I've been a lot happier as a person and creator since I started asking myself, "Are you scared of it because it bothers YOU, or have you just internalized being told it's problematic?" and then doing it scared. I hope everyone else can also find something so freeing.

Lrp I had to stop watching one channel bc the guy kept mispronouncing foreign names, not knowing basic things outside of his interests to such an extent that betrayed a fundamental lack of curiosity about the world

If I hear one more youtuber sputter out an "I hope I'm pronouncing that right" in reference to an easily searchable foreign name I'm going to start lighting people on fire

but if you tame me then we shall need each other

if you fight me, to me you will be unique in all the world, and to you i will be unique in all the world.. please.. fight me!

크리스탈 브레이브

[crying] c-could a depressed person m-make th-this?

chibi thumbnail yshtola laughing at thancred

this is the greatest popup in any video game ever

still proud of my than'jit gasleak gposes

[the hermit, reversed] #fearnexiv

I came up with a minshtola comic idea but I have so many comic pages to draw

The dialogue options to jokingly imply Y'shtola has motherly energy are fun and all, but nothing beats calling Shantotto "Mommy" in FFXI and her changing your title to "Total Loser" in response, requiring you to pay gil to get it changed back and letting everyone on the server know what you did.

drew a scene where louisoix is being an endearing grandpa and grandpa, I'm so sorry for doing you so, so dirty in this,

제노스

제노스

I will work on doujinshi today…! (Cat settles on my chest) ah…

I am always playing black mage bc I'm an idiot and I'm addicted to dying

🌑 Shared the first 12 inked and lettered pages of VOIDCALL (a Y'shtola-centric ffxiv fan comic) over on my Patreon. 🌕 I'll be sharing fullly completed pages there as I progress. www.patreon.com/posts/voidca... #voidcall

doing castrum lacus litore with only 5 people and clearing feels good...

They did this to Tuna in Bozja

screaming crying throwing up over minfilia #ff14

thank you @almandines.bsky.social for the emote 🥺

drafting my doujinshi gasleak office in makeplace

regularly scheduled reminder that my doujinshi is pretty bleak. only the sex scene at the end is explicit but abuse and sexual violence is regularly alluded to and implied heavily throughout!

セフィロスらくがき

The thing is once you’re at 100+ pages, what’s 6 more [the light has left my eyes]

comics are fun I say, on the verge of an aneurysm (adding new pages to my now 110 page doujinshi)

야남갔다가 똥만차고옴

デジタルでトーン貼れるの良い時代だ～とか考えてたら初めてトーンを貼った時の事思い出して渋い顔してる

thinking, for no particular reason, about what I wrote back in 2022 about “lessons learned” from what was done to Isabel Fall

ffxiv art party but it's just me hunched in a corner working on doujinshi not talking to anyone

I have found much joy becoming associated with seals… it wasn’t intentional… 🦭

(Take four of trying to get into WHA even though I keep bouncing off for reasons I can’t articulate) good panel

ナリタタン絵ないから関係ない落書きあげとこ

lrp give someone a very controversial reading on a popular side character and-

how does the saying go. give someone a main character and they will be fed for a long time. give someone a minor side character and they will be forced to learn how to cook

There was a 4 year gap between me playing ARR (2017) and heavensward (2021?) so everytime haurchefant was on (including *that* scene) screen I was like “who is that”

Caught up on the alliance raids… there is a special masochistic joy in doing endgame content for the first time on a black mage

fanart

julian wakes up as a ferret

crying as I add yet more pages to doujinshi

uja has eyebrows again

karaiko....

she was my friend, and my god ate her #ffxivart #valerianart

Rewatching the original evangelion and shinji makes me want to cry