learning how to play magic and i drew a fru totem for my treasure

i went to bed 5 hours ago and all i did was spiral and panic bruh

cant sleep for no reason, tried all the things that help me sleep too and im just on edge :/

won the aiming top

literally obsessed with these

i feel ancient telling ppl i was the first person in my high school to have an unnatural hair color

#ffxivselfie day or as i like to call it, reposting my fav game and irl glams day

just dropped off 14 letters at the post office

being chinese is like big chunky shoes just make your feet look normal sized

chain didnt come in yet but these are awesome

it actually got worse

no energy or motovation to cook tn, gonna have to freeze everything and do it monday urgh

woltrade round 2 all ready to mail out yay!!

nothing helps

#ffxiv #RyneWaters #Ryne #琳沃特斯 #Minfilia The gene of Minfilia

(ARR) the bloody banquet #ffxiv #ffxivart #cigart

I love drawing cars (Comm for @kaaverik.bsky.social)

this note i wrote for m9s reclear yesterday LMAOO

ok i think this is the combobreaker lineup friday - jirai coord sat - pj juri sun - arcueid (with shiki and akiha!!!! ill prob bring my neco arc hand puppets too)

tomolife store feels impossible to keep up, i kinda just wanna quit playing for now. i still have pokopia to start heehee

i wanna go to gateway fate to make up for having a bad 2nd day at fanfest but i feel like thats not a good mindset going in. ill make a decision after combobreaker

anyway, i am very grateful to have friends who love me and im gonna be visiting friends for the next 2 weekends yay!!!

the most validating thing that was said to me was my uni org president who HATED me said that it was valid and nessecary for me to work on my mental health over my career. its been 5 years since i graduated, im not better, but im slowly making my way up.

i am being tested today with horrible sleep, mom ignoring my mental health again, and then my rapist waltzing into my office and being loud. try not to crash out challenge 🤣🤣😂😂🤣🤣

my wife introduced me to the game, started in stb, but my laptop couldnt run it (frames would drop to 2fps when i casted any spell) but then i picked it up in 2020 after finishing a summer class (along with a group of friends who have since stopped playing) 👍

Halmarut 🦋 #ffxiv

post surgery i had a vision of golbez grilling i only got access to tablet today to finally draw it

lunch but i am picking out the carrots

Renaming PCOS (polycystic ovarian syndrome) to PMOS (Polyendocrine Metabolic Ovarian Syndrome) is very similar to when PMDD was reclassified from a gynecological disorder to a mood disorder. This will open up so many new treatment options for sufferers of PMOS and will force insurance to comply 😌

forgot how bad my insomnia + ptsd was , back on eddies until i have the insurance to get a sleep study done 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

im gonna cosplay pajama juri on sat and arcueid on sun for combobreaker btw

man reclear pf is bad rn and this is the best day to do it too. freaking odd patches man

died to vamp stomp my on my last m9s </3

reposting my halmarut #ffxivart cuz of msq hehe :] i still hope for fungus related motifs for her

looked at my selfie camera like i need to stop picking my face

destruction or salvation, warrior of light?

i know youre supposed to eat palabok fresh, but im having it the day after #yup

making beef stroganoff tmr hopefully

not gear but that damn cerberus mount. i joined a 24 man raid group for it and cleared DRS as my first "savage". i didnt want the other gear or anything, just cerberus

tomolife is so antijob bc i can never make that damn afternoon market

i need to nap asap omg

kind of hungover actually :p maybe ill save doing errands for later this wk

my extra stamps didnt come in, so i think i need to mooch off of my works stamps for the rest of my letters lol

seeing ppl in the hunt train with the 6 wing mount like thats gonna be me in 6 months or whenever i can trade thse totems in

how my inventory looks post dye crunch

fortnite 28th birthday party

chat... we survived age 27, crazy

i started saying "foid" instead of "void" when im saying stuff about the void for ffxiv and its making me fucking chortle and kick my feet