I woke up with abdominal pain. I've already had a bowel movement in the last 6 hours and judging by the location it might be my remaining ovary. Gosh dang it I don't need a cyst right now. I only get them extremely rarely but...

It's all "death before detransition" until you're a trans man who relies on LDS church welfare to survive and might lose access to it if you don't detransition. Which means it might literally be death. God Damnit. I don't want to be her again.

Anyway if you want to make sure I don't have to go to the bishops storehouse for food because I won't have money for groceries until October 11th I would really appreciate it. every cent that goes to the other links in my pinned will deal with overdrafts PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

Well the man who literally turned his back to me when I mentioned I was trans is officially about to be the president of the Church I used to love. Fuck. And I have to pretend I still care about Church because otherwise most of my needs won't be met.

I still need help and I really don't feel good I know I always don't feel good but like I woke up from a nap absolutely wrecked. 🥺 PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

Just a reminder that I am on day three of a migraine. Again PayPal is still the best option but other payment options are in fact in my pinned tweet. PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

I hate being told that we can start considering the possibility of me relearning to drive and then getting an ad for what essentially would be the perfect vehicle even if I wasn't the one driving it and then seeing the f****** price tag.

I try my best to avoid AI when I can but I ended up finding out about an AI chatbot based on 5th edition D&D that's in early development. I haven't used the app for its actual purpose but I have joined their discord server. Because I'm intrigued by what kind of people would want to use this app.

Hi Internet! I'm Drew and THIS IS MY FACE. If this GIF has ever brought you joy in the past, I humbly ask you to consider making a donation to the National MS Society. It would mean a lot to me and to those I know affected by the disease! Donate at blinkingguy.com

My head hurts so bad and I'm dizzy and I don't have the funds for salty fries and caffeine. Right now PayPal is the easiest one for me to use although you can find other links in my pinned post. PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

I added @swilua.bsky.social to the Ghost is on legal drugs tick tock sending list. I do apologize for how weird I am

Might need to go to the ER for fluids and meds my home health care isn't available until Thursday morning. I'm out of my migraine rescue med.

ngl I’m super excited for the rapture on Wednesday, can’t wait for the world to be proportionally more transgender with significantly fewer people complaining about it

Luckily I don't have to cover October rent because the issue with the missing check for September was fixed. Yet, I still don't know how I'm going to pay other bills and eat. venmo.com/code?user_id... cash.app/$CAugustMcMu... PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...

Hey I finally managed to get back into my Amazon account I was locked out for a bit. If you're not boycotting, I would appreciate getting some wound care stuff. It should be near the top of the list. Amazon is just the easiest way to get a wish list unfortunately. www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...

Hi internet. I finally looked at my main bank account for the first time in a while. It looks like I'm going to need way more help than I thought I was going to need originally venmo.com/code?user_id... cash.app/$CAugustMcMu... PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

I hate being in a mental Health crisis with negative money and no desire to do anything while people on here quote tweet my crowdfunding posts and talk about their own desperate situations. I know that there are people going through worse things than I am but come on. I obviously have no money.

Everything goes towards bills meds & food ko-fi.com/catgirlfingies

Hi, I'm Julie! After being fired in February I moved from North Carolina to be safe in Oregon because I am trans. I can get access to my lifetimes worth of belongings if I can raise the rest of money needed to finish paying the movers. Please share and donate if you can gofund.me/60b1e917

IF YOU WANT TO SUPPORT TRANS PEOPLE and you're not really sure how. First off, listen to trans people they will inform you how to support. Second, DONATE MONEY TO STRUGGLING TRANS PEOPLE Trans people, drop your links below. Now you know how the rest of us, cis, feel with everything.

"Capitalism in America is going to fall and then we'll finally get socialism!" Modern/Tech Feudalism Shuffling Into the Timeline: 乁⁠|⁠ ⁠･⁠ ⁠〰⁠ ⁠･⁠ ⁠|⁠ㄏ

Heads up to my professor friends — saw a disabled college student point out her screen reader automatically read the white on white text some of y’all are putting in your assignments to catch students using AI, so depending on how those are worded, you might get false positives for screen reader use

Hey, I don't have much energy and I'm in a lot of pain (I just saw a home health provider for a headache cocktail) but I still don't have many funds and can't work. Pls help. 🥺 venmo.com/code?user_id... cash.app/$CAugustMcMu... PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...

