I am deeply ill (obsessed with a ship when I'm in the middle of writing a fic of another ship)

as someone with unmedicated mental health issues (lmao) I live vicariously through fictional characters who get their meds and still suffer so that's why The Pitt is great and Mohabbot is my jam ngl--

im close to finishing the first ch of my emmrich/davrin/rook brainrot...this is the power of the hornknee

my writing's getting worse... it's hilarious

Buyers: So your games... guns and football, yes? EA: Mmhmm, mmhmm, mostly guns and football, yep. Buyers: No gay stuff? No politics we're not going to like? EA: Haha, definitely not! Hey, could you give me one sec? I just need to shut down a studio real quick. kotaku.com/report-saudi...

Apparently a lot of ppl needs to hear this #bskycensorship

been relistening to three cheers again and man yeah what I wouldn't give for a new mcr song about gay sex

Abe x Hellboy 🐠👹

i long for a fruitier emmrich in fics somehow people write him less fruity like why?? he's the fruitiest guy in DATV!!

not surprised this site is also going to the bins for the moral police 🙃

things I would do if you're a nsfw/kink creative *now* because I've been eerily prescient about every single wave: a) get a personal site with your own domain you own. *now*. not a carrd or third party squarespace. not next week. *now*. get it online with ugly-ass html but get your links there.

which one should we choose? the answer might surprise you - designing chara for bl vn - writing lore for next ttrpg gming session - suffer stomach pain in silence and dread

i love being bisexual bc i never lose

yeah actually I just want to be a bara artist

my country is officially moving into repressive police state situation less than one year after people elected the war criminal as a president so the smut writing is a bit delayed because depression 🥰

Oh gods I survived my first GMing session now to write that cockslut Emmrich fic

Woke up today fully intending to write bottom Emmrich

guh I've been doing a lot of worldbuilding/lore work and now my narrative prose has gotten worse great job

'A NSFW ban won't negatively affect me, I don't draw or post porn!' You sure? Here's how it went down when tumblr did it:

IDK WHY BUT I MADE HIM PRETTY

as usual I set out to write a pwp and ended up stuffing it with nothing but feels 😔

these days it's been a lot of -gets brilliant idea -too depressed to do something about it -curls up and wish to dye

*looks out of the window wistfully* Lately I've been thinking a lot about Davrin/Emmrich and how hot they could be

angel on my shoulder: finish those character sheets you need it for your first GMing devil on my shoulder: but the world NEEDS a Victor von Doom/Reed Richards/Susan Storm fanfic me: type shit

Same thing happened with the Iraq War! So many savvy Responsible Adults later admitted it was a huge tragic mistake, but that somehow they were still right for supporting it when they did. Who did they still think WAS wrong, though? Those dumb filthy hippies who opposed it too early!

damn the new jean viq lore drop makes me want to actually write a DE j/j fic 😭😭 I cannot

man I need to start my fic because there's a chance there's gonna be a long time period where I can't write a fic at all...

SIGH godsdammit man I'm still mendopilled (he's so annoying) even tho I've been doodling emm for days so the next fic might just be a jynnic after all

Look, as a nerd, when you listen to a song u would know immediately whether the musician is a nerd too or not and it's really hard for me personally to enjoy a music that's not nerdy lyrically, if not musically (weird)

I wrote this column and I'll just say that the original headline was much meaner. The piece itself, though, is still very angry and very mean, I assure you.

!!! I think I unlocked something in my Emmrich drawing tier level (realizing he's Peter Cushing-based made me draw him better lmao)

another day another delusional copium 🤗

me just realizing Emmrich's inspo is Peter Cushing himself which means that yes it's Grand Moff Tarkin holy shit

I do have the terrible habit of writing long, run-on, winding sentences but that's just me being petty about stuff because I read too much modernist novels too young and thought why did those yt people allowed to write like that and I can't?? lmao

It's so weird when your motivation to write is to gain resources to write some more but no you have to earn your right to live and exist first

lmao my fanfics are getting less hits because my kinks gets more specific (and dead dove-y) and the ships get even more obscure so it's a double whammy

authentically unbelievable

at some point I realized all I can write are screwball comedies when it comes to m/f (relatively humorous)

me: *draws my 2 comfort old men* me: they're boning idc what anyone says

Godsdammit I watched Love Affair and now thinking about making a t4t story out of the same premise I HATE MY BRAIN I don't have the time?? or the energy??

I still think the Good Place should have had a breakfast diner called The Ones Who Walk Away From Omelettes.

Mendo is so hot in Bloodline I can't handle him being mistreated by his family like,,, LET HIM BE!! HE'S JUST A LIL GUY!!

Dammit I want to read fanfic but I'M THE ONE WRITING FICS I WANT TO READ and I have other things to write 😭😭 I'm so tired

PILOT: Million Geist AVATAR: Antigenius [STAR] The intelligence known as "MILLION GEIST" offers unparalleled power to chosen Pilots - but at any moment his "Gift" may quietly unravel their memories, identities and morals, rendering them altered puppets that serve his century-spanning designs.

Never enough, witcherlass shal

look as a bi I'm only attracted to villainous fruity older men with an accent or girls and everyone in between

pushing my fingers into my eyes (just like Corey wanted)

I don't think I understand how words work anymore

drinking coffee today because I'm a daredevil

fanfic?? more like VENTfic amma right??