Just gliding through 🦦

What if?

Well this is a first when my anxiety meds don’t even work.. my anxiety is so high right now. I can’t sleep and am sleeping horribly. God I’m so miserable right now.

Less than 48 hours I hit 50% basically on my book my goal tomorrow is to finish the chain and start the next read. I’m in one of my funks where all I wanna do is bed rot and just read and isolate.

Got my goal achieved today, now time to relax and binge read. Possibly take a nap afterwards. I’m more exhausted lately but depression and being on your period does that to you I suppose. Hope you all are having a great day 🌞🌈

God I’m so congested.. 🥺 I think I took breathing for granted

Started the chain this evening, and as I start reading it’s right away and very fast paced into the storyline all the suspense and drama. Like dang more fast paced than Freida McFadden that says something. #bibliophile #booksky #thechain #adrianmckinty #booktok #bookthreads #thrillers #suspense

I feel this very strongly lately. @kelarax.bsky.social

When you died, a big part of me inside died. I don’t think I’ll ever be the same.

❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 #narcissist #narcissistabuse #narcissistparent #nocontact #cutoff #grief #grieving #grievingparent

I just had the most painful experience ever so I got two new septum rings at the shop the other day- I didn’t realize it was a gauge up and I finally got this new ring in and off my nose is in so much pain and stinging. I hate when you gauge up and have to wait for the pain to subside. 😢😢😢

I think I’m coming to the conclusion that I’m not okay at all. Something is going on.

Hey, you were extremely generous with your patience. Now it’s time to be ruthless with your peace. (©alyssamariewellness)

Me yelling “GOD DAMN IT SON OF A BITCH” 💀💀💀

To whoever who needs a lil leopard gecko, we see you #thekattseesyou #mentalhealth #art

I’m coming to the realization I’m never gonna find happiness for myself that comes from self love and acceptance. I think I’ll always have my passive sui thoughts always in the back of my mind or when they come to the surface. I think I’m seriously that mentally fucked and traumatized.

If someone can send this to my sister so she can stop messaging every single person in my life trying to contact me. I went no contact for a REASON.

It’s really not hard to be a decent human being, maybe you should try it sometime.

My dream is to get so fed up and move to an isolated cottage in the middle of nowhere and live a simple life and be cut off of society. I ask myself all the time is today the day I have had enough.

I promise you, life is better on bsky when you dont look at clearsky.

Boil em, mash em, stick em in a stew 🥔🎀✨

You are not a shitty friend, do better. Make time for your friends. Don’t say I don’t got the time. You have the time, everyone has the time. If you want someone or something badly enough you will make the damn time. Stop being a shit friend and put some effort and time into the friendship.

♥ ♥ ♥

When you have to change your UI in game to expand cause you’re blind as shit.

Finished the whisper man, I’d rate it 5/5 stars overall. Tomorrow I’ll start the chain. Time to finally crash and go to bed. Read almost 30 chapters or so tonight, No one ever underestimate the lengths I’ll go to reach my goals and get things done or get what I want.

Reminder: we had a bad day, that doesn’t mean I love you any less. Just remember I am by your side through it all. I love you. We can overcome and get through anything. You are loved. 💞 @mycrabisfight.bsky.social

Hoping to finish the whisper man tonight, I think I can push myself and achieve it. Ima try and push through it. I’m exhausted. I wanna start the chain as soon as possible. I been waiting for this book to be available for so long.

ME AF

Library Haul 📚📖 Couldn’t get flipped one of my favorite childhood books, some of you might recall it cause it was turned into a film. Good film, great book. Guess I’ll have to wait for it. I been waiting for the chain so long, so that’s probably gonna be my next read after the whisper man.

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Give up on trying to sleep, can’t sleep anymore and my mind is racing this early morning. It’s 6:30am so I guess I’ll do some early morning gaming to preoccupy my mind to distract my mind. Good morning yall, hope all is well 🌞🌿

One more day, one more time One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied But then again, I know what it would do Leave me wishing still for one more day with you 🎵🎶 I miss you so much, Dad. Losing you broke me & broke our family all together. I just want to hold onto you tighter. Not let go.

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excited to go to my favorite place tomorrow- the library. Honestly if I could I’d spend every wakening moment there and go every single day if I could but I have responsibilities. Boo. 🥺😭

hanging on by the power of telling myself its okay

Meanwhile, in Germany, the public weighs in on what they think of the Epstein Administration. #BrutalButAccurate

Agreed and too obnoxious

Thinking of my 00s IMVU family, hope they’re all well.. what a weird phase in my life. 🙃😂

Just woke up and got sick- I think it’s official I’m sick again I had a big feeling these past days I was getting sick again but I think it’s officially now. My heart is racing and my head is throbbing 🥴

tempo header/pfp until I can make up my damn mind what aesthetic I wanna do 🙃 anyways goodnight friends and bluesky off to hibernate for the evening once again Time to go into my slumber 🐻🛌

stg there was over 5+ families at Texas Roadhouse for birthdays tonight it was so packed, loud. I’m overstimulated and dissociating not a good mix at all. Omw home and crashing immediately, I’m so exhausted. Been at the tattoo shop ALL day but this is what my roommate got today. 🐦‍⬛🖤

Just wanna announce- I have the best supportive boyfriend ever and bestfriend. I finally have a partner that’s healthy and makes me feel so safe and whole. I never felt so happy, filled with appreciation & joy. Thankyou for always staying by my side, @mycrabisfight.bsky.social 🌹

only losers use ai btw

Once I get the ick about a person whether it is friendship or romantic, I'm done. I will turn into an ice queen and your existence becomes irrelevant to me.

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