if you’d be so kind… 🥹🫶🏻 youtu.be/H0uWPTAIQD4?...

Morning lovelies 🫶🏻 any cool plans this weekend ?

ladies’ night with a bunch of strangers. let’s go

if you’d be so kind… 🥹🫶🏻 youtu.be/H0uWPTAIQD4?...

ok new #promosky for the season 🦇 I’m Dela 🧡 a mess who tries her best. 👻 YouTube content creator 👻 gaming (cozy + creepy) 👻 cats cats cats 👻 movie lover (Letterboxd user) 👻 shitposter 👻 mentally ill 👻 folklore/mythology 👻 editor of my own vids 👻 spread love not hate - let’s be moots!

I really need to learn to head to bed earlier… (I probably won’t)

Wanna know some great Dutch people? Alright I gotchu🙂‍↕️✌️ @xpeachheart.bsky.social @delareborn.bsky.social @simployed.craves.pizza You should really follow my fellow Dutch girlies 🤍🤍🤍

should I be lowkey hurt/pissed that my irl best friend hasn’t seen a single one of my videos? 🤔

between the both of us being hella neurodivergent and having two chaotic cats, our place is always messy lmao 😆

October #promosky I’m PJ. I post various thoughts from my Audhd brain about: 🎃 Video games 👻 Anime 🍂 Horror films 🎃 Deftones 👻 Food 🍂 Gym MDNI. No politics, hatred or bigotry. Currently renovating my forever home & adapting to life with a 15 week old Labrador called Ozzy! ♡+↻ appreciated 💛

note to self : sometimes a little scroll through the ‘replies’ tab on a profile really reveals another side to people.

it’s so cold but I just can’t bring myself to turn the heat up yet 😭 big socks and sweaters it is!

soooo glad Summer is not gonna make me feel weak and sweaty again for a while ! 🥹🍂

funny how laws are just up to interpretation these days 😤 (and by funny I mean infuriating!!)

needed to get my daily movie in, so now it’s 2am lol 😂 of course

sleep well my sweet mooties! 🌙 (regulars and new ones)

🎃 October #promosky 👻 🎃 RPGs & story-driven games 👻 handheld gaming 🎃 metalcore + all things gaze (and more) 👻 playlists & music recs 🎃 book reviews, ARCs, pretty editions & journals 👻 fantasy, romantasy, weird girl lit, horror, lit fic 🎃 wild rift & co op nights with @liammcmullen92.bsky.social 💖

idk but I’m lowkey excited to upload my video this Friday 🥹 this took some more serious editing and I LOVED it.

my brain feels heavy 😮‍💨

ok new #promosky for the season 🦇 I’m Dela 🧡 a mess who tries her best. 👻 YouTube content creator 👻 gaming (cozy + creepy) 👻 cats cats cats 👻 movie lover (Letterboxd user) 👻 shitposter 👻 mentally ill 👻 folklore/mythology 👻 editor of my own vids 👻 spread love not hate - let’s be moots!

who knew allowing myself to make the content I feel like in the moment would solve my issues of the past weeks? 😮‍💨 (I did. I knew. I was just stubborn!)

my personal best two months have arrived so enjoy it while it lasts! 🤣

omg the fog outside really showed up at the agreed upon time 🥹 giving all the October vibes! (very hoa hoa hoa)

now where is my coffee?? 😤😅

it’s October 🎃 we are prepared! (she attacked my feet while I was asleep this morning)

my dudes I got a new ring light and a new video idea! watch out, yo. 😅

take extra good and gentle care of yourself in these months where energy gets sparser. 🫶🏻

me on a flare-up day

okay new week, new motivation, new… me??

as you can tell I was in a MOOD yesterday!! 😆

okayyyy this served me something existential and uncomfortable. exactly what I wanted!! ☺️

if I stay on this movie kick — I might make some recap content for my months to come lol 🤣

if any of y’all wonder where I am lately, I’ve watched 22 movies this month ✌🏼😅

don’t forget to take care of that skin, darlings!

having an extended family member argue with me about abortion was not on my 2025 bingo card

I have already spent all my spoons for the day in the first 4 hours 😮‍💨

don’t worry I had more sleep after 😭 perpetually tired !

when the cats’ morning food serenade wakes you up 🥹😅

btw always looking for letterboxd buddies 🥰 boxd.it/7qv45

Ok but a 9 day period isn’t really something I’m used to 😤😭 make it stoooooop

note : this isn’t for survival! 🫶🏻 I just find myself lacking seasonal vibes (and as of now a proper light) ko-fi.com/delaplays95/...

proud of myself that I got over my "fuck it, I could also just give up.." moment today.

nothing with my recording went right today (despite my testing it beforehand) 🤡 so this is gonna be a CHALLENGE!

I am sick of updating an app and regretting it instantly !!

what the heck is going on here???

welcome to a new episode of : technology pushed me to a meltdown!

are you covering your palm in shampoo ?? please STOP THAT! 🤣 most people I’ve met never need as much as they’re using. (just wash it twice dammit!!)

note : this isn’t for survival! 🫶🏻 I just find myself lacking seasonal vibes (and as of now a proper light) ko-fi.com/delaplays95/...

I keep having these weird and stressful dreams that make no sense but they sure have an impact on me 😬

How about…. we just accept they are and probably have always been neurodivergent people? and you know, maybe try to make the world a less harsh place for them to be in? but noooo what if we can just eradicate it altogether? nd begone!