I wish I COULD SMOKE A FAT BOWL RIGHT NOW 😭 FUCK MAN WHY DO I HAVE TO BE ON PROBATION 🗿

Crazy how you talk shit about me not having a car being a red flag when I spent 2 years out of the 3 years of our relationship paying for all your bills. Yet Im the red flag for not investing in myself while taking care of you so you could stay at home & take care of your weird ass cousin 😒

Something about RKS that just hits the spot. This song is so fuckin GOOD 😭 got me singing this song with my whole SOUL 🫩

Oh to be floating on the clouds away from this place I call “home”. Far far away from my ex who has no idea I know how he truly feels about me.

Thinking of chopping my hair, Ive been growing it out since I was a sophomore in high school. Not sure what hair style I want though 😭 any ideas ??

Getting up on this spanish tile roof absolutely KILLED ME 😭 my legs feel like jello rn 🫩

I cant wait to cry my fuckin eyes out in grief therapy next Monday. I have to let it all out but most days I feel like I cant. I feel like a burden to others. My therapist feels like shes the only one I truly open up to.

my gf got her last paycheck but it was under $200 and we put it towards a small amount of food for us and the cats. we don’t have anything towards rent & utilities right now and with the house being out of a car for now, things are gonna get worse

$0/$500 rent $0/$200 utilities even a few dollars helps!!

Happy Thanksgiving! Make sure to eat plenty of food ! 😊

we haven’t received help today :’)

hey so we are at $117/$1,020 of our goal. meaning we need to raise $903 BY THE 3RD ! we’ve barely received financial help on this in the week i’ve been asking. please help us.

When Im drinking I feel like the real me, this may be bad chat 🧍🏻‍♂️

Why is it so hard to make new friends 🫥

Im sick of this shit man FUUUCK

rock hard

While walking around a house doing a quote I spot these beautiful flowers & butterflies 😍 oh how much I love BUTTERFLIES ! 😭 I was just speaking to my mom at the job before too, its never a coincidence when I see them.💜 I love you Momma 🦋🌹

Completed a drawing ! Heres my butterfly 😊 Im so proud of it ! I may add a background but we shall see if I have any creative ideas for it because it wont be a normal background 🤭

I want a punching bag so bad, I just wanna punch it as hard as I can. Im so angry at myself right now.

voters tonight

Oh how Im gonna miss seeing these beautiful insects 🥹

Got my workout in today & man it felt good to do that. I cant even remember the last time I got a full workout sesh in. Today was just arms & they are SORE. Work isn’t gonna be fun tomorrow though 🫩

I told dick cheny the sybian was too strong but he wouldnt listen

Im not tired & my bf eepin already, what the hell

It is Monday, my dudes.

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I cannot believe I fit comfortably in a waist size 34 now…just last year I was wearing 38 😭

At the end of the day I realize what I bring to the table, what I did in the past doesn’t define who I am today. Everyone can perceive me how they want but I wont let that affect me because it doesn’t matter what others think of me. I want peace, happiness & self love. Im going to get it either way

I think my creative block has been lifted, I have so many ideas for paintings/drawings. Cant wait to get to it again !

Its Halloween, heres a scary pic for ya ! 🎃 ( its me at work )

Falling asleep while meditating was not on my to-do list today It was much needed though. Work beat my ass today 🫩 Im tired mentally,physically & spiritually 🫠

I need more friends to text, I be bored 🫩

I just need a big hug & a crying sesh with my momma rn & I cant have that. I hate that I cant have that…I miss you momma. Im trying my best but it doesn’t feel like its enough.

I don’t know how much longer I can search for the light in this darkness.

Season 8 of My Hero is fuckin insane..binged all 3 episodes that are out rn with my bf today. I cant fuckin wait for the next episode !!

Went to visit my Momma this morning, dropped off some flowers for her. Needing guidance more than ever rn, I know you got me 💜🦋 I love you to the moon & back a million times 🫶🏽♾️🌹LLF🦋💜

I just wanna lay down in a bed of purple flowers & listen to Selena..I miss my momma so much 🫩 I want a late night car ride & a deep conversation with you rn but I cant. These flowers wont last as long as the love I have for you but I will always get you flowers when I can 💜🦋

I wanna get back into drawing but this creative block Ive had for the past 5 years feel irreversible 🫥

Endless lines of protestors in Downtown Los Angeles

A new Tame Impala album is what I NEEDED RN

Me listening to Dracula by Tame Impala

Waking up at the ass crack of dawn for work has its perks. A beautiful sunrise never fails to mesmerize me, especially with the thought that my momma painted that sunrise for me 🫩💜 also yes I was driving while taking pics (Im a trained professional (not really) dont worry ) 💀

✨I want tats✨

Been waking up up 5am to make sure his cousin makes it to school since my fiance is out of town & my god. IM TIRED 🙂

Crazy how a complete stranger I cleaned windows for today could ask for my dietary restrictions after offering to buy me lunch. Really fuckin appreciated that today, got me a little emotional. The family I grew up with cant even do that little thing for me.