// yeah i might consider taking a break from this muse.. letting yall know from rn

oh, they're a sick person. they're the sickest person alive. is it inherent to being human? or is there something else so fundamentally broken about them, specifically?

Hands down, this is the best day I can Ever remember

No one really cares about you if you live or die. No one really cares about us if we live or die. No one really cares about you if you live or die. No one really cares about me if I live or die. No one really cares about us if we were alive.

This thing I feel in the depths of my chest, I gave it the name "pain".

The best part of you is what I created.

A rotting love you, love you, love you!

i'm everything they said i would be

Attention! breaking news! The world is getting worse, and you are too.

he wants to act like he’s better than me. he wants to act like he’s okay. he says he’s forgotten me, but i know better. i know it festered inside of him for years. until it ate him alive. and he dragged someone with him to the deepest pits of hell.

i'm pulling at the root to tear you off me to see if i'll have something left

You have been stripped away from yourself. Or stripped away from something that used to be you. Or stripped away from something that used to be important. At the very least, you have been stripped away from something. It always hurts to forget at first, but then you forget the pain.

You wanna talk about dead weight? Look at you. You’re not famous. You’re not powerful. You’re not [[a big shot]]! You’re a man-shaped wound that never stopped festering. A parasite.

// GET ME OUT OF HEREEEEEEE 💔💔💔 AAGHHHHH

// i close my eyes and walk off to the horizon

there is a threshold of sickness. once you pass it, it no longer feels like sickness. it feels like it feels like rotrotrotrotrotrotseepingintoyouseepingintoyourbonesintoyourbrainintoyourheartintoyoursoulwhathaveyoudonewhathaveyoudonewhathaveyoudonewhathaveyoudonetohim

I, I alone to be the subject of your LOVE!

THIS IS LIFE ( WOW ! )

In the end, I’m never sick enough to be ‘sick’.

// LITERALLY NONE OF THESE MUSES DESERVE THIS WHAT THE FUCKKK 💔

// THIS TIME IM REALLY GONNA DO IT

Red, red, red, pure red, And rain, rain, rain continues to sound

IF ONLY HE HADN'T ABANDONED ME. MY OLD PARTNER...

// head in hands this time im really gonna do it 🥀

your love for me was nothing more than a fleeting feeling in the vast sea of your selfish desires.

... I know that I'm depressive. I know that it clouds my judgment. There are times when I can't act. When I freeze up in fear for absolutely no reason. Because something inside of my heart can't handle it.

there's something here ... something in the shape of a man

THIS IS WHO YOU ARE. A HUSK OF YOUR FORMER LIFE. EMBRACE IT. RELISH IN THE HYSTERIA. RELISH IN THE MADNESS. RELISH IN THE INSANITY. WEAPONIZE YOUR SORROW. WEAPONIZE YOUR ANGUISH. WEAPONIZE YOUR TORMENT. THE ROOT OF IT STANDS BEFORE YOU.

yuri you fucking suck you know that

// oops i boiled my insides

i wanna scream 'i love you' from the top of my lungs, but i'm afraid that someone else will hear me.

Well! It's a desperate situation, I'm doomed to fall no matter what I do!

i love you -- why the fuck did i go say that?

I gave you all I had... I did.

// time to drop some of these for the funnies lmaoo

// i’ll do replies in here later my brain is begging me to finish this

// anyone liking my posts got me on fight or flight no bro what the freak 💔

// if we’re talking fantasy ocs i have.. two dnd ones.. they’re so old..

// ouhh.. ill reply tomorrow..

What is this? My head is aching. It’s all because of you, fool.

// THIS CAN ONLY GO WELL.

Riding in my car, and this time I can’t pretend that we are friends – we’re not friends. Friends don’t do the things we did.

WHEN THOSE MOVEMENTS SLOW TO HALT I HOWL A BROKEN CALL.

it isn’t your fault you turned out this way. it’s only because the circumstances you were put through changed the person you used to be.

So please, hurry, leave me, I can't breathe. Please don't say you love me. 胸がはち切れそうで

// “i’ll keep you safe” - proceeds to break that promise in the exact next frame by directly harming him - ruins it further because SOMEONE FOUND HIM - it keeps getting worse - it’s over

// woww yeah i wanna punch him already ❤️

Sometimes it's okay to do bad things.

Time does not feel real right now.