www.twitch.tv/SoenOrdo Megaman StarForce! Come watch!

It’s bedtime for these two! Fun com for anonymous friend :> #diapers #abdl

Going to smoke some medical weed and then we're getting into middlespace with Megaman Starforce Collection! It was either Megaman or the new game about the android girl on the moon.

Bought the Megaman Star Force collection for the PC, will probably stream that tomorrow.

Suddenly having the craving for the pink lemonade at Red Lobster. That shit was the best.

I am extremely tired for some reason. Might take a nap.

Hey seriously, literally in the bills it says they'll also use identifying information, such as your age data for "other purposes". That means your data goes into a government surveillance database. This would be for ANY *OS*, which is the thing your fucking PC runs off of. Call your reps NOW.

Do the new pullups sizes fit like XXL goodnites?

Joel's new song "Sex with Bulldozer" has been stuck in my head and parts of it are becoming a vocal stimm.

Everyone is making amazing Miis in the new Tomodachi Life, and Im making subpar furry Miis ;w; any tips on making furry faces with miis or at least ears?

The medical weed is helping with my back pain and helping me to quiet my thoughts. The music is still there, but the emotions are dampened, and all I feel is a sense of... chill? We're going to be fine.

The overwhelming desire to soak naked in a tub of milk.

Was looking through some stuff and found this old gem.

So many things I want to say, but everything I say has to be calculated, it has to be perfect, lest I misstep and ruin it all. Longing, heartache, wondering if I'm truly too much. Too many things ruminating in my head tonight.

Pin-up commission!

Is it bad that whenever I get really just kinda depressed and "why bother" that unironically "KOMM SUSSER TOD" from End of Evangelion starts playing in my head?

Yes, I act as if everything is fine. Inside my head music is always playing and I'm constantly scanning my environment for either threats or interesting things. How the fuck do people meditate? Do y'all actually have the capacity to just exist without being stuck in "Scanning for threat" mode?

So, for those of you dealing with depression, when the feeling of "why bother with anything, I just want to sleep" hits, how do you get out of that feeling?

Did bsky stop shitting the bed long enough for things to function?

We get my mom's test results back tomorrow. MRI was today. I hope everything is fine.

The devs of this site can't go a fucking day without their "vibe coded" AI slop they were sooooo fucking proud of fucking everything up.

Why is everything blank? Why is this site so jank? Oh wait that's the AI slop they devs were circlejerking about that makes up the site's code.

Okay, every feed is blank. What the hell is up with bsky? Can the device not go one day without using AI slop in the code? Vibe coding is bullshit. Slop coding is more like it.

Okay, I just want to say this, if you think the plight of Trans or Queer folks is "drama", with all the bullshit going on in the world, you're not an ally. If a bill could be used to harm Queer or Trans folks and there's a space where we can tell people in power "DO NOT PASS THAT", thats not drama

How can I even begin to tell you all how much I love you? How your words of kindness make me smile. How the art, music, stories, and little slices of life you all post help me to find comfort in trying times. Even if we never physically meet, you still make a difference. Thank you.

While I'm all for positive vibes and whatnot, the amount of times I've seen friends ignore warnings about dangerous situations and end up hurt is far too many. I love all my friends so much and I want to keep you all safe. I can only provide tools and tips to keep you safe sometimes. Be safe.

I want to take a moment and remind everyone that while it is good to curate your space, there is a fine line between maintaining your feed and ignoring the words of people telling you about actual credible threats to the safety of you and your communities. Please be safe, I know shit's crazy.

Not sure if I want to stream tonight, very much nervous as my mom still has another test tomorrow to screen her for cancer, and the results of the scan she had today should be available tomorrow.

So with the moderation team of bluesky, at least from what I have observed, appearing to use AI to "moderate", several extremely tame babyfur artists were suspended because of, what I can assume is, judging from the timing, that this is another abuse of reporting functions by malicious actors.

The results of my mother's cancer test will come most likely tomorrow. I pray that it's just a weird cyst and not a malignant tumor.

Contact your representatives NOW if you ever want to have privacy on the internet ever again.

I'm really not interested in a world where every second of my life is surveilled.

My back hurts so it's medical weed time after I get something from a store real quick. Stream will probably be at 9 PM EST. Might be shorter than normal in broadcast time.

I'm sorry but if people cannot tell moogles, kobolds, corgis, or any other short furry species from a child, they're fucking stupid. Whoever considers "short = child" to be true is a fucking moron and I would say that to their face.

Contemplating either getting the authentic copy of Pokémon emerald I've been wanting or saving up for merch from VBFC.

If I was a Swedish plushy I would be called Blöjhund.

I need to finish FFXVI.

But with the Bluetooth paci I could put my con badges on there and I could use it as a fursuit paci too. So that would be nice.

Debating getting a copy of Emerald, that I always secretly wanted as a kid but saw it a "wasteful" to basically remake the game, but then saw how much quality of life, and animation of the pokemon and everything was put into it and actually wanted it, or the new Bluetooth paci.

Let's fucking GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Any law that targets the freedoms of two consenting adults is easily exploited for evil by a malicious actor/ someone with an overreactive disgust response for something they dont understand/ don't like. It was never about safety or morals. It was always about control.

Actions and words I can't take back, words I wish that I had said, words I wish I hadn't said. Echoing forever. Actions from years ago on repeat. Attack or defend. Speak or listen. When everything is a potential threat, words matter, and the silence is deafening. That's what it's like to be me.

Just saw a video and it relates really fucking well. "I can still hear the silence." I always hear the silence, in what I've said, in what I didn't say. In what I try to tell them. In the silences that follow. The longing, the frustration, it's hard, but I'm still here, and that's what matters.

The amount of people who completely ignore the fact that malicious actors can and will use any technicalities to fuck over people they don't like is extremely worrying. Any law that regulates what adults do in bed with other consenting adults is an easy road to losing your freedoms entirely.

If you have a spare one of these (now that the website is sold out) let me know and I will buy it off of you, and I'll pay for the shipping if needed. When I say I NEED this I mean it.

So apparently the lilcomforts play gym was a limited run item. I am sad that I wasn't able to get one, is there any other company in the ABDL sphere that makes adult play gyms? Because I NEED an adult play gym.

How are the Lacey Loves? Thinking about getting some, but I want to know how they are before I get a pack of them.

The little comforts adult play gym is sold out :c

What was that pokemon visual novel with nurse buizel?

Okay going to go smoke then streaming more Guild Wars 2, probably going to burn incense too. Today hasn't been the best, but I'm hanging in there.