@h0osh1i.bsky.social @ambrosiarepletaria.bsky.social @squiiji.bsky.social The song my name is in reference to! Hoshi, do NOT look at any other songs this band puts out. This song is safe but the rest are not.

BUBSY PLEASE, I MIGHT NOT HAVE A WIFE OR KIDS BUT I HAVE A FLOCK SO PLEASE BE NICE THIS GAME (playing bubsy 2) www.twitch.tv/selma_shepherd

Things I am doing to get back into art. 1. Making my food from home. Nutritious food made from scratch. My ADHD brain is greatly affected by my diet so staying away from highly processed food as much as possible 2. Getting back on my adhd and anxiety meds. A regulated brain is a productive brain 1/5

LOOK AT IT! It's PERFECT

Today, at 8pm EST, I will travel to the magic land of Blender in pursuit of creating a beautiful body for myself! Currently probably going to be working on my hair. Join me or be disintegrated! www.twitch.tv/ambrosiarepl...

I forget how much I love tool until I put my full playlist on shuffle and get Zapped out of whatever I'm doing to pay attention when they come on. They're in my top five faves of all time for a reason!

I need to remember this sort of thing lol I maybe too ambitious when I think about my plans

.... MY SKULL HAS BARELY ABLE TO FEEL FUZZ! AAAAAAHHHH THE REGROWING HAS BEGUN! SOON I can go back to... many of these old hairstyles and colours that I have actually had. lol

You guys wanna see the first draft of the opening scene should I manage to get it done tonight? I have so far written... five sentences ;A;

Not up for drawing today so gunna write. I wanna feel productive after two mornings spent getting blood drawn and scans done. Based on the previous votes, gunna start working on Coven. AAAAAAAHHHHHH, it's been while since I sat down to write.

Over the cold!!! Aaaaand back into tests it feels like every day until radiation starts. Gotta revise my working on art schedule to fit in. It's got 15 rounds to do so three solid weeks. But I still wanna art!

I think I pushed too much too soon. Specially the weather got winter cold this week. My barely recovering immune system is telling me I'm fighting something off. I'll take the weekend off from arting and rest.

Today! At 8pm EST! I shall play Brush Burial: Gutter World, a game in which a scantily-clad devil commits assassinations in a gritty pseudo-urban fantasy world. It will be 18+ so be warned! www.twitch.tv/ambrosiarepl...

So I spent all morning making lactose free creamy pasta sauce and chicken stock. Than finished helping my Mom put up Christmas. Forgot to post art. Whoops. Least I'll be a day ahead from here on out.

Monday, I ate cheese. Tuesday, I ate cheese. Wednesday, I ate cheese and drank milk. Today... today I SUFFER.

Should I open up CSP and work on the next bit of the lore painting? Only one more scene to go. Painting isn't Done by any means, still not sure if I want to leave it more unfocused impressionist style or start adding details. Trying to think of how well it'll show on a screen during stream. +

wait, that's what we are doing tonight, playing While Waiting if you want to blast my ears with elevator music. www.twitch.tv/selma_shepherd

Vtuber Lore Day 2 Do dreams really die? Maybe they find a way to escape all the drudgery of life...

I finally was able to take decent pictures of this guy!!! ;; A ;; Finished it about a week ago?? at least? And he's very fiddly to photograph, with all the black. But he is done and I love he.

WE'RE PART OF JINGLE JAM THIS YEAR!!! All of my streams over the two weeks will be raising money for @autistica.org.uk! Some will be educational and some will be centred on autistic joy hehe I'm excited to see what we can raise as a community and hope to see you there!!

Staying up late working on painting cuz I'm going to my Mom's to help set up Christmas tomorrow. So I gotta have something to post before I go. I can't Really complain when it's the first time in months I can focus for so long!

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www.twitch.tv/almantasvt live now i'm live that's what this means i'm live

Vtuber Lore Day 2 A beautiful city where I, year after year, slowly gave up on my dreams. I tried to hold onto them, but no matter what I did they crumbled and died. Yet still...

www.twitch.tv/almantasvt Old man is live lets go

Vtuber Lore Day 1 We begin in the city that lies at the feet of the mountains, surrounded by water and backed by a fertile river delta...

