how to make a shape for yourself that isn't just the shape of the last person you talked to

i need to be PUPPY i need to BARK i need you to PET ME and SCRATCH MY TUMMY and also KICK me because you are BORED or just think its FUNNY

My new 'I'm not going to kill myself' affirmation has people asking a lot of questions answered by the affirmation.

do we hate older methods of tts too or were those less "slop" than "ai voice"

i gotta figure out where to get some weed

i don't know how to construct an indentity for myself when i consistently just feel like a human shaped shell moving with the tide. non-personhood would appeal but to claim it would require a degree of agency and a particular positionality that don't feel like mine

watts is so good at writing dissociation and self deception im never gonna stop plugging this guy go read him

i love not remembering anything about anything i ever read or watch its really cool having a brain like a colander

girl who gets confused about things she'd be wiser not to (me)

doomed online yuri goes crazy

im so gay

i said septum and a guy asked me if that was like a butt plug

I'm so fortunate in the people i get to spend time with

clutched a round on overpass with my septum caught in my sweater and had to go another 2 rounds before our teammates gave me a timeout to go cut the fucking thing free

aspiring to be something to do after work

DISCORD CUTS MY FUCKING SPOTIFY PLAYBACK WHEN I SING ALONG WITH SHIT?????

the internet is the greatest innovation in history. u can learn anything. so much information out there. all u have to do is meet autistic women and ask them to explain things to u

Ah, I can finally get some refreshing sleep after this long day. I said exitedly. My sleep schedule was then diddled by the silliest most autistic unemployed creatures this planet has ever seen

titanfall 2 and brakence and hitting the vape save me

best measure of my mental and physical state is how well i can play the silly rhythm games

how do u plural bitches get the kind of system where your alts actually communicate instead of just being dead silent for months at a time and also hating you

im so cracked at csgo when i have a girl with a soft voice telling me what to do

drink less water. clench your jaw. worsen your posture. this is the time of monsters

who wants to groom me while being my same age

ive gotta be the least mature 24 year old

i need transmasc voice training to stop getting called a fucking foid in cs2

patting my big chud brain

im glad i filled out the little dissocation scale because it made me realize I'm just operating at a 4 as my baseline for social interaction

i need $100, more vyvanse, a spliff, and some head

ok i took a 2 hour nap I'm good for another 12 hours

you don't expect the hearing loss above 15khz to come for you until it does

you wanna do some male bonding?

im smarter when im sleep deprived actually. and more creative. and equanimous, considerate, and empathetic. physically stronger, more nimble and flexible. abstaining from sleep makes me hotter and a more skillful lover

my brain is a machine that takes a body and returns a pile of mush

every can of IPA makes you 25% more human. after the 4th you become neurotypical and we put you down like a dog

like my bookshelf like i like my women. disorganized and stacked w more trinkets than paper

if you fuck yourself outta enough sleep you feel the reptilian brain go to war with the primate brain. i can feel infrared thru my nose now and its pointing me at the nearest sunlit rock

getting a diagnosis from a doctor feels fake as fuck like are u sure about that? how? oh its your job? that's not very reassuring

twinkdeath? i sure hope they do!

it's called a "tech deck", your honor, and i can actually do a little kickflip with it, if it pleases the court,

jealousy is a bitch

who up elevating alternative sexual archetypes in the marketplace

the fact that coffee ain't waking me up today is proof of spiritual weakness yet to be excised

bro i cannot keep fucking my sleep like this i am not a nocturnal creature

my fucking god why did i leave the midwest

3 days in a row of low stakes pleasant social contact is replenishing my spiritual energy

sorry for the delay in becoming a person i popped into existence 4 years ago im still figuring it out

looking through my steam community market sell history and comparing to current prices as a form of self harm