Sorry for quiet.

Love you all. I'm going to try for a stream tomorrow that way I can give one final update before surgery.

I appreciate the help everyone has given so far. I was able to make my car payment and most of my other bills and get some groceries, but I still need to pay my car insurance as well. If anyone can help it'd be great. ko-fi.com/serykins

Someone told me they thought I was doing MMD dances. I'm not smart enough to figure that stuff out. Just easier to dance. Song is Snakes by The Cowmen. Check them out. They're fun.

I dropped my bag at the grocery store and started panicking when people tried to help out. What the fuck is wrong with me lately.

I should be streaming a lot right now. I have a surgery coming up and I have things I should be saying. But I'm not.

I need to say this because it's been on my mind. The further I get from a specific kink community makes me realize the majority involved were horrid. They only cared about what I could create. If I was dominant. When I would make another video, etc. /1

If you're using a clicker in public furry spaces "for fun", you are intentionally exposing a nerve in people that was supposed to stay hidden. People get trained with a clicker by a trusted partner, in their own private spaces. Don't abuse that knowledge just because clickers are easy to acquire.

Had a bad night. Today will be better. Sorry

I just feel so broken

This day kind of sucks for me. It's my ex wife's birthday and it always felt like she would take today and use it as a free opportunity to make me feel bad in all sorts of ways every year. I hope you all can express some love today. For me, I'm going to get cozy and not think about anything.

Woke up and saw that someone gave me really positive feedback in my RP heavy hunt group and it makes me feel really nice ❤️ It's just cool to know that people get what I'm going for and my acting is doing okay!

A gift Com for @abbysitter.bsky.social from @skrunklyfluff.bsky.social and me wanting to cheer them up and give'em good vibs as they been having a rough time as of late do to life. so me and skrunkle are hugging squeezing the bad vibs away, and filled with love instead. #goatart #commission #art

Superstitious about today? Counter the bad luck of Friday the 13th by squishing a yinglet named Abby! Guaranteed to give you better luck! How much luck is based on how you decide to squish!

Stream was nice ❤️ Sorry I can't go for longer. But I did it!

I was advised to set up a kofi thing. I still plan to pay back everyone who helps me, but was told this might make things easier to manage. ko-fi.com/serykins

I'm not dead. Promise. I'm streaming tonight. Very chill update stuffs www.twitch.tv/abbysitter

I've reached that point that I feel I've worn out my welcome in a lot of places. I'm going to push through the feelings of that and keep going, rather than abandon things like I normally do. If I do end up being an annoyance or burden, please let me know.

If nothing else, Yinglets adapt. Cyber witch feels?

Doesn't it make you feel better? Yes. Yes it does. Dancing is good for me to remove the anxiety. March of the Pigs - NIN

This is literally one of my favorite things in the world and makes me happy and feel warm and cozy. It's a song I play when brain is fucky. Love Debbie. Love Muppets. This is everything. www.youtube.com/watch?v=h0Hd...

What's so amazing about Jim Henson as a puppeteer is that he could literally be explaining that Kermit is made out of felt and ping pong balls and yet Kermit still feels alive the whole time he's doing it

Positive thinking, Please work? I need to be able to interact without constantly second guessing myself.

I wish I could talk in group chats without feeling like a complete annoyance. Maybe one day.

I'm going to try my best to stream tomorrow. Brain has been in a bad spot, and trying to kick it.

I had a really messed up dream. I want to talk about it, but I think people will worry about me.

Had to do this one late, because I'm going to say I don't feel like I am. This is what I see in the morning and it's hard to feel cute. I appreciate the sentiment a lot though. Just been more bleh mentally I think.

CW: #Vore I get into situations sometimes... Can anyone hear me???

It's on my mind because it's so cringe.

My dog Lily by far ❤️❤️❤️

Is it me? For real? I want to be a good girl

*drools* I haven't had pancakes in so long. I needs some.

This means the world to hear! She would not be nearly as great without my friend @skrunklyfluff.bsky.social helping me make her more me ❤️

*Squees in joy and kicks feet and jumps* Awaaaa! Yayyy!

Melts and Melts and Melts and Melts and Melts and Melts and

Dance with me. Dream with me. Die with me.

I'm learning some! The best spell I'm learning is how to love myself and others more ❤️

Very much so! Pets, snacks and a comfy handbag to snuggle in sound amazing ❤️❤️❤️

TMI Tuesday! I'm learning one of the easiest ways to make me melt is to just talk softly and sweetly to me. Kinky, wholesome, whatever. No matter the subject, I swoon over vocal feedback. So what would you say to a little yinglet like me? Or any other questions you have! ngl.link/abbysitter1

There's something really comforting about just fading into the background. I don't know. Something about just being able to be quiet and observe as people have magical experiences. It's nice to be part of something. Not the center.

Please help my friend <3 She has done so much for me <3

No stream tonight. Sorry. I'm not healthy enough

I'm trying really hard to not feel like a burden or annoyance today.

Want to know kind of how Borderline Personality Disorder feels? This. It feels this. Song is Runs in the Family by Amanda Palmer

Quite unbelievably. I want someone to be sweet to me. When I am in absolutely horrible pain.

Walk with me to the end of all things.

Okay. In the black. Thank you. Sorry. I'll be better.

So apparently I forgot about a bill and I'm now $37 in the negative. I never used to be this bad with remembering and I hate that I've been doing this so often. I'm sorry. I know good will is going to run out soon. I don't know why I'm like this as of late. ko-fi.com/abbysitter/g...

Want to know kind of how Borderline Personality Disorder feels? This. It feels this. Song is Runs in the Family by Amanda Palmer

I think I just want to be unseen for a bit. It's comforting