Snuggles?

Tonight was a really nice night. Like I can't think of one thing that was bad about it.

This started as a gag that I needed to do because "haha funny plush yinglet patched together" But I think I might really vibe with this...

Plushes your yinglet.

Pushing myself to work on something fun.

God I just want to break out of this depressive state. I have shit I want to do.

I hate that I feel jealous of people in relationships. I want to be happy for others, and lately it's been hard. It just makes me aware of how alone I am romantically. Like I know it's stupid and petty, but it doesn't stop my brain from thinking it. Another thing for therapy I guess.

I really want to go on a date. Anyone in the PNW want to take out a neurotic hyper emotional and depressed trans woman in her 40s? Doubt it, but can't hurt.

Snuggling followed by smothering sounds really nice.

Abby got a new fit.

You're cool.

Sketchy at work today. Giving love to friend.

Me at work. Get checked in by a yinglet.

I want to get this and my skull mask and shoot dance videos in the woods. www.campsnapphoto.com/collections/...

Need a toxic trans lady who decides when, what, and how I can breathe using parts of her body. Not gonna lie. Kind of pent up. I get unreasonably horny after depressive episodes.

Did you know, that you can actually get double depression? Apparently, according to my doctor, that's me. I'm not even kidding. This is apparently a thing. Throw in a new diagnosis of bipolar and PTSD, and I'm a mix of all sorts of mental fuckery. No wonder they made me fill out a safety plan.

I really need to dance more. It's good for my body and soul. All is Full of Love - Bjork

I think this may still be my favorite I did and it really expresses how my brain works. Feels like I have multiple emotions going rampant all at the same time.

On April fools, my ex wife would always "pretend" to be mad at me and leave, claiming I cheated on her. Sometimes leaving for hours while I panicked and cried. She did this every year and would laugh about it. For 10 years. I'm very happy this day is done.

I do wish I wasn't alone in my house right now. It's too damn quiet.

Sorry for letting bad thoughts win today. I'll try to be better.

Fuck it. Everyone knows I'm pathetic anyway. If you want to help me get out of the hole of debt that happened by my auto payment stuff sucks, let me know. Sorry I'm such a loser. ko-fi.com/abbysitter

Sorry. Today has been really bad. Went some dark places. I'll be better.

If I ever just disappear, I appreciate you all for trying.

It's me. I'm Delilah. youtu.be/oGAksA8zzsI?...

If you think I'm letting out of there anytime soon, you must be out of your mind little Abby. You feel absolutely delightful back there. Maybe I'll keep you there all day? Or maybe I can push you further in and you can be my butt plug while I sleep. Oh don't worry. You'll get plenty of "air"

Oh you knew you would end up under there didn't you little Abby? Completely smothered under this big musky rump. Every slight breath you get is tainted by my scent. I'd say get used to it, but I hope you don't. Your wiggling and squirming feels so good. Now sniff.

Guess you'll make for a better floor mat then! Get right in between those claws. I've been on my feet all day and I'm sure the sweat build up is intense. I expect you to lick it all clean little one.

Insignificant and rude little bitch! How dare you not want to go where I ask you to! I guess I'll just be putting you wherever I want! And I promise it won't be safe and soft like it was going to be. Try to give people a nice thing...

Well little Abby, what if we try having you jump in my mouth? I'll swish you around, keep you under my tongue before sliding you down my throat where I can keep you safe in my belly? Sounds nice, right?

The biggest April fools joke is seeing I'm 180 overdrawn on my bank account because my dumbass paid my car payment twice. I'm not asking for money. I'm tired of doing that. I'll figure it out.

A little Abby in a little box. Why don't we take you out and have some fun with you today? Now what should we do?

But what if you let me sniff your butt and called me a good girl?

Making a bunch of monsters and scared prey attend a beach episode. This is normal. www.twitch.tv/abbysitter

If you want to buy me a pizza? I like pizza. A lot. ko-fi.com/abbysitter

Awaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! Yes please?

Is swamp witch a class? I want to live in a hut, brew potions in a skull and dance in carved sigils on the ground.

God yes. I'm so touch starved

Do what you're comfortable with and always make sure you keep your own health and safety first. Just be you.

Thank you ❤️ I don't necessarily think so, but means a lot that you do.

This is me. I am visible. Happy Trans Day of Visibility. Ask me things for TMI Tuesday? Or tell me weird huffy things? ngl.link/abbysitter1

This might be one of the coolest things I've seen someone do for Trans Day of Visibility. If you get an avatar from Lurid Codex, two things. 1. Tip if you can. They're an awesome creator. 2. HMU if you need help painting them to be more you. I'm not great, but I want to help.

Happy Trans Day of Visibility! Remember to support your trans friends today! Even if that means physically <3

Don't worry about me, I'm doing just dandy.

If you want to buy me a pizza? I like pizza. A lot. ko-fi.com/abbysitter

Anyone want to go halfsies on some facesitting art with me. It would be $20?

Today was rough at therapy. Basically told I'm needing something more intensive.

At some point, I want to get some lewd art of Abby being utterly dominated by someone. If you were the one in control, what would you have your character do to me?

Wander with me <3

It's so true.