one pill makes you girler, and one pill makes you strong~ 🎵

damn it kind of DOESN'T know how to not be a moralizing retard

may you be safe may you be well may you be at ease and happy

developmentally delayed girl who only just found the attention span to become hyperfixated on factory games at age 24

no no you wouldn't know my transfem gf she goes to another male federal prison

it realllly wanted to finish shapez but the framerate its getting at lv 23 is just so bad it wants to give up and play shapez 2

it should pull the switch out of storage and play celeste again..

"girls like you should come with warning labels" okay

laying in bed kicking its legs watching parkour civilization its such a grown adult

make sure you don't miss a jump

it hopes you all appreciate this break from "vague mental illness posting" in favor of "highly specific mental illness posting"

cant overstate the impact of using rubbing alcohol to clean its feet this is huge completely satiates its need to wash its feet and do this really annoying walk on its heels from the bathroom not letting the rest of its feet touch the ground before it puts on socks

one single night of sleep where it wakes up feeling rested please

my love language is sending you 1000 instagram reels and its frankly didiphobic to not allow me to do this

its gay and it misses its cat

it misses living in place where you could go sit outside for five minutes without mosquitoes

fuck my chud tomodachi life

lately its taken to climbing onto sufficiently large surfaces in its room and curling up on top of them

do u ever come back from zero self esteem or is this just like a failure case

if you think about it i'm better than a plushie cuz you can bite me and i'll squeal

if you think about it i'm like a plushie bc i can be cuddled at any time for emotional support if i'm within arm's reach

at the point where someone asks it what a good name for its order is and it has to think about what name it wants to use it needs to just commit to hadley lol

rumors of catgirl extinction have been severely overblown just look at hadley's dms

neck HURTS

it is once again wondering what its father would think of its life choices thus far

feels marginally better at 6pm after a 16oz redbull

maybe it should give mtg another try hmnng it always had fun w its hinata deck in edh

it just needs to find the right combination of medications and it will be a good person

still need help late fees will start on Friday and we will not be able to make that alone

it is out of vyvanse and its doctor is out of the office for a week :)

frequently hadley just kind of doesn't know things it ought to, or actively doesn't know things it definitely knows

wordlessly showing my ba surgeon the "how chinese was kant" graph and giving him the nod

can't tell if i'm way more dissociated or way less right now

kind of afternoon where it wake up thinking it should kill itself

pop quiz, does dahlia feel like shit because: A) hormones B) stir crazy C) no irl friends D) hobbies have all come up dry E) sleep deprived F) she deserves it G) all of the above

letting kitty get singing ray william johnson/fatty spins "doin your mom" at the top of its lungs out of its system before hadley spends 18 hours in the car with it

gm

every 2 weeks it checks twitter and spends an hour indulging in all the perfectly curated slop fy has served it, a deluge of lesbian anime animal girl art and cat videos and counterstrike gameplay clips. it reviews each post and dms them to kitty

actually need a lot of help still behind 500 dollars on April's rent still any help would be much appreciated ko-fi.com/elizaits

one thing about me is i’m gonna leave the function early

misstyping cargo run and hitting enter on cargo ruin so it completely fucks up my stupid shitty project

upgrading the blueprint factory and ugh

this is actually an upgrade, it feels, somehow

seroquel makes it have normal dreams (nightmares featuring its parents and friends) instead of what it usually gets (hyper-surreal nonsense)

must feel so good to participate in society on even footing

wishes it wasn't retarded