hanging out with a bunch of monkeys in a hot spring and we're all blinking at each other about how much this kicks ass

two more days until i go see my best friend, ive been taking my meds, rent late fee is done, all caught up on bills. i’m working a lot more (im at all three locations now) but that’s good. i’m excited. things are looking up.

i got to go to a fic book club last night

Tumblr with another banger

welbutrin: taken redbull: in hand im already so relieved i took my lamotrigine last night i should feel better in a few days

BAJA BLAST VAPE AND WELLBUTRIN

today has already taken an upturn i got sent to a busier location am making more money AND I SEE MY BEST FRIEND IN TWO WEEKS AAAAH

oh my god okay okay we’re fine i feel like throwing up but we’re okay now holy fucking shit im caught up with everything i am literally about to cry im going to the pharmacy after work immediately oh my god i feel sick

literally this is the last time i need help im all caught up i cannot fathom the relief i will feel when this is over

i got to go to heated rivalry trivia yesterday and i cried after because i got to meet so many beautiful people and life felt so happy for a few hours. i can make it past this. im so close to being free

apparently my gas account wasnt paid up. i had to use all of the money we got as donations. idk what to do.

you've met me at a very "sea lion instagram reels" time of my life

i can do it

i have so much hope this should be the last time i have to do tbis begging for help and i get to see my best friend soon i. can do this im working so hard

running out of my meds. rent due soon. everything else is paid. what the fuck lol

i thought i would be getting at least somewhat of a break and the ability to not put all of my money into bills. i just want to sleep. im so tired and just feel like crying

at least the sun is out

me rn

the good news is i do get to see my best friend soon. that’s what’s pushing me forward

when i can afford a tattoo i really want a little milotic

i can do anything and i need to remember that. i’ve come this far

finding a little bit of meaning today, people are so kind

What are we and our creations, other than an amalgamation of everything we've ever loved?

and if i said he was my sexual awakening

those eyes #whatdatmean

deleting all of my mental breakdown posts because i can feel the sigh of relief that will happen when im okay again coming soon and reading it like the daily paper

speaking of burgers the best burger ive ever eaten was when i was 19 and worked at this fucking arcade and they had a restaurant. it was a bbq bacon burger w a fried egg on it. they dont sell it anymore whats the point of the establishment existing

the mood

i got my t ordered

IT’S SOOO FUCKING OVER OH MY GOD???

OH MY FUCKING GOD

ITS FUCKING OVER FOR ME

SOME BOYD SEDATE ME

no one show ilya rozanov

The loon was stunning.

magnet 🦋

No one told me that we finally found the opposite of girl dinner

i have my degree at least

can you guys reply with pet pics or something i need cheering up :(

my microwave just broke…

i should be walking across the stage tomorrow but i couldnt afford my cap and gown so im just going to work. at least im getting my degree.

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