love me love me love me love me love me love me love me love me love me love me love me love me

i can't forget, i can't forgive you

my heart has been torn apart this world is so dark, i just feel lost

i'm lazy, i'm a coward, i'm asleep all day in my room

i want the parts of your hand-grenade heart that beat slowly with anger and fear

i'm sorry that i did this the blood is on my hands

my enemy's invisible, i don't know how to fight

i'm not yours

i deserve to die, i killed a friend in my heart

if being more polite would keep you satisfied if being less insane would make you stay then i'd be more like my sister

why won't she stop yelling at me?

i need someone

i destroyed who i was and i hoarded my love so tired of feeling like i'm not enough

i'm sorry and i hate myself this time cause i got so many thoughts stuck in my head and none of them make much sense

bad things happen to the people around me and it's my own fault

maybe i'm wasting my time, but that's fine cause i can't be held to the light

so many thoughts are crowding my head and i just really want to go to bed

the one i killed is me changing what i was for what you wanted me to be

it's not love, i swear it might be closer to despair

you're my number one you're the one i want and i've turned down every hand that has beckoned me to come

i'ma just ignore you, walking towards you with my head down, looking at the ground, i'm embarrassed for you

hey, are you happy? well, can you teach me to be like you?

i've risen above all that i have become turned from the pain i was trained to love

i'll be yours and you'll be mine

there are things that you say and you don't say and my tongue's gotten real tired of me biting it

i don't love you anymore

after you leave, i'll be so alright, it's true

y'know, it's hard for me to say no if you ask like that...

the red means i love you~ tasting your blood means i love you~

next one i choose to trust, i hope i use some common sense but i cut people out like tags on my clothing i end up all alone, but i still keep hoping

i say to be patient, that we're gonna make it i have to admit that i'm struggling

here comes the hero complex

i’m scared that you will leave so i’ll keep pulling at your sleeve or maybe i’ll push you so hard away

all that i did to try to undo it, all of my pain and all your excuses

hope you don't find someone like me, i care but i'm tired

i won't be, no, i won't be like you fighting back, i'm fighting back the truth eyes like yours can look away but you can't stop dna

i'm such a freak

i'll change everything about myself if it means you won't leave me

when you look at me i bet you see a demon

you turn me inside out and then you want the outside in you spin me all around, then you ask me not to spin you say you want to be alone, and you want children you wanna be with me, you wanna be with him

i know i’m subservient, but all of this is necessary sometimes my appetite is violently contrary

they say it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all

how could i ever be so dumb to believe i'd be the one you would adore?

all i want is you now all i wanna do now is wait for you to call me baby, i'm so sorry

i want your secrets, your clementine fields, the ropes that you climb up, the parts that won't heal

i love you so

you control my life i feel like a fucking puppet keep telling me to shut it

i did it all for her so i felt nothing at all

you deserve someone better

if i could become like you i thought i might be able to understand you a little better