Digital sketchbook or smth

Anyway I'm gonna do One Final Task and then destress doodle until I physically can't hold my pen anymore and crash out

I adulted too hard and reached the "too exhausted to even have a meltdown" stage so I think my day is actually going ??? Rather ?? Well .??????

Looking myself in the mirror furiously repeating that I'm gonna keep it together and be a good responsible doggy mama even if the vet gives us bad news and all I wanna do is curl up and cry

2h my ass I've done like. A 3rd of it

My masterplan before going to take a shower was doing that > finishing the vid edit > drawing while it exports but I had a record fever high that made me so dizzy I fainted in the shower SO

I have to bring the doggo to the vet at 10AM but lately I've been going to sleep at 8AM and waking up at 8PM so that's gonna be fun

I'm getting into bed now that I've checked up on my two sick abuelitas and I feel a rush of "Do I deserve to go to bed ??? Did I do enough ????" bitch what are you on you've been productive since you woke up and you fought two (2) fever highs

A lot of people are quick to say they *can't* give up Amazon. Okay, don't. Just don't make it your default. That thing you threw in your basket that you can get elsewhere? Get it elsewhere. If everyone still buying from Amazon reduced their spending by 20%, Bezos would be screaming bloody murder

Banger after banger after banger WHEN WILL THEY STOP www.youtube.com/watch?v=XukB...

In any case it's pretty cool that DaVinci Resolve offers THAT much value even in the free version. I've found I'm always more inclined to buy softwares I've used extensively because I'm certain I'm gonna stick with it, and I kinda wish other industries' staples would do the same

I'm done with the visuals but even with a pass of normalizing the sound there's still too much of a difference between speakers so I'm. Doing the Thing(cutting at each significant change is volume and adjusting it one by one)™

Still sick as hell but mother caught the bug too so now I have to power through to take care of her and doggo :thumb: :skull: :coffin:

I decided to participate in this year's toxic yuri vn jam like a week ago and genuinely wondered "but could I make up a short story idea quick enough ?" and like. I already got 3 different ideas even without a theme to help me so I think I'll be fine lmao

Repeatedly telling myself I will be able to do cool shit when I'm better like a madman

even if he’s not a literal sexual predator, look twice at an Industry Guy who surrounds himself with younger women and otherwise Diverse talent only while he can Champion them — yet his coworkers and peers are all just people like himself

You should know that the infamous I Love You virus uses the same trick - Always make sure to turn on 'show file extensions' in your windows/browser settings.

I feel like I'm in a pretty good place regarding my text based needs but holy fucking shit is finding a good gsheet replacement hell

Weekly "migrating from the gafam ecosystem is hard" complaining. Complaining done. Now I can keep at it

When playing certain games, you gotta ask yourself Am I enjoying this or am I making ice cubes? You deserve better than ice cubes.

It's not just that Orbán losing inspires hope in other competitive-autocratic countries ruled by right-wing nationalist authoritarians. It's that his loss materially changes things in those other countries, because he's been operating as a headquarters and funding source...

Everything hurts and I'm Big Mad about it today

imagine if this energy was directed towards the millionaires and politicians killing your neighbors right now instead of random mangaka

I never need any motivation to be a freak but hot damn is the world set on giving it to me anyway

The amount of incredible talent in the queer lit space and its subgenres we're losing to these mindless, baseless hate campaigns will be looked back upon in a few decades by younger generations wondering why the fuck queer people were so down bad for queerphobia

Kept doodling mindlessly in bed in between fever highs

I don't think I'll survive hearing Like Animals and Merry go round live. Just a concert video has me bawling

I'm one of those trans women. I worked ground ops for Artemis I. I am torn between celebrating the success of my friends and peers and grieving how my dream of working for NASA was shattered by hateful assholes in Tallahassee

cis women transphobes are as embarassing as they are revolting because they will declare with their whole chest “I am less capable than a man and I demand you treat me accordingly by lowering your expectations!” girl shut the fuck up there’s no gender advantage in CHESS

80% of my gender identity is because of lesbianism. i love lesbians i love being a lesbian i love women who love women

Finding increasingly dumber positions to draw in bed without feeling dizzy from the fever 👍

I feel a tiny bit better so I'm gonna trrrry to have a bigger meal and do some editing while I'm digesting

Head hurty but at least my body doesn't feel like I've been hit everywhere

Mmmmmy entire body hurts and I can't tell if it's period pain or I'm just That Sick

I think you should honor the instinct of not spreading your dumbass woohoo shit to unconsenting parties Eat trash and choke on it

tumblr calling me out with this post.

Not a lot of things on the todo today because my period will be here soon and I'm hoping resting a lot the days before would help a bit lmao

Rest was 20/10 I feel insanely refreshed right now

So many things to Do but everything can be Done if you Do it one step at a time

Transitioning outside of the gafam ecosystem is a long drawn out hellish experience so I have to celebrate every little step as a win to keep myself sane

I'm really really exhausted from the past week so today my plan is do 1 task -> play 1h of video games lmao

Yes. And when They don’t like something They always redefine it as porn. That’s why it’s important to have a healthy attitude towards porn. Their power is image manipulation, convincing us to fall in line with Their values and allow personal freedoms to be dissolved for others. Don’t get swayed.

Birth

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if perchance you want to play a free yuri pc98 vn (LINEAR) (READING) (NO CHOICES) (ONLY READING) (TEXTBOXES) about 2 girls stuck on the moon as it drifts far away from earth and the trauma that comes with that then store.steampowered.com/app/3046300/...

Beomgyu "Take My Half" - Animatic by Baek Yun Seon. www.instagram.com/100_baek__100/

Exhausted/20 vivement mon lit

I've socialized enough for the next 3 weeks me thinks

Why so I get the best worldbuilding ideas on a 5AM insomnia-induced high