Imagine yer heart being stuck in that feeling of heart stress before a ptsd/panic attack but just that for hours n hours in multiple days bouts So my body keeps wanting to freak out like it’s dyin even tho I’m here I just wanna be free n rest

My heart keeps makin me feel like I’m dying

It's silly seal sunday

You’re not a pixel artist until you’ve made a starry night sky

Another attempt at making an animation upload possibly a bit less compressed than before. 2023, 8 colors, pixelart

how do we feel about modern propaganda posters?

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Golden Hour

I wanna draw, I wanna sleep But my heart health hurts really bad again lately n it’s makin it hard to deflect this depression n grief in me

I got lovingly scolded by the universe,, sulkin but grateful,,,

A gyaru losin sum of their nail arts, they’re ripping out my wings again

THEYRE STARTING TO PEEL TOOO KMSSSS GRAAAAH !!!

I LOST ANOTHER NAIL ART AND DIDNT REAKIZE SO IDK WHERE ITS AT TO GIVE TO MY SISTER TO REAPPLY SOBS THESE WERE MY FAVE NAILS SO FAR SHE DID N I DID MY BEST TO MAKE THEM LAST LONGER SO SHE WONT HAVE TI KEEP REDOIN THEM FER ME CUZ IM GRATEFUL WAA

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I’m on sum shit today, I’m sleep deprived cuz people grah

The silly brat in me never died, I just had to bury them after havin to be the mega adult fer so many fucking babies (adults)

Me: time to work !! :) My heart then exploded 50 billion times (my heart health sucks rn)

I lowkey love how much of a consentful yandere caleb is, hes having me back on my bullshit and realizing how much I need someone to match my lovesickness lvl Its so cute how he will gently try to scold me but then be like "but im the only one you've asked that, right?" Idkkkk the way he says it ♡♡♡

Stealing this as more inspo for my designing of my flying temple of light thanks ITS BEAUTIFULLLL

I whined to my sister bout it n she said she could probably surgically implant it back on (reapply it) if I peeled the falling nail art off, so I did MY THUMB HURTSSSS WAAA my nerves are super sensitive fucked on my flesh dawg im dead

Despite gettin less than 4 hrs of sleep today, finally found push to shower after days n start my damn laundry (im in jeans shorts rn cuz no pj's sob) I was throwin in the load n then JAMMED my fuckin nail into the washers rim n my nail art came off !! N hurt my thumb nail Fuck my baka diva life 😫

Why is "finger" by boythrob actually a fucking banger !? Just found out bout them on yt, addin to my Playlist bye Here before the visa n Grammys

Was woken up again This time younger sister needed my help w her tat cream wrap stuff, I dont mind as much w her n it was important at least Im tired, will I ever know a consistent 8 hours+ in my life of sleep

It feels like when im tired n woken up mid sleep cycle, one of my facets talks - then I remember I have personality disorders Im like a irritated sleep deprived middle aged man that still tries to be polite And then I look at what the me who went to sleep was doin n I remember it but im also like

I've just gone thru an awakening ascension cuz of caleb omg

hard to draw with the arrow keys srry

I LISTENED TO THE FIRST SECRET TIMES I GOT FOR CALEB IM SORRY ZAYNE HES MY #1 HUSBAND NOW AAAAAAA EVEN IN THAT KINDA WAY HE BEYOND MATCHES MY FREAK AAAAAAA IM HE FR IS A LOVESICK FREAK N SOFT DOM HES PERFECT LIKE AAA I manifested this omfg I knew the moment I saw his first appearance years ago

WHEN I TELL YOU I COOKED !! I need to make art w this vibe w #SM_starrynight GRAH ☆ I love my husband of many years zayne but this yandere x yandere ass thang I got goin on w caleb, he matches my freak to dangerous degrees for the public ♡ #theuniversesstar

I took 5 billion cunty pics with Caleb (LADS) omgg ehe

[WIP] A gal deity needs their makeup fufu also blonde star lowkey hittin eheee #SM_art

アムネシア #一次創作　 #illustration　#oc

Pure of heart, but also dumb of ass

Describe your Bluesky in one image

I have so many clown friends now that I forget I for most of my life had a genuine fear of clowns, both scary n silly types Sometimes it still gets me

As I have to repeat what I’m tryna be heard on multiple times but hey I’m used to it w her But when I came back here post divorce a mess and had to reconnect with my family I was once estranged w beginnin 2025, she felt bad we didn’t try to see my mental stuff more n I “needed to talk it out more”-

When I try to explain I drank one of my Moms beers in my depression grief stuff I talked about (first time drinkin while actively depressed even tho I normally practice self control w that part n hate alcohol/ics) She then offers me wine being avoidant and chatty and says it’s fine it happens-

And I can feel that someone I live with is yet again indirectly getting me sick Tired of other people bringing back home sickness they don’t know they’re bringing back to me that I’d otherwise be safe from 🫩

Gunna work on passionfruit finally n finish other art later, talkin to my ma gassed me out in rendering painty for sum reason LOL

Me acceptin my avoidant Mexican immigrant Surbaban mom as who she is since I was a kid Also me still randomly tryin to be desperately casually heard n understood by her but still feelin not actually heard even tho she’s listenin at least more now but not really N suddenly I’m a little girl again

[WIP] A gal deity needs their makeup fufu also blonde star lowkey hittin eheee #SM_art

By end of 2026, I will be: crazier, more free, super gyaru, in love, makin money, and rising star RADIANT !!!

Sometimes I wish I was a cute lil guy like this, makes me wanna bring back a lil star form of my sona again for funsies

🔸🔹🔸 #創作 #illustration #イラスト

LEARNED ABOUT NAOYA INOUE aka “the monster” and OMFG I thought my fanning inspiration from sports shonen was bad enough (esp cuz YALL KNOW DAMN WELL I DONT KNOW SPORTS IRL THAT WELL) But it’s the power, hype, PASSION That’s why I decided to make the other half of #SM_passionfruit sports themed !

GODZILLA MINUS ZERO from Takashi Yamazaki Coming to North American theatres November 6, 2026 brnw.ch/21wYXZw

[WIP] Idk how ima decide to render this yet but I wanna do a sun version of my accent colors ehe since the sun IS a star and it’s fitting as tarot has been tellin me I’ll be very sun card energy this year aside the star n empress :) #SM_art

The depression is lowkey drowning me lately but it’s aight ima diva

Girl- Lemme stop bein a romantic grievin yearner and lock tf in on sum art already

All Caleb memes are literally me, thus we are perfect together (don’t tell zayne)