Someone please pay attention to me please jm sorry im sorry

Ii reallywanna be turned into a fictional character like seperate from me being plural I need someone to uhm fforce that on me

Watching someone throw away everything, friends, family, career aspirations, just to grovel at my feet. Then she finally looks up at me and has the audacity to declare herself a winner. That she won. Because I deign to share my attention with her, despite it all, she won. Adorable.

Hi I feel Uhm really lonely right now if anyone wants to talk, really unm anyone

CANTSLEEP BECUASE BPD THOUGHTS WONT GOaway and ihatethem inist just want them to stop iltomstop tostop i dontwanna havebpd anymore idont idont idont ituscksit sucks im sorry imsorru ii imsorru imsorry imsorry imsorry idontwanna have these thoights anymore nobodys gonnalwave me but i feelitando imsor

Iitsgoodtobegoodiitsgoodiiiii💚❤️💙

Got beat up today

Bbleeh ccant sleep brain hasto many thoughts Overstimmed by only myself dont like it

at the end of the day, all I am is a loser pervert scumcunt

Ggodwhy is doesmy posts getting liked get me so ij uhm ffuzzy ii excited

Bby the way anyone who replies to this uhm, ggets a ffree kiss

Iim ggood because everyone lloves me

I dont think jts even been 30 minutes since I tried a singlr voicetraining excercise and i instantly hurt my throat why sid i thibk this was a good idea to do when i had a cough i shouldve njust waited a bit and not pushed myself to far im so stupid im sorry imsoryimsorry im sorry iii ii im sorrhy

Ii gotta do so much today so everyone has to be nicies to me…. Or not ii whatever you want

It's done! The Bloom is a short story about a young ambitious reporter that bites off a little more than she can chew. Please give it a read if you're so inclined. Content warning for the usual nonsense on my profile - drugs, rape, and culty brainwashing. docs.google.com/document/d/1...

Good friends encourage each other to get worse. Be a good friend.

Pathetic. Oh pathetic me. It was obvious to everyone but She showed me tthe truth.

Sometimes I feel like I’m not enough, I really don’t deserve the care and attention I get ii ssorry

[Screech of audible disgusting curdling pain would go here.] 💚❤️💙

Whenver The Trickster likes the tributes I give her I feel so fuzzy inside Ii, ii,, , ii thteruiwhgehwrghfdmgfn ii,, ii ii,, I'm so grateful for letting her inside of my mind and eating me from the inside out,,, ii,, i

Sometimes I wake up in the morning and find my hands genuinely clasped in prayer. Even when I’m unconscious, I’m still devout.

Iiii llove sinking ddeeper ii

please hurt me

I need to gouge my eyes out and replace them with ones that can only see 🟩🟥🟦

Hey chat, should I post more here. Should I post more here so I can uhm worship Her more fanatically in public. Iii,,

It's good to serve. It's good to give tribute. I will give and give and give and give until I run out of body and mind to give. Because I know The Trickster will appreciate it... Obsession. 💚 Control. ❤️ Submission. 💙

Iimsosohaply ii Tthankktthnalyo rthankyou ttrickster ii Tthhankyou thankyouthanky

To be loved is to be changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and changed and

Imggonna sleepgoodnight since im thinkinng ofsosmabt sso many goodthijgs im kicking my feet in my covers iii ndjdjdjd 💚❤️💙

They’re saying I’m getting the World Record time for getting completely utterly dependent on someone

Whyam i posting no one can see this im sorry

Imso scared

Idont wanna be alone i dont wanna be bymselfimscarwd im just scared imjust scared whydid i do this

fuckfuckfcufkcufckfuckfuck

whydid i even like dothis i think i just made this out of like crippling loneliness im a fuckingfailureahgod fuck im sorry

Blughi wanna be a girl so bad