It's always hard hearing what people think or feel about you due to certain things whether it's true or not. Work hasn't been the greatest place because of this. I dread going in now because there are some jealous bullies lurking there.

Every year as a tradition I buy a Disney ornament that represents something special in our life or something we really love. Time to go hunting for one this year!

Day one of three. Let's get this bread. Actually extra money so I can get these kids damn Christmas presents.

Starting to fix a lot of friendships and family-ships in my life slowly. It does feel nice.

Tornado warnings for a few hours. Oh boy.

I hate that I still care about people who probably don't even think once or twice about me anymore.

What does make me happy is that I was able to rekindle a friendship with a friend from elementary school.

Finally after like 13 days of antibiotics (still have a little left) I'm finally feeling so much better. I still have a little lump on the side of my neck under my ear but I can move and open my mouth again.

Imagine being tossed aside so easily when you thought you were important in someone's life.

It's tiiiiiiiiiime.

The last two nights have been so rough from this stupid infection. I feel terrible because Doops has been getting up with me while I'm miserable to take care of me and losing out on sleep.

So good news, no tumor (I was legitimately worried) however my salivary gland or parotid gland is super infected and blocked. Which means more antibiotics. FML.

The steroids have helped my eye so much. I can finally see again, wear my glasses, and the growths that were there have shrunk a lot. However, over the last few days I noticed the side of my neck and around my right ear had become super sore. When I went to work last Wednesday there was a small lump

The prednisolone eye drops are going to be the end of me. They end up eventually making their way down my tear duct and into the back of my throat. It tastes so fucking disgusting. I've gagged so much today.

Thank goodness for pain medicine because this swelling/lump that is now on the side of my face and neck was so unbearably painful today. T__T

My mom crochets a lot and wants to open a shop. Would anyone buy stuff like this? She won't let me give her money.

Moth fwend.

Somebody take the wheel. The lymph nodes on the right side of my face with my fucked up eye are now super swollen and painful.

The opthalmologist gave me a 90% diagnosis of pyogenic granuloma. It seems like my body overreacted to something and decided to grow a bunch of extra tissue and vessels specifically in my eye. So we continue with the steroids for awhile and follow up in another week.

Would it be both groupthink and group polarization. Just seems oddly fitting.

I made a friend today at the pumpkin patch.

Did I buy lipstick today only because it was called Edwards Fantasy.. absolutely.

The opthalmologist is also stumped.. and described my eye as "meaty".

Finally getting my eyes looked at in less than an hour.

Our eldest has graduated from the ENT for the second time. She passed this last hearing test and this set of tubes has officially fallen out.

I just bought kigus for the entire family for Halloween but also to wear around the house.

When you learn knowing all the lines from Shrek causes Autism. #lowpoly #animation

Please check out my hubbands work @dooper.live because it's really amazing and deserves to be seen.

My right eye has been fucked the last few days. I've never had a bump quite literally on the inside, on my eyeball essentially? My poor eye is bloodshot in the corner from it, it's fucking with my vision a little at times, and I can feel the pressure of it.

Just a couple of bugs doin' BUG things. #lowpoly #animation

I broke and bought one of the Wednesday collabs with Doc Martens.

Insert funny bug pun right here. @blooper.bsky.social has rebranded into a MOTH! and she's wearing Doc Martens! #lowpoly #animation

I switched up my face care routine to a Korean brand. I've got like super acne prone skin that unfortunately gets really dry from the acne products. So far my face feels hydrated however it's having a small freak out/break out from the switch.

I'm sorry I'm no longer active on Twitch. There are a lot of things and individuals who have left a bad taste regarding it. However, I do want my friends to know I still support you and your streams!

The allergist told us our son isn't allergic to tomatoes or barbecue sauce after two separate tests. But he literally still breaks out from both.

K Pop Demon Hunters got us by a choke hold @dooper.live

Found halloween @blooper.bsky.social at the store!

@dooper.live and I watched Terrifier and Terrifier 2 last night while under the influence. I've never laughed so much at a movie.

I'm pretty positive I ruined all my chances for a promotion at work because I said I wouldn't do the work without the pay. They assumed I was going to and I stood my ground. Oh well.

Didn't get raptured because I took Tylenol during both my pregnancies.

I have so many leadership/management/preceptor classes to take for work. It's a bit overwhelming.

Thank you Every Living Breathing Moment for bringing my love of classical/musical/orchestral music back. Part of me feels at peace again.

I just finished up six days of work. Send help.

Welp. One kiddo brought hand foot mouth home. Now our youngest is developing the blisters.

Nothing like calling security and the police to a room when a patient got aggressive towards me. All because I wouldn't let you disrespect me? No thanks, bye. ✌🏼

I need some comfy cozy game recommendations. Preferably steamdeck compatible.

Charlie Kirk spent his life‘s work and all of his energy and time targeting out-groups while arguing for a world in which gun massacres would be easy to enact, plentiful, and inevitable, and he became famous and wealthy doing it, and we’re now not supposed to mention that because it’s not polite.

Please someone save us from the terrible twos. @dooper.live and I are going to go insane.

Update on the kibby. She has officially been named Binx and had an appointment yesterday with the vet. We've got antibiotics for the laceration on her face and she's been vaccinated/dewormed. Apparently she's 8 weeks old just really really tiny. We haven't found her mama or siblings.

I need to find a cheaper way to buy meat rather than going to the grocery store. It costs so much now. I'm just trying to feed my family decent meals. T__T