No desperate need right now but I figured since since I am still without an income and might still need support. Again nothing urgent but it is what it is. venmo.com/code?user_id... cash.app/$CAugustMcMu... PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...

Some good news for today

Woke up with an annoying pain in my armpit looked in the mirror and saw that it was all red and grabbed my wound wash. Proceeded to use the wound wash and ended up in nearly falling over from how excruciating trying to clean it was. No discharge or anything it just burned like hell.

Thank you 💖

I had to take a stronger dose of a medication. You know what that means? I'm sending tiktoks to @jblainefoster.bsky.social. also if anyone else wants my sumatriptan and OTC fueled tiktok feed, let me know! we can become mutuals there.

Hey internet just a reminder that I still have no income and I need to buy some bandaging and get enough funds to go see my doctor about an abscess. venmo.com/code?user_id... cash.app/$CAugustMcMu... PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...

I am in a lot of pain tonight.

we got my rent covered but I'm going to need a few other things. I have an abscess and a low-grade fever. I'm locked out of my Amazon account so I can't add bandaging to the wishlist. venmo.com/code?user_id... cash.app/$CAugustMcMu... PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...

I have a new abscess from living in an inaccessible apartment meaning that I can't safely shower everyday. I don't have the energy to deal with this right now but I don't have a high fever yet. Praying I'm going to be okay. Did not budget buying more bandaging this month though.

$15 to go!!!

Okay I just got the notice that I have 3 days to come up with $266 plus the debit card fee or I lose my apartment. venmo.com/code?user_id... cash.app/$CAugustMcMu... PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...

My blood pressure is at er levels but it's 11:15 at night and frankly I don't want to upset building security. But I also can't get out of my bed because my head is pounding.

I notice there's like a category of white disabled people that built a platform solely on talking about topics regarding disability. But they never support or listen to the disabled POCs in the community. They also do not share mutual aids. They just feel so very performative.

Some of you are about to find out what your fantasies of violent revolution are going to lead to. This will lead to nothing but darkness, but too many people confuse hurting an enemy with actually achieving a goal and solving a problem. It's an issue that plagues all identities and communities.

"I can't stand the word empathy, actually. I think empathy is a made up, new age term, and it does a lot of damage." - Charlie Kirk

I have sympathy for his wife and children. I have concern for the students of UVU who experienced the terror of shots fired on campus. For Charlie Kirk? I am content to honor his memory with his own beliefs.

Oh well. at least I outlived Charlie Kirk? Shout out to my body for letting me do that at least. Today is the day I found out that that man is technically forever going to be younger than me, because he was born in 1993. I always assumed that he was just a little bit older than me.

I know things are bad when one of my more conservative presenting Mormon acquaintances was talking to me on Sunday. And she said she read most of the big beautiful bill and said "It sounds like some of these changes might kill you." I'm still processing it but at least she doesn't want me to dead.

The check that was allegedly sent in the mail for my rent hasn't arrived and the rent is due today. And of course I don't have any money and I have till the 13th with a late fee. venmo.com/code?user_id... cash.app/$CAugustMcMu... PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...

First they came for Bill Clinton, and I said, yes, that man is a sex pest, get him

I hope @jblainefoster.bsky.social and knows that their personal second fyp that I have put in their tiktok inbox is created with love. Admittedly I only tend to open tiktok when I relent and take an as needed pain med that's stronger than normal. So maybe some of my choices don't make sense

That feel when you have to go from being a volunteer on be my eyes to using be my eyes! Boy do I love not being able to see clearly anymore. And of course I can't get a new eye test until February

I have to admit that the best part about forcing myself to go to the LDS church in order to get the help that I need is knowing that I'm sick enough that I get away with having food with me.

Okay allegedly the Mormon Bishop who is helping with my rent has put the check in the mail because it is a weekend and he cannot hand it directly to the property manager. Still need help venmo.com/code?user_id... cash.app/$CAugustMcMu... PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...