reciting violence like poetry, no, you can't sit with us too fashionably plain

i know you love me deep inside you're simply caught up in her lie so i will cut you free myself

these words still feel like drowning to me

i once had a thought but don't know where it went

maybe i'm paranoid

irreconcilable perceptions appeal to my obsessions the nausea is overwhelming

sorry, i left you on read for the day my mind likes to tell me it's better that way i'll brush it off like it wasn't that deep and tell you i'm sorry, i fell asleep

blood dripping down my lips skin hanging off your fingertips brand new day but the same old shit so let's just get this over with

i didn't want you to be superman i only wanted you to hold my hand

i never wanted to play make believe i tried to stay within reality

so if you're gonna stay, then stay but if you're gonna go make sure that you hurt me just enough to make me feel something

every time that you speak girl i swear i go weak inside

what if my dream does not happen? would i just change what i've told my friends?

tell me you'll stay now even if you won't

late nights are the worst for me they bring out the worst in me mind running, got me feeling like it hurts to think

every time that you speak girl i swear i go weak inside

i don't even recognize your face

i want you low, i won't let you die keep you alive, just to remind you of what you are not

i feel like every time i talk to you you're in an awful mood

so you're back at it again, twisting and manipulating every word i've said

i'm not asking much just give me your heart and put no one else above me please, just say you love me

god damn i'm so nervous god damn i'm so small hope that you don't see the signs

you never came to save my world

what do you think of my treehouse? it's where i sit and talk really loud usually i'm all by myself

i'm sorry that i lost my cool as you can see here, i've been very busy

i keep thinking of only you

i don't know why i am this way i've been like this since i can remember

why couldn't you love and protect me?

i keep thinking of only you

do not enter's written on the door way why can't everyone just go away? except you you can stay

do you know how embarrassing that was? to stay with sombody who hates you because you hope things get better you hope that love can turn a monster into a man but it doesn't and it won't because you're beyond repair

i guess i meant it when i said i never loved you but i never meant for it to hurt this bad

— you're human! you could never understand how i feel!!! — ...okay then, want me to die? then i can be with you forever.

you make me feel dirty tell me i'm disgusting tell me that you love me but really you mean nothing

i wanna be dancing, dreaming, bawling and weeping over you all of my life

can't stand to look him in the eyes he gets high just like you, and i'm trying

so let's go back to the real world and make it our goal to be normal humans together, eh, mitsuba?!

i sit and watch now with new eyes for the green side lose myself sink into your sunlight breath in the breeze like a sweet sigh keep me tongue-tied if this lasts forever, i'll be just fine

stop treating me like an idiot!

this petite girl told me her woes you've probably heard it all before everyone ignores me, everyone steals i don't fit in with anyone here

now i know i’m never getting free i think i really need you

nothing is forever, don't be mad at the design

got too caught up in the life we were living

there's a menace in my bed can you see his silhouette?

i'll break you if it makes you mine don't mean to, but that shit takes time

i don't want to get close to anyone anymore. goodbye.

do you really wanna know what i like? cross your fingers cause you might be my type

i want your pyro, your born-again virgin, your hands on my insides, your fingertips crawling

i'm tired of the fear that i can't control this i'm tired of feeling like every next step's hopeless i'm tired of being scared what i build might break apart

what do you think of my treehouse? it's where i sit and talk really loud usually i'm all by myself