Toads. That's all, that's the post.

Sorry that I'm a bit antisocial today, I slept for most the afternoon (I think I've been in survival mode dealing with my issues that yesterday's relief has just drained me) as well as adjusting to my new normal

Name 10 Bands you've obsessed over at some point: #musicchallenge ° Sleep Token ° BMTH ° Motionless in white ° Ice nine kills ° Adept ° Bilmuri ° A day to remember ° Linkin Park (Chester days) ° Mcfly (my first obsession hahah) ° Paramore

Didn't believe people that said how much mounjaro causes you to feel full after a little amount of food but my god it really does and the food noise is gone. I'm obviously still sticking to my therapy meal plan just having to eat what I can

My top 10 most listened to songs, I'm shocked that sleep token didn't make it 😭

Team choas is causing choas again in stream 😈

I would say I'm shocked but I'm really not

I'm in such a good mood 😁✨

Meheheheheh

I didn't think I'd be given it and just be put on insulin but the diabetes team decided that mounjaro is the best treatment not only helping my diabetes but my weight too 😭 I've got a year to sort my life out, overcome my ED etc... before it'll stop working. I'm fookin doing this 💪

Time to get ready for the hospital, I really hope I finally get the support I need today. Wish me luck 😩

Some Lego buy one get one half price at Argos? Say less

I miss streaming so much but my PC is absolutely fooked so I'm debating saving up and getting a new one in a few months, I don't need to worry so much about it being an expensive one cause I can just connect my ps or switch as long as it runs the streaming stuffs okay 🤔

Surround yourself with people who calm your nervous system, who ground you, listen to you and support you and watch how you naturally become less reactive and defensive because your body is no longer on high alert. Genuinely in such a positive place because of this 🖤✨

Wasn't me. Totally innocent 😇😂

Don’t ever tell a capricorn they can’t do something cause we will prove to you we will and go even farther than that. Don’t ever underestimate us. We are career driven and very stubborn. We are rams, very bullheaded. We will take you by the horns if we have to. Just don’t.

Team chaos time 🤭

I hope the person who threw their phone at Oli Skyes last night is riddled with guilt. Watching him suffer to perform and having a concussion cause of an arsehole fan is heartbreaking. Band members are human not pieces of meat 🤬🤬 Respect and boundaries are seriously a lost art

I'm so stinkin excited by this, I love devil Dino... I might finally get my second main tank 🤭

Took the day to just exist, read and relax. Sometimes that's just what we need. To exist, without any expectations and not place any on ourselves in those moments either.

Yay my little hoard of decor arrived, now to decide where to put them all 🤭🖤

Although hunting Adeline is darker and heavier, I am so gripped to the story and can't put it down 🤣

Good morning you beautiful souls, how are we all today? 🖤✨ I'm going to throw myself into finishing Hunting Adeline and relax ready for my appointment tomorrow and hopefully I'll finally get the right support. What do you guys have planned today? 🖤✨

Made a brand new starter pack also because I couldn't delete a few accounts in that other pack. Appreciate you all in here! 🖤🩷🫶🏻

20% in and it's definitely darker than the first

Made a starter pack of all the wonderful people I interact with a lot (I've probably forgot people, I'm sorry, I'll keep updating it 🤣) I appreciate you all 🖤✨

Write this down. Swearing optional 🤭

I sometimes get so overwhelmed (in the best possible way) by how much love and support you guys give. You are all genuinely so kind and caring 🥺🫂🖤

Nearly had to be admitted to hospital because my blood pressure went really high, they monitored me a few more times and it came back down so they felt comfortable not sending me in cause of obviously seeing cardiology soon. Sigh. I just really need answers for that side of things

Good morning you wonderful lot, it's Monday again booo! How are we all today? 🖤✨ I've gotta go and have more blood tests and weight check in with the ED service, I don't wanna be up and out so early 😫 But once I'm back... ✨reading✨ Have a great day! 🖤

I was not trained in the art of being social.

Once I finish Hunting Adeline, I really need to finish all the random books I've started cause I've noticed how many I have randomly lying around with bookmarks in em 🙈🙈🙈 why do I do this

My little one has been poorly since Friday then my oldest comes home from his dad's poorly AF too 😫

Finished book 1, did it only take me 2 days? Yes. Hush 🤣 but the ending has me like 🫪😱 so now I just go straight onto book 2

On the last 100 pages of haunting Adeline and I just can't put this bloody book down 🤣

What I'm playing: ✨☀️🌈🎨💡😁 What I'm reading: 🔥🔪😈💀🫦👹 🤣🤣

Quote with the last 4 games you played ✨

It's Sundayyyyy! You're all awesome, thank you for being in my life 🖤✨

Goooooooood morning and happy Sunday you wonderful lot! 🖤✨ How is everyone today? I'm probably going to be lost in reading most of the day, I can't even deny it hehe. I hope you have the day that you deserve 🖤✨

I'm really just content with my life right now. I feel things are moving in the right direction, I'm healing the wounds that controlled me, I enjoy my own space and peace and I'm just happy in the quiet time. I don't feel like I'm on high alert for the bad to appear anymore. It's nice.

How is it already 10pm, I've been lost in my book for 4 hours and not even realised 😂😂😂

I need to stop buying books, I won't stop buying books 😂 Thank you for the recommendation @avoidantautumn.bsky.social 😁🖤

I'm already half way through haunting Adeline, I'm so addicted hahah

Mood

So the little birdie started flying around the living room so I took it outside, gave it some oats and water and waited until it flew off 🖤

Saved a little bird and just wanted to make sure everything was okay and now it doesn't want to leave and I don't know what to do 😂🖤

Woke up to a message from my dad saying that my uncles and aunty have messaged him saying he's not in my grandad's will and that none of them want anything to do with him going forward and I've basically said I don't want to be in the middle of this family drama anymore cause I have been all my life

I think I need some offline time, I can feel burn out creeping in. Going to go and chill and read 🖤✨ Much love to you all

Sorry to still be posting political stuff but.. Going to focus on the fact that Green party have gained some good numbers, gained councils and 2 mayors so far. It's the start of change we needed to see.