Between this and the bird app, looks like I'm doing Vtuber lore!

It’s mushroom season 🍄🍄🍄

Continuing to like the new rendering style. But new thing starting to bug me. I need to learn how to expression better. Which isn't as fun to learn as drawing my OC's constantly.

Look at these adorable little fellas! I love them.

'kay so... hum... I'm having a lot of fun with those, turns out...

Vote! Which story do You want to learn about? I'll be posting weekly lore/character profiles~ 1. Coven, Dark fantasy set throughout human history 2. Animals, Scifi Dom/Subverse more plot than intended 3. Fools Gold, Historical omegaverse ikesai during the Canadian gold rush 4. Vtuber lore!

My brain recovered enough to actually do some art! Working on Silke's character profile, attempting to make the rendering style look how I want it to. Getting closer!

I walked to the grocery store today! First time since surgery in June. I needed a, non mental capacity, recovery milestone moment.

🌟 🌠 STREAMING NOW! 🌠 🌟 MORE ACT 3 BABY! I was doing sidequests and I found this weird red place, I am scared. Also WILL WE BEAT THE SCUFF TODAY???? 🔴 YouTube: youtube.com/live/s67--Lo... 🟣 Twitch: www.twitch.tv/lance_white #VTuber #vsky #HollowKnight #Silksong

Me last night "Why am I so tired and drained? I didn't GO anywhere. I've been home all day." Forgeting I spent the entirety of Iiji's stream being engaged, talking and back on adhd meds. After being in an unfocused chemo fog for months. I even opened CSP and attempted to art at the same time.

LOOK AT THEM! Amazing artist and amazing art subject!

Also friendly reminder, if ya like my work please check out my vgen!! I'm still tryin to make a livin off my work, and that means the occasional commission is Greatly appreciated! #vgen #art #opencommissions 🌿•○》 vgen.co/katanasspirits

Time to feel old cuz I remember them both. Internet Hag? No. No. FOSSIL

My petty bird app snooping made me realize, that especially for that app, I need to be strategic and not as, personal as I am on here. This will be my more casual app cuz it's less toxic by faaaar. While the bird app leans towards arguing and really not keeping it professional.

🌕EMERGENCY COMMS I don't really want to do this, I hate it, but I have no choice but to open emergency cms. 😢 Something horrible came up and I need to pay off the sudden bills. 🔗Ko-fi Comms ko-fi.com/maym0rin/com.... Starting Nov 10 NO LIMIT SLOTS Your support and RT are highly appreciated!

Running up that road, running up that hill, running up in Haste again (low vibes stream) www.twitch.tv/selma_shepherd

My current mood about irl drama that is also technically vtuber drama. Ssshhhh Rairakku, sssshhh. They'll bury themselves, just let them do it.

Had a test run of stamina today. Apparently limit is twenty minutes of walking slowly around a store. Went to Micheals to look at gothy christmas decor. (It wasn't well made and too expensive). Lunch out to rest and than realizing that less than five minutes of Ikea and I Was DONE.

I've been trying not to open em since I have a queue but we're back in the fuckin trenches and I need help with getting my meds this month... My sketch commissions are open! 45 USD for a headshot (with other add-ons available), limited to 5 slots! Shares help! 💗✨ ko-fi.com/adoritan/com...

Portrait of the Black Goat Butler

CHEMO IS DONE!!! Now onto hormone therapy and radiation after a brief break. Here's hoping i take it well! I wanna get back to life!

I swear I'm still alive! Just very tired. Being at my desk, focused enough to post and interact with the internet at large has been, hard. I am officially in existence mode. Good news is only a month left of this! Two more chemo rounds, two weeks of recover in between. I seriously can't wait.

Yup, this is the mood. Nothing to do but wait for the energy to come back and hope it comes back Soon, rather than a day or two before another treatment to rinse repeat the Tired. At least I'm done with one type of chemical so the nausea will be done... to be replaced by something else. Yay?