i want to crawl in a hole and die atp i think i have long covid or something bc every time i get better i’m sick again within like a week and i’m so tired of this idk how the fuck i’m supposed to finish my courses and keep my relationships with people bc i’m canceling last minute all the time AND

it’s been over 5yrs since I moved from the most northern parts of the country to the south and I still feel this weird longing back every winter although I don’t really enjoy the cold… I’ve come to think that maybe I long for the polar night, the snow and the crisp frost so much bc of nostalgia

op spoilers on this thread (me ranting about sanji’s character arc)

the fuckass quality bluesky changes videos to will not stop me from spreading my maestro agenda

251117 onew_griffin officials 헬싱키 찡구들이 보내준 모든 사랑의 순간들에 감사합니다 🧡 Thank you for all the loving moments you sent me, Helsinki jjinggus 🧡 #온유 #ONEW #ONEWTHELIVE #PERCENT #ONEW_THE_LIVE_PERCENT #온유더라이브 #온유더라이브퍼센트 #온유콘서트

how to not lose quality while uploading a vid to bluesky… asking for a friend…

NOOO WHY DOES BLUESKY MAKE VID QUALITY ASS

oh I NEED to show u guys the vid i took of maestro! i was so sad in paris that i didn’t film even a clip and in helsinki i took one vid at the end and i just watched it and wowww also turns out it’s one of my fav songs live ever by anyone? the vibes are just?? it’s made to be heard live i’m afraid

i am coming to understand why they chose a suit with shorts for him…

he is so lovely

MEEEE (i hadn’t even realized people thought i would use it passive aggressively 😭)

what do you mean just standing there ominously doesn’t count as socializing

that was one of the best concerts i’ve been to and i can’t stress enough how thankful i am to hear and see such a performer live. the ass thing was that it really showed the venue had not done golden circle before and that when jinki threw the last plushie people literally fell on top of our friend

here u go: a low quality pic of xmas pyjama vibes jinki from tonight in helsinki for ur timeline 🤲

i will pass out if he comes out looking like this tomorrow

Seeing Jinki again tomorrow!! 💛 Heart is so full that I get to attend his concert in my own country and I got to see him in Paris last week! ☺️

i had such a good run with getting dreamless sleep and now i’ve had nightmares again the whole week and it just makes me feel so vulnerable and sad all the time and idk what to do i just want cuddles and to feel normal for once in my miserable life but i don’t have time for a breakdown

nothing like coming home after walking in the rain and going to wash ur hands after taking ur shoes off and the entire bathroom smells like literal shit idk what to do to the plumbing here bc it sometimes just does that for no reason 🤡

really don’t want to be so easily available via phone/socials anymore bc apparently people feel really entitled to my time just bc i answer fast 95% of the time. when that 5% of not being available happens, i always end up feeling like shit due to how people react

honest to god moaned out loud when i laid down in my own bed just now i love traveling but jfc i always get so tired

sjskk spotted myself jamming and shaking the shating star it was such a fun show!!

251110 onew_griffin officials 파리 찡구들의 사랑으로 더 빛난 오늘✨ Today shines even brighter with the love from my Paris jjinggus✨ #온유 #ONEW #ONEWTHELIVE #PERCENT #ONEW_THE_LIVE_PERCENT #온유더라이브 #온유더라이브퍼센트 #온유콘서트

Hawkeyes #onepiece

They’re going to see Phantom of the Opera #onepiece

I wanna squish his cheeks so bad

thank u paris, jinggus & our precious jinki! 💛

ⓘ this user is very eepy.

i sometimes wonder how bad my pregnancy cravings would be if i would ever be in that state (let’s hope not but walk with me here) bc my normal cravings are already quite strong in my opinion… also they’re really weird and specific sometimes?

boy groups just don't sing their asses off in every single song like they used to

I'm happy that Mamdani won. But I won't let that get in the way of my celebrating Cuomo losing.

Bluesky rn

as someone who has been keeping up with nyc’s politics nearly as much as my home county over the years, i felt such joy seeing that mamdani had won when i woke up this morning :} a great day to witness some light at this long tunnel

Mamdani: "New York will remain a city of immigrants, a city built by immigrants, powered by immigrants, and as of tonight, led by an immigrant."

hearing ma meilleure ennemie still makes me ridiculously emotional, i’m blaming especially stromae bc just his voice makes me so nostalgic which makes the gut-wrenching song hit even harder

pros and cons list of waking up today: pros: i feel better than i did during the weekend cons: that doesn’t require much, i’m dizzy as hell for some reason & i have over seven hours of classes i can’t skip today

just woke up to 500 notifications and i don’t have the energy to even read them through… thought i just had a worse than normal hangover yesterday but then i got a really bad migraine, my nose clogged up and i got a high fever last night. i’ve been sick the whole autumn i can’t do this anymore

second night in a row not sleeping and most of the day was just me feeling like shit in all possible ways and i tried to get drunk and act away the night but i couldn’t even get buzzed and it took everything in me to try to seem happy and not crash

thank fuck i don’t have any more lectures for the day i’m so tired and my face is swollen so bad that it was embarrassing enough to attend in the morning… i don’t remember ever having such a bad case of swelling bc my eyes were nearly shut when i woke up and it still looks and feels weird

for halloween i want to be happy

“what radicalized you” idk paying attention

tb to last halloween when we were dressed up as shinee sm town halloween 2015…

#shinee #dailyshinee

i’m a simple girl. i see shinee halloween costumes, i repost.

i’m too naive with people bc why do i continuously assume better and then i’m left feeling like a clown for doing that 🤡

woke up hungover for the first time in a long time and yeah i’d rather not have this feeling… i wanna curl in a hole and die also i’m so bloated my face id doesn’t even recognize me 😭😭😭 i’ll have to try to sleep a little more

gripped by fear #ONEPIECE

#namivivi warmups 🍊🩵