For someone who hasn’t eaten anything in two days and has spent all day hooked up to IV’s and every lab, scan, and test they can do… I’ll be having surgery… AGAIN! I’m going to cry… trying to smile and be thankful I’m alive but FUCK. My car and NOW my health at the same time!!

Fully sobbing today. I feel like I am drowning.

Crying in the club with the puppy.

Today is just very rough… my car just broke down I think for good… was trying to do some gig work to make it until payout next Friday. That isn’t going to happen now. If anyone can help at all so I can get groceries for my puppy and I, and to Lyft to and from the store, I would greatly appreciate it

($5/$50) If we can atleast hit $25 so I can get my dogs dry and wet food today would be greatly appreciated!!! I can wait on anything I need, but I don’t want Quokka to go without until payout!

($0/$50) Today I just have a small daily goal of $50-$75! I need to get dog food for the puppy and get some supplies for tomorrow’s stream!! CA helps the most! $nixxnoir 🖤

Happy Monday! Tomorrow I will be back to Twitch and camming!!! I can’t wait to spoil you guys with so much welcome back fun!!! Want to help with some of the welcome back supplies? Tips are always welcome! $nixxnoir ♡ #realnsfw ♡ #nsfwsky ♡ #curvy ♡ #bbw ♡ #skeetsafterdark ♡ #blacksky ♡ #clowngirl

I’m also really thinking about offering 1 on 1 video chats again 👀 I miss the connection with just being that intimate with one person 🤤

I feel like I am in heat right now!! So I want to film a lot this week!! What do you guys want to see me film and shoot while I am so insatiable?

I’ll spoil you guys a bit! When I’m in my clown makeup I get overwhelming aroused. What do you think? If you want to spoil me back. tips are always welcome! 😘 They keep me clowning! 🥰 ♡ #realnsfw ♡ #nsfwsky ♡ #curvy ♡ #bbw ♡ #skeetsafterdark ♡ #blacksky ♡ #clown ♡ #clowngirl ♡ #goonsky ♡

It’s Sunday which means it’s my reset day!! The weather has been so nice I have the windows open, a little sundress on, no panties, dancing around the house and getting ready for the week! How is your Sunday going?

Since I’ve been gone sooooo long enjoy taking a damn with this silly clown! Next time do you want to smoke with me? ♡ #realnsfw ♡ #nsfwsky ♡ #curvy ♡ #bbw ♡ #skeetsafterdark ♡ #blacksky ♡ #clown ♡ #clowngirl ♡ #stonersky ♡ #stoner ♡

what’s even the point of sex if it’s not scary

Sooo since I have been gone, went through a breakup, cut all my hair off, cut alot of people out of my life, got closer to those who love me, explored alot more of my kinks and boundaries and I’ve NEVER been happier!!

Did you miss me? My little break was much needed! I’m ready to cause havoc and haunt your dreams once again? I hope you are ready… ♡ #realnsfw ♡ #nsfwsky ♡ #curvy ♡ #bbw ♡ #skeetsafterdark ♡ #blacksky ♡ #clown ♡ #clowngirl ♡

I launched a new Etsy Shop for prints of my work! HorrorFetish.com @slaykitty.bsky.social

Twitch stream tonight! I got challenged to play GTA V tonight! Twitch.tv/nixxnoir ♡ #twitch ♡ #streamer ♡ #blacksky ♡

Do I do my pedicure before I go workout or after? It’s leg day sooo I may be too sore to after… but it feels weird after 👀

Good morning babes!! It’s Monday!! Here is some sunshine to start your morning! ♡ #realnsfw ♡ #nsfwsky ♡ #curvy ♡ #bbw ♡ #femdom ♡ #blacksky ♡

This was only supposed to be for certain eyes… but I think you guys deserve it so much more! 😈 ♡ #realnsfw ♡ #nsfwsky ♡ #curvy ♡ #bbw ♡ #skeetsafterdark ♡ #blacksky ♡

Oh baby I’m back. I’m heartbroken… which means I’m back into entering my villain era! I can’t wait to see you all on stream this week… let’s put this heartbreak to some real use! 😈

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Good morning my beautiful babes!! I am FINALLY back after my social media break!! Did you miss me? Cause I sure tf missed you guys!! 😘

Hello my beautiful babes!! I have missed you all so much!! My social media break will over July 1st!! I’ve been enjoying my time away and coming back happier, stronger and sexier! Will you wait for me? 🫣😘

I promise I’m alive!!! But my short social media break has turned into a way longer one!! I’m enjoying being unplugged!! But I promise I’ll try to be more active!! But have some photos from my cosplay stream last Saturday on Twitch!!

