Really not in a good headspace right now so I'm just going to quote this and thank you all and say I appreciate you all and the messages. 🖤🖤

My Grandad had a CT scan yesterday because although he was feeling better than he was, he was struggling and they've found out he's got lung cancer. I'm broken 😭

big believer in incremental improvements 🌸

Decided to rewatch American Horror Story, I can't remember which reason I got up to before I stopped watching it and a good tv binge is needed 🤭

My little precious baby bean 🖤✨

People will push your buttons until you snap then blame your reaction, but they're the same type of people who can't see the fault in their behaviour or grap their beef is with themselves. Don't give them the reaction, no matter how hard they push. Peace out, goodnight. ✌️✨

Marvel rivals with the greatest buddies 🖤 @wolfievii.bsky.social @beardyjim.com

I hate the days when I just can't stay awake. Right now it's mix of emotionally burnt out, a bad fibro flare up and my medication not working correctly but I just feel like I'm wasting life away right now 😂

I'm currently having to be mindful and make a list of things that I can do to self regulate to avoid a binge. So far I'm realising the biggest one is Lego. I don't know if it's because little me always loved Lego to relax too so it soothes my inner child... I just wish it wasn't so expensive hahaha

Eevee lego time 🖤✨

Good afternoon you wonderful souls! How is everyone today? 🖤✨ Save your energy for those who deserve it and match it ✨

healing out loud, because i nearly died in silence. ✨

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I can watch horror for days but psychological ones stick with me 😫 all I can see is that damn creepy ass smile now bahaha

Smokey being adorable and for some reason wrapped herself around a pillow 😂 #caturday

Gizmo finished 🥺🖤

Home building Gizmo (I'm trying to pace myself with how quick I build my Lego sets 😭) and watching Smile 1 ☺️

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Much needed night out ✨

Ditto gets it ✨

Good morning you wonderful lot and happy Saturday 🖤✨ Remember: keep going, you've got this.

Remember it's completely okay to have days where just surviving is enough 🫶

Post the: Last movie you saw 🎬 Last game you played 🎮 Last show you watched 🖥 Last song you listened to 🎶 🎬 (Currently watching) Scream 7 🎮 Marvel Rivals 📺 Greys Anatomy 🎶 Beartooth - Free

I have to use a therapy app for self monitoring and this advice came up and honestly it's something I need to practice doing a lot more

Post a gif of who you wanted to be as a kid Me and the boys play fighting in the playground at school playing dbz 😂

Good morning you wonderful lot! How are we today? 🖤✨ No more dulling my shine, I'm going to be unapologetically me again 😌 I hope everyone has a wonderful Friday 🫶

I need to stop leaving my therapy homework until the last minute 🫩😅

Gaming with friends always makes me feel better 🫶 Surround yourself with people who regulate you not want to trigger you, you're allowed to walk away from people who do and if they turn nasty after doing so, you did exactly the right thing. Keep moving forward, leave them where they are at.

Don't throw stones in glass houses and all of that. 😅

Mean person, bitchy energy in your 30s is actually embarrassing. Go and heal and stop projecting your insecurities all over other people 🫶

Be kind to people. Help people when you can. Uplift, support and encourage people. It's not hard and you never know who needs it. 🩷🩷 Speak with kindness and understanding first and if you're the type to wanna belittle someone, insult them or threaten them? I'd kindly ask you to stfu. 🩷☺️

My daughter comes out with the funniest of things, she's just came running in the house and said "mum I've been a baddie since I was a baby" 😂 such a mini me

Might as well just unblock people the way they find a way to watch my every move tbh

Gizmo is getting there 😍 I'm really enjoying this build

She happy 🤭🩷

Decided I'm going to give each of the Eevee babies their own home... Sylveon is up first 🩷🥰 #pokopia

No thoughts, just Pokopia designs

Changed the leaf cottage and huts today and they look so much better 😍🌱 #pokopia

Decided to spend the evening watching Final Destination Bloodline and starting to build gizmo up 🥰

Little greenhouse build 🌱 #pokopia

Their happy faces 🥺 #pokopia

I was a little spoiled for mother's day this year 🩷🥰

Minding my own business collecting vines on a dream island and I find Suicune 🥰✨ #pokopia

Progress and how the cosy village and spooky mansion are together. For context, this is the area in the game we start. The mansion is sitting on top of the starting cave and is added to the build ✨ #pokopia

Allllll of this ✨ grow, learn, move forward ✨

Spooky area for the spooky babies 🥰 the amount of grinding got black paint I had to do for this 😭 #pokopia

Genuinely so grateful for my friends and their support this week, my grandad's health and my own health situation has been really difficult and having people who helped me through it has made it a little easier. My grandad is on the mend now, he's off ICU as of this evening so that's one positive 🖤

Had a lovely mother's day with my mum and kids and focusing on what's important 🩷✨ Now going to spend the evening playing Pokopia and finishing a new build I've been working on for the spooky babies 🤭