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locking tf in now (for the 1000th time)

i cut my hair once a year and spend the rest of the time complaining about it

not to brag or anything but i just unintentionaly fasted 22h

damn im 19 now but im too lazy for a new pinned

i love my boyfriend

man i love diet coke, i was so hungry and it fixed everything

i actually got fatter, thats why i have to come back, i also have a very loving boyfriend and that motivates me

um whats up? someone remembers me?

ngl its been a while since i posted on here, i have to admit its partially due to my current mental state and partially bc i dont feel like i deserve to come on here if i don't have progress to show, what im going to do is remain ia until i reach 58kg then ill feel better about this im sry to every1

shitting tmi : it's been four days since i last pooped, i tried eating stuff rich in fiber, yesterday i went to a pharmacy and the pharmacist gave me a strong lax, took one yesterday and today, why am i not pooping😭 i can litteraly feel the shit in my colon, just come out already, i think it's shy

when i mesure my bf on my scale vs by my mesurements it comes out wildly different, what should i belive? #edsky

i lost 2kg last week and 0.1kg this week😄 THAT MEANS I LOSE 1KG A WEEK i scream as they take me away to a room

my waist is 69cm just thought i will share funny number

oh i fucked up, i'm going to a new nailtech and accidentaly messaged her from my edsta account😭 panicked and deleted my bio

AFTER A YEAR I AM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT I'M OUT OF BMI 20 JAIL🥳🥳 #edsky

i overate a bit yesterday and i feel so fat after eating that protein bar for breakfast, wish i wouldn't have eaten it

it's weight in day! i feel like a kid on christmas #edsky

does anyone else write the cals of stuff on the packagings? #edsky

proud of myself, i was fasting and about to go to the grocery store, i asked myself if i should buy my ultimate binge food, then i realized i don't even want to eat it

every day i am like "i have to get thin i cant be the weight anymore, it's torturous" and then i eat .

no energy left, can't even fight against the wind

didn't notice my charger was not charging and i have to go to uni with 20% in my phone and 50% in my tablet🥹

i never feel sick enough, i live in fear of what if, what if im faking it? what if ill really recover when i reach my gw? what if i won't reach it? i wonder if what i want is for some1 to confirm my thoughts, tell me that im faking it and in reality everything is perfectly fine with me, that im okay

you can't send me anywhere bc i have gone to the store to buy a notebook and a pencil then proceded to kneel on the floor on 15minutes looking at different cds i had no interest buying, that didn't stop me from getting hyped when i saw my fav bands

i was scared of going to one of these gymbro protein powder stores but the lady was so nice and advised me on which have the least sugar and which tasted the best😭

it's 2am i can't sleep, i decided to draw something after years of not drawing, i decided to burn a hole in her forehead and burned the whole drawing down, now i want to cry, at least i have a photo bc it's dark and i wanted to check the colors

my scale tempts me so much but i must resist, weight ins are mondays😪

double edged sword of needing to check the nɛws to make sure i still have hůmän řịghtś but knowing if I check the nɛws too much I just might ƙmṣ

how are you all? i suprisingly had a bery nive night of sleep ^^

the topic of the class is "the role pf food in studing" they are calling me out

only one day since americans are not on tt and i already have drank 4 cups of tea

can't fall asleep at all lately, so ig it's back to sleeping meds😔

why eat when can no eat?🤔

i'm trying to drink my recommended amount of water and i'm pissing like crazy😭

was bomb 280cals

gained 2kg :') bp is not serving me well

this is all i'm eating recently, a godly trio🙏🙏 155cals

finally got an airfryer 🥳🥳

my whole life is just w!ck3d rn, i litteraly can't listen to anything other than the soundtrack lmaoo

that last week with midterms was pure hell, but i'm glad now i can put it all behind. took an everything shower and cleaned up my whole apt🤭

happy new years everyone, wishing you a skinny 2025 ^^

my final december stats : i went from ~69kg (~152lbs) → 62.5kg (137.8lbs) i'm so happy ^^ i lost 6.5kg (14.2lbs)

my lw being my cw feels so rewarding

i had an awful night and just woke up at 6pm, i'm breaking my own records😭