"Survival pending revolution" is the most objectively correct way of thinking

ah well going to bed. but before that i'm gonna fuck myself silly with various toys till i pass out. nite nite!

like i'm even cute, kind. independent, loyal, loving, caring. i'm the full package! :) what more does a gurl want?!

like for once in my fucking life can someone say "hey rebecca, can I take you out on a date?" sigh.

i've worked hard on myself. i've helped build local community. my li'l plot of land and house i now share with multiple trans women as we try and build something bigger and better together. I do the dating apps thing. but nothing. it just sucks. ain't giving up but goddamn can a gurl catch a break?

feeling kinda lonely tonite so im rambling. just wishing i had someone to really share this awesome life with that includes lots of romance, intmacy, sex, and partnership. one day.

I just want to be a kept housewife. I'll wear the pretty dresses and petticoats and stockings and garters and heels and do all the cleaning and the cooking and the laundry. and i'll be your submissive dreamgurl. kept in chaste. only allowed gratification by your permission. a gurl can dream right?

more day 4 obvs - wearing a cage makes me feel way more feminine. I think it's because it takes away a method of getting off, and now the only way I can get off (mostly)is by being penetrated. which is hot af, and doable. just takes more time. but im up for the challenge cuz the payoff is amazing :)

100% accurate. as a native NM and now in Asheville NC the past 4 years, the feeling is very similar.

RIP

morning of day 4 of locktober ut oh - horniness is going up lol #locktober #chastity

democrats/libs - all insults and words, no actions. words are wind, and they are full of them. fucking blowhard cowards.

locktober day 3 observations - research complete, new cage ordered. libido starting to go up, nipples are a bit more sensitive. need a belt/harness to hold the ring in place and tighter to my body for more comfort. so far so good and am enjoying the fun :) #chastity #locktober

Can’t, I’m all booked up with existential ennui

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locktober observations day 2 - need a shorter cage by 1" since I last wore it long term. need to account for the prince albert I had put in. Need to do some research on that :) I bet there's some interesting stuff out there! #locktober #chastity

first observation of locktober while sleeping with my cage on. I havent used it since I transitioned fully Pre HRT - horny af all nite for a few nites till i get back used to it, and pretty uncomfortable till then post HRT - doesn't make me nearly as horny, way more comfy. still feels really good.

locktober here we go! yeah i'm a day late to start but whatever. been a long time since I've done this so it should be fun! Still need a keyholder. any volunteers? :) If not my cat Molly will do the honors lol Lewds soon!

Bluesky feed is like ------------------ we're doomed ------------------ we're doomed ------------------ we're doomed ------------------ cute kitty! ------------------ we're doomed ------------------ we're doomed ------------------ [adult content] ------------------ we're doomed ------------------

hell yes i want to do this. would go well with a chastity cage :)

I will not rest til HRT can be bought at vending machines and the only Barrier to access is when the coils dont turn all the way so you have to shake the machine to jar it loose.

Then you should empathize MORE with trans folks asking that Jesse Singal be booted. The worst of what you get is what he espouses, inspires, directs, and normalizes towards them

Despite the mythology, the US absolutely hates small/family businesses, freelancers, and sole proprietors. That we have escaped corporate life and control and aren’t using our labor to enrich someone else disgusts the Republican Party in particular. This gripe brought to you by my ACA premium.

October Energy: Whatever else I do in 2025, I promise this to you: I will always celebrate my trans family's thirst posts, W's, and little moments of joy. And I will always commiserate with y'alls losses, struggles, and pain. There's not enough of that in this world, and there should be. 💜

Fucking white dudes.

Gock a song and make it better: The Blitzkrieg Gock

All of this. Keep connecting and leaning into your local communities. Build mutual aid networks. stay loosely organized, non hierarchical. Ad-hoc local networks best networks!

Same vibe

war is peace freedom is slavery ignorance is strength

Replace any word in a Star Trek title with "knob." The Inner Knob

shut 'er down!

Live, Laugh, Locktober.

i blather a lot. can't stop won't stop

TRANS PEOPLE DESERVE TO PROSPER TRANS PEOPLE DESERVE TO LOVE TRANS PEOPLE DESERVE TO MAKE MISTAKES AND BE FORGIVEN TRANS PEOPLE DESERVE EQUALITY JUST SAYING THEY SHOULD EXIST IS WEAK IN 2025. THEY DESERVE TO HAVE THE FULL SPECTRUM THAT LIFE OFFERS PASS IT THE HECK ON!!! 🩵🩵🩷🩷🤍🤍🩷🩷🩵🩵 🩵🩵🩷🩷🤍🤍🩷🩷🩵🩵

Yo, Hitler was also inept and bizarre. Still catastrophic.

my outfit for going out tonite to a show. I think I look pretty cute :)

i pledge allegiance to the fag

any fucking person who tells me to leave the country and run can fuck off. I cant afford to leave and 99% of my community can't either. we fight to the bitter end and I'll have to be dragged away from our li'l commnity we call home.

shutdown no shutdown whatever. when you live on the margins and in poverty, it seems that it doesn't even matter anymore. the truth is - nobody really gives a shit about solving poverty, solving housing issues, etc. just extract more money from us until we die.

Inventions used to be so cool. It'd be stuff like "Here's paper to wipe your butt, in a condensed roll!" or "We made metal boats that move in the air!" or "We added cocaine to this drink so now it's medicine!" but now it's just all "We added more misery into your misery square, get fucked."

glad I'm retired from this fucking industry. it's no longer fun. it's grueling and boring and pure capitalistic greed. the wild wild west days of the internet are over, and are never coming back. it makes me really sad.

I speak Cisco IOS and junOS and all *NIX fluently among a million other network equipment vendors CLIs for decades. yes I am that infra nerd that actually built the fucking internet. yes im old and grouchy. i hate users. lol. but I hade management more.

seeing as I literally built the goddamn internet (I was a systems/network/infrastructure engineer/architect for broadband residential ISPs for decades) I certainly remember. First house in Denver, about 2000. Although at this point I'd been installing head ends and systems for a cpl years.

MAGA is a terrorist organization.

male cishet whiteness is a mental illness.

how do we keep cishet white men from mass murdering people? should we put them on a terrorist list? Maybe declare a "war" on them? or ya know, they just need mental help *eye roll*

my whole princess kingdom for some goddamn energy and stamina! so tired! UGH

letting the assault rifles ban expire in 2004 was one of the biggest mistakes ever. now we have to live with the consequences over and over again. it breaks my heart that my own community now has to arm themselves with these weapons for protection. i support it and hate it at the same time.

better today. :) after a brief thunderstorm last night, it was clear skies and quiet by 10pm. slept pretty well. lots of love and support from my fam, that includes ya'll. :) 💕💜