Still looking for work.. arf x.x

Everyone who gets a brainworm and makes a thing is a goddamned hero. There is so much rot and theft and rising above that to add beauty to the world is just the best of humanity, as far as I’m concerned.

Also, congratulations everyone who made something this year. A comic, a song, a film, a novel, a painting, a poem, a short story, a sculpture, crochet, embroidery, whatever it is. In this era of slop and theft, if you *make* something you are a shining jewel and I am so grateful for you.

Trying my best to view my job search without a trauma lens but it's hard when one contract gig literally treated me like a machine. Came back from an unpaid week off after my mom died to them complaining about my performance metrics in a thinly-veiled 'check-in' meeting.

Real real real

I think I'm legit scared to be happy again Whenever I feel twinges of happiness I get kind of anxious and want to cry I love abuse and trauma!

Goodnight chat

The fact that @11bitstudios.bsky.social dropped a bunch of DLC/updates on my birthday today must be a gift to me personally, thank you very much for that 11-bit! ^_^

Is almos my birfsay ^w^

Just testing some shit for Subnautica VR for no reason at all hehaha fuck x.x It was a stream follower goal and I do intend to honor that when I come back ^_^

Life is hard enough, remember to be good to each other ✨🫶

Anyone else ever play Sayonara Wild Hearts while tripping? I've done it a few times now always a fun experience 🥰

Howdy cool people on Bsky Send me some of your favorite music, I'm eager for new things ^_^ My main favorite sounds recently are from RKS - Bones mostly because it hit very personally and landed on the day I got laid off lol open.spotify.com/album/51ju8M... (Will ditch spotify soon, I promise)

I don't really know what to expect in my life like idk what to think next week is gonna look like, I just hardly feel secure in anything and like it can all fade away in a blink.

It's December open.spotify.com/track/5UEmz6...

Happy :3

Last month of this fucked up year, lfgggg let's see how this unravels further ✨

May this on schedule estrogen shot do leaps and bounds for my mental well-being rn 🫶🙏✨

ohey look finally uploaded this somewhere :3 fansly.com/post/8516517...

It stupid when the nightmare rectangle is quiet, it can really make you feel things inside.

Finally some good news: the ears have returned 🧡🦊 #furry

I'd be getting high scores on that PHQ-9 rn lol

i should have been born an orc

feeling this today

Time

Dawg it's so hard when it requires effort D;

Working at the bread factory #cats

ooo felt

If you're wondering yes I chose Moxxi as a name from inspiration from the borderlands character. I too am a lusty confident bisexual seductress with a secret rural upbringing loving all kinds of tech and cars and stuff under the sexiness

So much about this sign I saw today I am still thinking about

Oh whuff dog lol

Better slogan: I'm trans I'm hot and I'm going through a lot :D lol

"I really need a mental reset and all I got was a shitty date with my ex"

I should probably stop trying to be there for people who are actively trying to leave me, huh?

This black friday, buy my porn instead! Support small businesses ^^ hehe

It's quite hard to believe that this string of person who has almost been here 32 years is the same string of being to exist here the whole time to write this bullshit now xP

I'm do be so much more of a bottom now ><;

Okie fine I'm trans and going through a lot and have gone through a lot and I'm still alive and that's pretty huge Hope to do more cool shit soon, I'm only almost 32 🫠

puppy that likes to jump on things Barkour

Sorry ik I'm like depressed posting lately and half of you follow me for gamedev and half follow me for my fat ass but no one follows me to read sadness :p

woof.

Mental snapshot: Not quite as bad as say 2022's parade of death I had but jfc never ending chronic relationship and job stress has me legit broken a bit, finding it very hard not to be crazy and neurotic to people I care about and it's mentally exhausting now just trying to stay a good fox ig

Reminding myself once again that it is not a race.

Am one of the nicest foxes you can know but I'm a bit damaged by people's tendencies to prey on that. Remember to be kind, especially when we don't know what's going on <3 Am one of the quietest people, but my brain is louder. Have a good whatever you're celebrating today, or just a good day ^_^ 💖

Also tho why does it feel like a number of people only tell me they love me when they were actively feeling guilty about something? lol

Legit lol

New id... Isn't much better at getting through automatic verification systems xD What adult content streaming/cam model sites have humans on the backend verifying things? This shit is so aggravating lol

me in mixed company: treating addiction like a moral failing is a big part of how we got here, with only punitive measures to combat drug related deaths. rethink the way you use the language of addiction me to a fellow person in recovery: mike quit being such a cokehead and gimme the remote