i cant wait to eat omg my mom implied im getting canes after 🤑🤑

worst sleep of my life

they’re sticking me full of needles tomorrow aaaaa

“you solved my funny tranny riddle!” *giggles & skips down the lane without giving you a prize or whatever*

riley’s been in town to visit me for the last few days and it’s been great having someone to get out of bed for :) today though my body was so out of it and i couldn’t get myself to move and riley got me out of my funk t-t we hung out in my room all day it felt kinda like a high school hang out :3

i don’t like living at home but i’ve really enjoyed getting to be a sister. i didn’t think i’d be closer with my youngest older sister but we’ve been getting along. she takes me out to do girl stuff we never did before :)

miku

12 years, gone.

i hate sleeping i hate going to bed i hate the stories my mind creates to hurt me

every night i’m tormented in my dreams by the people no longer in my life

can’t afford my planned parenthood appointment even with insurance… $174 for telehealth!!!

anything would be better than this

i bought a pretty dress today and treated myself to my favorite meal. it was a very productive day, many chores and tasks crossed off my list

day by day by hour by hour

i finally emailed a potential therapist i need to get out of this never ending spiral before i fuck up too bad

fuck

why do i seek out things to make myself cry and miserable

meowmeowmeowmeow

i’m kind of dumb and every time someone asks me if i’ve heard of something i lie and say yes but really i googled it immediately after you asked and lied

i can feel myself in real time deteriorating and damaging friendships

my headache is back

Snow day :)

i thought i felt hopeless before but fuck i keep getting lower

i’ve fallen so far and all i can do is cry

happy one year of hrt to me

i think i’ve hit peak girlfailure

Qwerty when it’s just so done so so so done so done and doesn’t want to deal with it anymore

I like my outfit today :)

I do this to @serenakittyy.bsky.social

woah ur sister is green andsmall as fucccckkkkkkk

Stained Glass Cat 😽 Made from pieces of colored sea glass without cutting them. By Ukrainian artist Shelyhina Kateryna, @seastainedglass [IG] #art #glass #sculpture #cats #caturday

i feel like i’m losing my mind

i had a lovely day out with my sister

my mom bought pizza for everyone but me.

i dread going to sleep knowing i’ll wake up feeling even worse

when do my dreams stop tormenting me

TWO IN ONE DAY they must’ve heard me complaining yesterday hehehe

I GOT MY NAILS DONE

finally!!!!! this is so cute 😭 thank you conductor whiskers

filling the void by spending as much time as i can talking and being with my friends =^_^= i was terrified id lose the connections i made when i left but i still feel a little close to them all

late night lily painting. i’m so in love. 🤍✨

Fern 💜 #frieren#art

Happy Frieren Friday!! #frieren #fern #frierenfriday

today i: put on clean clothes (first time since moving home) brushed my teeth (first time since moving home) got an xray, ct, and mri cleaned the litter box took my medicine (late) ate food talked to a friend made / drank tea organized my jewelry box

Cool outfit today ☆

white horse of conquest #chainsawman

haircut from the amazing @peachysunday.bsky.social

Cat Buns #Caturday