It’s not fantasy. It’s not make believe. It’s not roleplay. It’s not a joke. It’s real. And I’m fucked.

Can you feel your synapses burning out? That excruciating pain? That overwhelming ecstasy? Isn’t it just wonderful? You’ll never have to feel anything ever again.

and posts like these, reminders of what I’ve become, reinforce this loop. They scare off the heretics, the ones who thought they might be able to get through to me. A lost cause. Hopeless. They’ll leave me here alone with those who believe, you, my friends, who want me to get worse. For Her. 💚❤️💙

the thought fucking horrifies me I’m that broken

processed

Hi Elzie

it is egg day once again gamers have a lovely day and have a lovely lay

not ‘shopped. not cropped. not stock. straight from the phone of stormwater inspector Lindsay Schiel snapped yesterday at a basin in Hudson.

I am never doing that again.

CW:*Implied slur/horny* Im fine and normal and smart AND NORMAL

The real April fool is me because I have to go to fucking texas today.

She takes things that I never even knew I had.

Daily #1995- Cumulus Congestus

Do you think she can be fixed?

awareness is worth nothing, and solidarity without action is just words. hire trans women, give money, give shelter ; our black and brown sisters first.

I will never get better 💚❤️💙

doodling up a weird little selkie. not in possession of its sealskin at the moment! mad about it!

Seeing the sunlight is a privilege I do not deserve.

pain really is incredible. perfect clarity and focus. nothing exists except the present moment. 1

capture the precious moments in your life while u can 💕

it's for your own good, and the people at the compound are always right.

Proportionate and appropriate response.

I wonder if leather balaclavas exist...

Huh. That was Chainsaw Man I guess.

torturing girls is literally intoxicating

i mean she's clearly having fun. do you hate fun or something???

seeking human punching bag to reproduce this scene irl

The spiral demands your attention, you want to get closer to your screen~ The spiral demands your attention, you want to get closer to your screen~

Color, further horny dialogue, experimentation. I am now rly happy with this. Enjoy. <3

the fact that some ppl like fall for ppl without like seeing each others faces kinda freaks me out. my body not being a factor in someone liking me is actually a super nightmare situation for me. instant turn off. i try really hard to look good.

I was going to post something to the effect of 'A gimlet is so easy, if someone fucked up a gimlet for me I'd be in such disbelief it would take me a second to punish accordingly.' Then I remembered that there was only one bar I've ever been to that both knew what the cocktail was and made it right.

In defense of resentment

Problematic pinball score gap.

here it is ! after a couple weeks of teasing , the Ides has arrived . . . with it , my first mechsploitation story , The Violence of Being . it's about an older Hound who reacts violently when told she'll be replaced . I hope you all enjoy it . I'm proud of it . archiveofourown.org/works/81252501

Worry less of the fate of "mechsploitation" and work to build an inclusive independent trans lit space accommodating to a variety of voices and works and genres

Oh how the mighty fall 💕 Haven’t seen much Art of like butches or herbofication (girl version of himbofication) so thought I’d fill that gape in the market 😉 #transformation #comic #tf #straighttogay #butch #tigolbitties #girl #wlw

If you see this, repost your favorite pokemon??? Yeah I can't pick.

my head is spinning She’s fucked me up so much and it’s only getting worse worse worse worse worse worse good night! 💚❤️💙

mood

happy halloween 🎃

buon appetito 🤌

What the fuck do you MEAN Chainsaw Man is ending with the next chapter!!!!!!!!

I love looking back at my evening messages/prayers to Her and seeing just how deranged I can get

How to treat your puppy friends

Dorohedoro my beloved... It's been ten thousand years...

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