing Cantonese all over the place - kinda refreshing. Feels like home 🥰

I guess it is necessarily “new” but holy shit the vibes of “everything is fucked” are getting stronger

In the same way I used to have a habit of having to eat goat yogurt every 18 months to re-realize that, much as this thing appeals to me on paper, irl it is not for me, I still need to go to gay strip clubs every few years to remember oh right, this is uhhh not so great

Well. “Gay strip club day manager” is a type, as it turns out

Oh no I opened sniffies in a bar in Wilton Manors filled with gay retirees Shit How many of them now know what my dick looks like 😅

Hahaha what the fuck? Can you imagine telling Google engineers 20 years ago “oh yeah in the future your company is gonna be doing multi-gigabyte spyware bundles with your browser download” & seeing their reaction

Hmm afternoon gap before flight late tonight, but no hotel room. Tired. Do I: Try to find an empty conference room to nap in? Go to a sketchy bathhouse & get a room & sleep? Try to find a “friend” on Grindr/scruff/sniffies to visit? Just go to a bar & kill time? Or just straight to airport & “chill”

Capatouille. #art #capybara #ratatouille

what's the deal with this guy?

Around one year ago I had a very hurtful professional thing happen. Now I’ve discovered that the parties involved “got theirs”, & I’m in a position to remedy what happened earlier. And I never indulged in vengeance or acrimony over it. Didn’t have to. Some people are their own punishment.

My iPhone honestly doesn’t have the word “instill” in its dictionary? Quelque fuck?

Just realized “I have both an ex-boyfriend and an ex-girlfriend visiting Montreal this weekend” I wonder if they crossed paths

Tfw you see a charge from a hotel from a work trip & go “wtf”, call the hotel, then they say “yeah it’s for two stained duvet covers” And then you realize you had company over & despite putting down a towel things got…”vigorous”… “If you give me your email I can send you pics” Yeahhh I’m good 😅

Classic

There are mean tech furries bothering my friend at their gig (I am in a different place) & it is bumming me out 😤 Everyone should be nice at work!!!