btw this is me working through my periodic dread of not creating enough or not creating the right thing and not posting enough art and also hating all the art im making. i should honestly start marking it in a fucking calender, its like a moon cycle.

feeling like shit about none of your projects getting done? have you tried just starting another one?

a sight that never fails to make me smile

people are being loud, did germany win

Bang chan in a leather thong.

had minor heatstroke today. this is not fun and its gonna be hot for more than another week. im not made for this.

Oh god 30+ notifs when i open the app, what happened

So thats where black buzzbait minsung ended up at some point @sundiessoon.bsky.social

Heute ist der richtige Zeitpunkt diesen Banger zu posten

Im sweating so much, i look like hyunjin during any physical activity

Lrp jeongin is fucking white knuckling and holding on by a string thinner than a single hair hes so close to grab chan by the head, take out his dick, and shove it where it belongs: right into chans mouth.

jeongin is silent bc he’s v stoned and v self conscious and also, as it happens, EXTREMELY horny. his dick is hard enough to cut glass and hands clenched into fists as chan fucking nuzzles his boner through his pants, rubbing his cheek against it and mumbling happily. does he know what he’s doing??

there existed an au a few years back. an scp skz au. and i remember it being cool as shit and i also wrote a smol thing for that. ...im about to play control so we will see where that gets us

I think skz just grab yennies fsce and kiss him. Like. All the time. He loves it but hed never admit that.

My quest to read the communist manifesto has been successful 👍 Even better? I read all of it on company time.

Im excited for pride on saturday. Im not excited for it being over 30°c. I gotta Pack a huge waterbottle...

Client complained about the rainbow flag on our Website because his unrelated thing is taking too long. Perfect day for pride. Love it here.

Did you know that needing help is pretty futile when everyone needs help and there is no space left for you to get help too? The next time someone tells me to go see a doctor abiut something i might punche their teeth out. Im so fucking done with thia shit.

The clinic i tried to get in for getting my Indikation letter for hrt is not taking patients from outside their City atm. In other words im back to zero. Yay.

I might have to write a short thing about that actually

OC time with extra glitter #tsu-art

Took a tiny walk and once again have to grapple with the fact that i have to move more and stretch more, so i can use this body for decades more. Recovery takes forever, even if you think the original situation/thing wasnt that big. Man.

commission for @beanutbuttered.bsky.social 💚

Look at the baby oh my god 🥹

I sketched my cyberpunk 2077 V yesterday and now im wondering why the fuck i never draw my rpg game characters. I got so many....

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They better be insanely gay together, i need chan, felix, and minho fondly watching jeongin be clumsy as hell and fuck everything up

Looks like i get jeongchanlix on one team. Yay me 😏

you've all heard of platonically kissing the homies, but might i also suggest, platonic bdsm

Feels like i need to get my shit together. My back is being a total bitch today though, so who knows how much of that will be happening

Im so tired oh my god

Someome posts a moots thingy, i get excited, comment... and find out we arent moots anymore 🥲 I deleted that comment cause whoops thats not for me then

Constantly thinking about chan gently pushing jeongin leg up with one hand in the ditch, as he slowly entered him... Just so he can see him squirm and feel him claw at him and have the maknae curse ungodly things because chan is being extra slow.

...some asshole is watching the world cup really loudly in the area and i can hear it through my closed windows. Time to be annoyed this summer i guess

I promised a sketchbook spread on friday and forgot lmao have a Monster <3 #tsu-art #tsu-sketchbook

...why did i start making comics.......

This is the first actual comic im posting. Its just sketches and quick and stuff, but rhos lil short jeongchan thing had me struck with visuals i couldnt replicate, so we are settling for this djfjfjfh #jeongchan #bangchan #jeongin #skz #tsu-art

I like that the replies to the comic are mostly non verbal screaming of some sort

This is the first actual comic im posting. Its just sketches and quick and stuff, but rhos lil short jeongchan thing had me struck with visuals i couldnt replicate, so we are settling for this djfjfjfh #jeongchan #bangchan #jeongin #skz #tsu-art

Concept. Jeongin plays a rogue in dnd and the thieves cant he speaks is just the deepest busan dialect hes capable of.

Remember the flower crown i made for my friends wedding? THE WEDDING IS TODAY AND IM NOT THERE BUT IM EXCITED

Common guys poppig their head in are usually ateez and ikon (bobby specifically) I love having wooyoung we changbins brother and istg i once made art of bobby and it looked like jeongin and i cant unsee it anymore so now bobby is more often than not jeongins uncle/guardian

Friday. Im tired as hell. Being sick for two weeks (and still not gully back on my fertig again) means my place is messy. I know ill feel better after i clean up, but that also means i have to clean up. Tough spot to be in tbh.

pray for me, i keep planning more comics and i havent even finished the first one (which is the most ambitious one to be fair BUT STILL)

we got group chats now??

Minho 🤝 me Sounding like Zombies because of a cold

Also yk how sometimes artists get stuf on drawing the same thing over and over? Thats jeonglix for me. But also i have a mask thing with the i.n smiley going on currently and im in live with it

I think i wanna post sketchbook Page weekly. Like idk post a Page or a spread on fridays or smth. Might even do a sketchbook Tour or smth when im done with it in... uh.... whenever that will be haha

Im awake but at what cost