now the pains different it still exists it just escapes different and evades vision makes the rain different makes the news boring and my rage distant yes I'm young and living dreams in love with being noticed and afraid of being seen but I can finally eat and I can fall asleep its fine fine fine

I actually don't know how I lived before opalite came out I need that song

just found out patullo was fired it's a good day

just signed up for therapy :) kinda scared but it'll be good

goodnight y'all. we're going to kopps for consolation now

maybe next season will be better :/

bruh. well. alright then.

slay!

that could have gone so much worse

bruh whyyyy

well this is not going well is it

just want to say, as always, go birds

absolute favorite thing is sitting in the waiting rooms of doctors offices and being told by people I'm too young to be there 😐

just took my first drug calc exam that was terrifying BUT ITS DONE!!

I made it back to my dorm and I'm immediately so much happier than I was at home

realizing that it's Taylor’s first New Year's Day owning her song "New Year’s Day" after getting her masters back 🖤💫

1/365

Happy new years guys 🫶

GO BIRDS 🦅🦅🦅

wtf is this game omg 😭

I fucking love our defense

those last 2 episodes fucked me up I'm sobbing

Trust me mine is better GET THIS FIRST DOWN PLEASE… we team up THROW IT switch sides AAAAHHH TOUCHDOWN!

“Men will let you down. The eras tour never will” AMEN

GOLD REPUTATION BODY SUIT TRAVIS KELCE SABRINA CARPENTER SURPRISE SONG MASHUPS JESLYN WHYLEY TAYLOR TALKING ABOUT TRAVIS ANDREA TALKING ABOUT TRAVIS RAIN SHOWS COSTUME DESIGNS COSTUME CHANGES TREE PAINE SIGHTING MEN WILL LET YOU DOWN, THE ERAS TOUR NEVER WILL THESE TWO EPISODES WERE MAGNIFICENT!!!

“FUCK SHIT UP FUCK IT UP UP UP UP UPPPP” I LOVE THE ERAS TOUR FAMILY

at the end of the day, we all are living at the same time as taylor swift. and that's really cool

I fear this surgery recovery has been better than the symptoms I was living with before which is lowkey really sad...

oh darling, don't you ever grow up 🥲

I'm home and just got to watch the first 2 episodes of the docuseries I cried multiple times :)

ALSO incredibly excited for the docuseries but atp I need to focus on recovery and getting home more than I originally expected SO I'm gonna stay off this app because it don't want spoilers but I will be watching soon!

hey guys quick update just got back to the hotel after surgery I've definitely felt a lot better but it could be worse, I'm so so glad my cyst is out and I'm on the road to recovery :)

well then

oh my word WHY the defense had ONE JOB

I do not need football stress on top of finals stress can the eagles stop being stupid???

I've said it before and I'll say it again: at least we have a good defense

2 finals tomorrow, 2 wednesday, surgery thursday, and then eras docuseries friday we're so close guys

WAIT GUYS I DID GOOD IM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW

could've gone worse, also could have gone a lot better 🤷‍♀️

pharm final tomorrow I'm actually crashing out this is not gonna go well

anyway officially finals week and surgery week 🤪 I love life

we are UP

sorry I've been MIA from here, finals have me really stressed 😭

MINIONS!!!! TONIGHT WE STEAL THE MOOOOON

just took my first ATI what the actual fuck was that

made it back to my dorm my goodness that was a chaotic travel day 😭

life is being absolutely insane right now

so many things have happened this thanksgiving break ehat in the world 😭

'tis the damn season, write this down, I'm staying at my parents house, and the road not taken looks real good now