Guys!!! We did it!!!!! Never really focused on twitch until recently and yall made this possible 🩷🖤

A little thong Thursday before I go back to sleep before Twitch and cam later! 😘 ♡ #realnsfw ♡ #nsfwsky ♡ #curvy ♡ #bbw ♡ #thongthursday ♡ #blacksky ♡

I do forget to post about it here! But I do have a discord server for all my streaming stuff! We are going to be doing movie and anime nights soon too! discord.gg/yP2kP4Ms

Mew! I’m back!!! 🩷🖤🩷🖤 took a much need social media break!! My streaming schedule for the rest of the summer will be posted soon!! Also we are changing up my twitch schedule for the summer!! Summer collabs and my solo streams will be wild this summer!! 🩷🖤🩷🖤

MY LIFE IS A JOKE… so story time!! Logged into my hinge for the first time for two years… I saw huh lets see who was in my hidden… remember the girl who kind of crushed my heart a little while back??! Guess we had already matched two years ago… and I was ghosted… my life is a Netflix series.

Have been looking at moving out of my state for awhile… then you see the cost of living anywhere else in the western part of the US… i unfortunately think staying here will help me save to move to Spain in the long run.

Live now for some games, yapping & chilling! 🕹️ joystick.tv/u/kushlungs666 ❤️‍🔥 stripchat.com/kushlungs666

A little late wagon Wednesday for you guys! We are so close to hitting affiliate so here is a treat!

I need to cam tonight but I feel like absolute crap today after three back to back doctors appointments 😭 would anyone come hang out with me on twitch instead? Or do I drag myself kicking and screaming to SM

There is nothing a little Twice can’t do to fix my depression for a bit… Momo… just one chance… just one chance…

I’m horny af… I want to tease someone so bad… ughhh where are all the obsessed cuties at

Will you come over?

Someone needs to come over, watch anime and fuck… that would probably cure my depression rn.

Ooooh they’re begging… how long do you think I keep them begging before they break?

Today I have psych, shooting some content, and then we have Twitch, joystick and SM later!! Busy busy Tuesday my loves! 😘🩷

Omg you guys that was such an amazing stream!!! I think that was the most viewers I have ever had holy crap! Thank you guys so much!! Growing my little Twitch community has been really making me feel whole again!! 🩷🩷🩷

Streaming Fast Food Simulator with the group tonight!! We are SUPER close to hitting affiliate, if you can please come hang out tonight and follow!! 🩷🩷🩷 Twitch.tv/nixxnoir

Today’s agenda is get a good workout in since the weather is AMAZING, take the puppers to go get groomed, shoot some content, then we are jumping on twitch for a collab stream and then SM to end the night! 🩷🖤

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Good morning beautifuls!! Happy Monday!! What do you have planned for the day? 🩷🖤

Hope everyone had an amazing Sunday!! My house and work/studio space are all reset and I feel so relaxed!! Let’s fuck this week up!! 🍾🍾🍾

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It’s Sunday reset day. Sooo time for resetting my room for the week, blaring kpop and musicals while the windows are open, cleaning up the gym and maybe we’ll do a random Sunday twitch stream for yall!

Did a very spur of the moment twitch stream with someone I’m becoming closer friends with… why did my feral ass just flirt for 4 hours… no one was safe.. women, enby’s, men… flirting while playing Liars Bar… hot.

Late night watercolor painting on @joystick.tv 🎨 (& @stripchat.bsky.social ) My brushes won't be the only thing that will be wet 😜 Vibe my Lush for some pussy teases/flashes✨ 🌶️🕹️ joystick.tv/u/kushlungs666 🔥 stripchat.com/kushlungs666