daddy forgot his albuterol again

about to see my best friends play their last concert ever after knowing them for 5 years please do not hit me up 😭😭😭😭😭😭

it’s that time of year. my hands are bleeding from how much i’m obsessively washing them.

talked about ls dunes twice at my rabbinical court btw

good morning happy “ryan finishes his conversion” day!

thinking about how there was a point where me and the guitarist for one of my fave small bands were so ridiculously depressed that we would occasionally text each other to make sure the other person hadn’t offed themselves yet 😭😭😭

i gotta start committing crimes lowkey

not including travel, shows i attended for free, or what i still owe for the coheed cruise…

should i add up how much i’ve spent on concert tickets this year…do i want to know…

cis guy attempted to match with me on hinge but his profile said he was straight so i matched back to ask him why he’s matching with a man 🤗

my first show of 2025 was silverstein and my last show of 2025 would be silverstein except anthony green said HEY 🗣️ and i always listen to him

sometimes i forget geoff rickly is from rhode island

just saw a tiktok of someone transvestigating troy bolton 😭

i will not be posting the whole song because that is not mine to share however you all can have this sweet lil intro from the softest man in the world

do you think i can hire a handler for saturday sonic temple since i won't be able to be left unattended for....uh....reasons

a few friends & i went in on a cameo for a friend whose dad recently passed and instead of playing like magick like we asked anthony played an entire custom song he wrote just for him 😭😭 i can’t listen to it again it made me SOB the first time

last time i took a math exam i walked out to a real friends tour announcement…ls dunes you know what to do

been studying this answer key for my exam and there’s a little note at the bottom that says it was made by my peers and not reviewed by the teacher so it might not be correct…THEN WHATS THE FUCKING POINT

and you wanna tell me this shit ISNT transcoded????

hi all!! the band i manage will be featured on BSBtv to have their new single reviewed by anberlin & not enough space today. it would mean a lot if you could tune in and cheer for clementine in the comments when they come up! starts at 3PM EST/2PM CST m.twitch.tv/bsbtv?deskto...

it happened. the bodega no longer asks for my order. it was at the counter by the time i got my drinks 😭

omg happy 2 years to me breaking my nose in the arms length pit and staying in the crowd to finish the rest of the show so i could see real friends 😭😭

i have too much going on on tuesday i should just die instead

me: holy hell why do i feel like shit the red bull, iced coffee & no water chilling in my blood stream 👋

can’t believe there was a day on boat where anthony watched daoboys directly behind victoria and i and we had no idea 😭

VICTORIA GOT ME A FUCKING CAMEO AND I'M TWO CAFFINATED BEVERAGES DEEP JUST SOBBING

hi oomfs is anybody awake and can handle a ryan sized breakdown rn i just withessed some shit at work that has me fucked up and its 4am so everyone is asleep

IT FELL ONTO THE FLOOR WHEN I WAS WORKING WHAT DOES THIS MEAN

i havent been to shake shack in 6 weeks bc last time i was here i was having the crash out of a lifetime so hopefully they forgot about that

i can never just have a normal night i’m suddenly having a horrible time

everyone is pissing me the fuck of today

flagging at the pvris show

texas is the reason last night…pvris tonight…this is like my superbowl i’m having the time of my life

i had the most insane gender affirming moment the other day but i cannot share with anyone bc it is SO tmi but just know it happened

i have an 8 page research paper due next week. dont ask if ive started it you know the answer to that question.

anthony reopened his cameo if anyone needs a last minute holiday gift for me 😝

this coffee goes out to the oat milk creamer that titr let me take home with me yesterday ❤️ thanks for letting me raid your rider ❤️

what a strange and eventful night

and who said sports gays can't write fanfic!! (i absolutely COOOOOOOKED here i need you all to read this immediately) archiveofourown.org/works/75662156

had to change my user for reasons

i’m so excited to see texas is the reason tonight i’m going to throw up out of excitement

a child just crawled into my lap on the subway but it’s ok it was because he was trying to see the train map and i can’t hate on a fellow transportation autist

anthony strongly suggesting to me that the crossroads opener was geoff only for it Not Be

chill out yall i just wrote 4.6k that’ll be uploaded tomorrow

the stars lost

the stars lost and my life just got so much worse WE WERE DOING SO GOOD

I LOVE SPORTS

unbelievable people showing up in my “people you may know” on the daily

chef is in the kitchen

it's unbelivable to me that i had to take essentially the entire summer off from shows and this will Still be the most shows i've ever attended in a year with FIFTY SIX. i'm truly unstoppable this is insane behavior.