riding this high for the rest of my life

I just have to convince myself that whenever my demise arrives, unfortunate as it is, I'll have to imagine it as me just doing something really badass confidently by accepting fate. Idk why but that's stopped the existential dread lol

hey guys wake up, new form of arms race just dropped

I celebrate every groundhog day by watching the movie over and over again until I learn a life lesson

what if Siddhartha was just having a panic attack under the bodhi tree

I think one of the overlooked issues in the world is that cis men and women are vastly underestimating how much hormone therapy could improve their lives

Started learning guitar as my first instrument in April (tried piano, it was too hard) and here's my take of Mr. Sandman as arranged by Chet Atkins ☺️ I even added a few things too!

Made a new Earth animation in Blender! Nerdy details in the alt text 🤓

Hoping the Lions bring some of this heat to the offseason

eating a banana right as my caffeine-fueled existential panic attack went down, which has convinced my brain that potassium will cure the next panic attack. Hoping that's right

just realized that you don't actually witness or process your own death. The memory of your death is forgotten before it's made. And forgetting doesn't feel like anything at all. I'm forgetting right now

I'm kinda right in the middle of my hero's journey rn, just finished my supreme ordeal. Ngl, very much looking forward to unification :)

Looking at anything pre covid still feels like seeing into a whole different world. I have trouble trying to imagine what I would be like if it never happened lol

little do the boomers know, i haven't even started taking things for granted. They have no idea what's coming

they need to let me search youtube comments for keywords so I can see that other people thought the same thing I did about a video

Every time I hear about AGI I immediately think about genies and how the moral to the trope is that when you have ultimate power, the outcome of enacting -any- desire ends up being a handful of far worse, pervasive, and unintended consequences

(anime villian voice) you fool! you forgot one thing my rubber armor makes me impervious to damage and while you were distracted I covered your skin with elmers glue! Now all your attacks bounce right off me... AND STICK TO YOU mwuahahahaha

bringing a gun to a sword fight is just good time management

I'm the kinda girl that gets sad when I'm sad and happy when I am happy and loses all attachment to reality when I'm feelin goofy

If anybody has a role open for a frumpy male side character in a mockumentary comedy series, I would like to audition for the role so that I can inexplicably become a mega star action movie guy and voice garfield, thank you in advance

"in another life we were arsonists" You can't fool me boygenius I know it was this life and I will bring you to justice for insurance fraud

After 1 am everything is fun. Every other time of day? Buzzkill city

The older I get the more I realize that we're all kinda frosty the snowman

A fun challenge I give myself: how confidently I can post things tonight which hit me with a fatal dose of embarassment tomorrow I'm still chasing the shadow of my 14 year old self, a wunderkind of the craft

Explaining to my therapist that it's actually normal not to have "organized" thoughts in late stage capitalism due to all the anti union rhetoric pervasive throughout the workplace

object permanence is an elaborate lie made by big occipital lobe to sell more mental imagery

I imagine death for me will feel a lot like when you're a kid and your parent is telling you that you're leaving now but you don't want to go home yet

Recently it feels like the part of my brain wired to make me lose interest in life has been taped over with a little "keep fucking going" sticker and I'm pretty happy about that

you'd think after falling asleep 10,000 times, it'd get easier

Something better than term limits would be ego limits, where an elected representative must undergo ego death every so often

jacob collier couldnt just make a nice cute little learning music song for beginners, noooo, he had to make critically acclaimed complex masterpieces, smdh

I'm so curious why prefrontal cortex development comes with such a profound sense of melancholy

ASMR wishlist: lobotomy asmr (1 hour compilation) chernobyl aftermath asmr chemotherapy asmr Cuban Missile crisis jfk pov asmr pavlov's dog asmr (bell only, no talking) 1600s plague doctor asmr w/ leeches alternate reality 2024 Pennsylvania campaign rally asmr

What the 3d world has been sorely lacking is a realtime ascii viewport renderer. With the newly added image info node in 4.5 compositor you can do all sorts of fun shader tricks directly in the viewport! Node recipe in reply... #b3d #mograph #eevee #blender3d #motiongraphics

Finally figured it out! Had to use a strange file type called "openvdb", which is basically just a file for volumes, which is what a dust cloud is. This gives me infinitely higher resolution than using a point cloud. Took forever because I don't know how to code. Check out the alt text for more

piercings are inherently gay bc why do you, as a man, need another hole?

Still figuring out my approach to start modeling the milky way (something which is difficult, code heavy, and completely unnecessary for my current project but idc) so I'm taking a step back from that to continue getting the planetary orbits figured out. Turns out, they're complicated!

More grease pencil and geo nodes fun, this time creating vases and roses. 🌹 This combo is awesome! #geometrynodes #blender3d #b3d #greasepencil

i think the REAL reason that planes have been crashing is due to a flight controller being depressed bc his daughter died of a heroin overdose

I had conservatives tell me that Obama was building "FEMA camps" in 2009 and was going to throw all the white people in there. Now they tell me I'M the crazy one because I think the guy that's currently shutting down entire regions of the government might be about to do a fascism

I just realized that kendrick is probably light enough that I can pick him up

nobody's talking about the tickle gap between me and my gf (she's too ticklish and I am not)

in the new matrix, neo throws his back out during bullet time and spends the rest of the movie in physical therapy

found some NASA stuff and put together this little animation in Blender. Eevee render too, so it's fast. Wish I knew how to do a fluid sim or even a flowmap for Jupiter's clouds. I tried, but it was just out of my depth for now

she jack on my beanstalk until I fee fi fo cum

I know this app is bad for me because whenever I open it I get a little bit older than I was last time I opened it

[willem dafoe unprompted] now, this cookie monster. [toothy smile] what a creature, what a lust. it consumes him. [crosses legs] he’s really a tragic figure.

listening to GNX finally and ig he really doesn't miss

sometimes when I'm feeling down i remind myself that it could be worse. I could be the couch piss guy