i’m now on ep 4 of heated rivalry and i’m honestly shocked by how accurate ilya’s accent is. like all the way down to cadence and emphasis. i have relatives who sound just like him

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tmi but my trimmer just died while i was halfway done and i can’t find the charger so i guess i’m just stuck like this. here comes ol’ halfbush.

just watched the first episode of heated rivalry and uh. does anyone know how i can send jacob tierney flowers. perhaps an edible arrangement

getting undressed after running errands on foot in a (mild) snowstorm has me feeling like those gay hockey boys

also not to be all Look At Me I’m So Cosmopolitan but i was like 16 before i realized that most people don’t have family members from so many different places. like when i was a kid, everyone who visited for xmas would hang their birth country’s flag on my grandma’s porch like it was the UN

my mom and i just put my husband on the phone with my aunt but we forgot to tell him that she’s slavic so she started speaking and i got to watch him buffer for twenty full seconds

my mom and i put a fifth christmas tree up and i’m like “okay last one” but now she’s saying that she feels like the kitchen needs one too. someone take our keys so we can’t go to the thrift store

walmart is like black friday crazy rn and some gangly teenager in a depeche mode shirt just fully slammed into me in the candy cane aisle

last day at my internship 🥲 (except not really bc i’m going back in january to volunteer with youth programs)

apparently i need to watch heated rivalry bc i’ve seen a lot of ppl talking about the sex scenes but i did NOT know that it was written and directed by jacob tierney. like pastor glen from letterkenny. director of shoresy. what the fuck

is it too parasocial and/or perverted to share some videos of tucker from the australian black parade tour party that i found earlier? just wondering

i have an exam today that i am Freaking The Fuck Out over bc this prof is the toughest grader i’ve ever had and, for the first time ever, i might actually lose my 4.0 gpa (champagne problems but i have not yet worked through my childhood grade trauma bc i didn’t think i’d ever need to)

i’ve been working on a longer + more plot/less smut fic at the same time that i’m working on “physical” and i am noticing that the former is starting to infect the latter a little bit

i ❤️ parasocial perverts

43 minute long apology video where i confess to party rocking

of course i log off for an hour and end up canceled

anyways. enjoy a couple sections of one of my favorite joplin pieces, “bethena” (and please excuse my fucked up hair)

just recorded myself playing piano for the first time in a while and i did NOT realize that i move so much while playing. i look insane

8am exam

Ray Toro going off during Sharpest Lives in Chicago August 29, 2025 🎥 by me #mcr #MCRChicago #mychemicalromance #gerardway #Chicagoconcert #chicagoconcerts #soldierfieldconcert #soldierfield #musicsky

yeah thanks google ai, i’m sure he did

my husband just said that i “clamber like a newborn baby deer” so i am open to suggestions regarding divorce lawyers

slightly out of pocket confession: i LOVE a gay voice. i do not know why. even my gay guy friends disagree with me here (and some of them have gay voices!!) but it just really does something for me

the other day in class i explained the merits of the sennheiser 441 versus the SM58 and after class my prof asked me “how do you know all this shit” and i couldn’t say “because i went down a rabbit hole after noticing that ray toro’s mic was different from everyone else’s”

i should have titled the fray hatefucking fic “mad rail day”

oh also today i got a security briefing for a position i’m taking and i would just like to say this: if you’ve ever wondered how many death threats your local government officials get, the answer is “more than you would think”

once again noticing changes to my body that i suspect are coming from my hormone imbalance. i’m still not necessarily upset but i am growing more concerned every time i notice something new

a couple days ago i learned that i severely fucked up my regression models in a paper i wrote last year. and like i love my advisor but i am very angry that she was going to let me submit that paper as a writing sample

i didn’t really enjoy my scottish prof’s class but i am sad that i no longer get to hear his accent 3 times a week. specifically the way he says any word with an R in it

me and who

i’m officially at the “i’m a terrible writer and i should drop out of college and go live in a cardboard box far away from society” point of revising this paper

HES SO CUTE WHAT THE FUCK

for anyone who wants the link and instructions: it takes some time but it’s so worth it www.reddit.com/r/AO3/s/iyVZ...

the only wrapped i care about ft. oomf @rysjour.bsky.social

i have noticed that i’ve been getting the weirdest compliments (often backhanded) since i’ve stopped performing femininity and i have to say that although i am happier this way, part of me misses when people would make normal comments about me

i went to a prof’s office hours this morning to ask him some questions about comments he left on my draft and left his office feeling like this

i should really start using youtube or something when i play along with the songs that i’m learning because it always fucks up my end of year stats

as a pianist who will likely develop RA, this moment in pulp’s tiny desk made my heart swell a little bit

despite my best efforts, it has become a very obvious self insert. you’re all me now

nervous about a UN simulation in one of my classes today so i pulled up a grade calculator and found out that i can still keep my A+ if i get an 11% on the sim

the feedback was Not Good and i got an 85

writing second person POV is so much fun. i can’t believe i avoided it for so long

my favorite time of the year is when i get to put up the tree that deals psychic damage to my minimalist husband every time he sees it

for one of my finals i have to submit a draft, meet with the professor after he grades it, and implement suggestions, which isn’t crazy or anything but i submitted the draft the day before the due date (11 days ago!) and have yet to receive feedback. the final version is due in less than five days 🙃

my mom got me a wearable heating pad. i am unstoppable

Having a snowstorm on small biz Saturday is really gonna fuck our holiday szn, please consider buying a book for a gift (ppl in the USA) to help keep this queer little bookstore scooting along.

bestie is making me watch twilight and i’m actually really enjoying it

my sweetwater guy was fired after being arrested for cruising in a public park :( free my boy!! he gave me great deals!!!

i get REALLY excited about everything aviation related so i am experiencing withdrawals now that i’m home from my meeting at the airport