"Why don't people like me?" Growing up with undiagnosed ADHD, I struggled to keep friends. I always ended up being "too much" for people. Too loud. Too weird. Too annoying. But after all this time, I finally realized—I don’t have to make myself smaller to be worthy of love. ❤️‍🩹 #ADHDAwarenessMonth

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This is one of the first things I mention when I talk to anyone about transition. Anyone who thinks people are being rushed through and pushed into decisions they might later regret is absolutely incorrect. Even going privately was a whole, long ordeal. Not to mention incredibly expensive.

Gender Identity Clinic's Waiting Lists from Shortest To Longest

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This just confirms what trans person in the UK already knows, and it only tracks the time between referral and first appointment. There is still more waiting for at least another 2nd appointment and then any treatment. Nevermind waiting for surgery after all of that...

The gender clinic files is out now! www.wearequeeraf.com/gender-clini... Check out our podcast on Monday for our coverage on this.

This amazing article from @vic-parsons.bsky.social via @wearequeeraf.com shows the absolute criminal state of trans healthcare in the UK. Scotland has a 224 year wait for a first appointment. Yes, you read that right. www.wearequeeraf.com/gender-clini...

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They say it will make it easier to access government services but I would rather not lose access to the NHS, HMRC, and local council services all at once if my phone battery dies or someone nicks my phone. You can't make things easier than they already are without increased risk of identity theft.

The government's response to the "no ID" petition. Make it make sense. Not compulsory, but mandatory. It's not a physical card. So how will people without phones have this "not compulsory, but mandatory" digital ID? #IDCard

It is a high holy day

Crescent County's September update is live!! We've brought on a new team member @octal0.bsky.social, and are developing our narrative systems! It's very exciting times! www.kickstarter.com/projects/ann...

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I'm sure that's a compliment

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We are thrilled to announce that our NEW Large Language Model will be released on 11.18.25.

Doomscrolling break. Especially for everyone facing deadlines and challenges, I offer you this small, persevering hedgehog by way of encouragement and inspiration. #TinyJoys

Back from my few weeks vacay, and ready to get back to streaming! Gonna do a nice, mellow bit of coouring. Come join me at 20:00 CEST/UTC+2 over on twitch.tv/stamkunst #artstream #colouringpage #chillvibes

A year ago I started this gym. I told myself I wanted to be able to use the 2nd floor within that time frame. 12h to spare, it's now open and accessible!

“If you don’t like it, fuck off” is an impeccable attitude for a GP surgery. Why are they allowed to do this, what’s the fucking point of. A national health service if some random cunts can just decide they’re not going to do something.

That's a feature, not a bug...

"Catastrophic potential as 'Brit Card' Digital IDs could out Trans+ people" www.wearequeeraf.com/catastrophic...

SEASONAL DROP INCOMING! 👻 It’s been a while since the last drop, but my favourite time of the year calls for spooky pours! Next Friday 6pm BST: as well as some Halloween themes, the new Gorj PocketPad will be launching! Not a fan of large strap grinders? This one’s for you 👀

ugh, yes, I can't think of a better summary of genAI than "It would improve nothing in my life.

One of the unexpected things I've learned from my advocacy for trans people is how malignant parts of the State can be, how it can misuse data for positively evil purposes. It's taught me people can't be safe with a digital ID card and so I've signed this. petition.parliament.uk/petitions/73...

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fuck celeb worship & fuck everyone for drawing the line at a problematic cishet white man getting suspended instead of drawing the line at disney's $ being used to help fund a fucking genocide & catering to shitty conservative transphobes who don't want themselves or their kids to see queer stories.

We are set up and ready for the East Los Angeles Farmers Market here at Belvedere Duck Pond and the East Los Angeles Civic Center. The Queer Mercado will also be joining us until 4pm. #eastlosangeles #eastlaciviccenter #losangeles #whiskeyghoul #horrorcrochet #frightfriends

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Fellow #StarTrek fans: the writers told us what to look for. We are seeing it now.

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Come see me do some poems in Chester Cathedral tonight! It's FREE!

Autistic man gets freelance writing work with @thedailytism.com, immediately begins doubting ability to write. Guy Kelly, 39, said he was pleased to be writing comedy on a regular basis with such wonderful company, but also added that he doesn't know what a keyboard is, and might well be illiterate

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If you care about trans people, listen to trans people and not Wes Streeting.

Because I've seen some prominent cis allies saying that they hope Streeting's most recent words are a good sign: this is the entire point - he's always got some reasonable sounding words to placate cis people as he continues to meet with transphobic bigots and enact brutally transphobic policies.

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Great to see that lots of Liberal Democrat MPs have written to Bridget Phillipson, calling for full scrutiny of the EHRC's proposed guidance. Contact your MP and tell them to do the same. Follow our steps here: www.transsolidarityalliance.com

“Research shows that trans people are over four times more likely than cisgender people to be the victim of a violent crime. We salute our colleagues across the media who are working tirelessly to make that number even higher.”

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So, I've decided to scrap the schedule for now. If you want to make sure you don't miss a stream you can turn on Twitch notifications. I will also try to remember to post a go live to here, but I may occasionally forget! Hopefully I will be able to return to a regular schedule at some point 🖖💜

BREAKING: They're scrubbing @banksy The court is erasing Banksy's mural just like it's erasing our right to protest.

No more appropriate way for the UKs genocidal government to respond to a Banksy piece condemning the abuse of the judicial and police system to protect said genocide than by abusing the judicial and policing system to remove the Banksy piece condemning the abuse of the judicial and police system.

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This dynamic keeps repeating. Respectable commentators want to have a philosophical debate about (e.g.) Britishness or the definition of "woman", because they don't want to spell out the unpleasant things they think should be done to certain people.

No stream today, too tired 💜🖖🏻

September 8, 1966. Star Trek premiered and showed a future where humanity finally put aside our petty grievances and the possibilities of what we could achieve together. For me, Star Trek is more than just a show, it's hope. Happy Star Trek Day. 🖖🏻🤟🏻