& through the #blur that pierces like fog enveloping land in nothingness I take revenge not through violence, but with absence & in that silence, a terrifying truth caresses their faces The pain they avoided—always their own I won't rescue them from reflection Let them drown #vss365

it's time.

lets go ghouls

Been working on this #sketchbookart off and on for the last month or so.

Close your eyes & leave your fears behind There's nothing left, no need to pretend My arm around your shoulder aches as we watch the sky turn gold I never apologized for the #extrusion I do crazy things when in love The end of this world was worth watching with you #vss365 #bluejaypoems

Silent Hill f in Weekly Famitsu No. 1915.

You are under no obligation to mourn the death of people who would’ve celebrated yours.

Happy 26 years Dreamcast! 🌀 🎂 🎈 Share some of your most memorable moments with us—we'd love to hear your stories!

One night you #discarded me like a #wrapper You have no #power here yet the #doorway bent the knee I feel #uneasy that I left fate to #chance & now #articles of clothing are all that remains I wasn't #conscious when I said I loved you I think I was elsewhere, far from you #vss365

Surprise! I’m hosting an online poetry workshop this month for Variety Pack magazine! During the workshop, we will be writing poems while listening to pop music. You can sign up to join by going to the link here or in my bio. See you all there! www.eventbrite.com/e/variety-pa...

A little messy, but here are the #mourningdoves.

I wish you saw yourself the way I see you How you're #constellations that one eternity decided to shape human form How you're the first & final thought before I close my eyes Tiny to the cosmos but larger than life to me In theory In practice I'm yours Don't waste this gift #vss365

It's wonderful to be loved. <3

Working on the #mourningdoves some more. #sketchbookart #sketchbooktour

Started some #mourningdoves this afternoon. #sketchbookart #sketchbooktour

Finished. Pretty happy with it. #sketchbookart #sketchbooktour #sketchart

Been working on this lion off and on while at work for the last few days. #sketchbookart #animaldrawings #sketchbooktour

It's breaking dawn & I'm finding myself Bleeding from my brain Remembering what we've done I've burned for you & you've burnt out for me I can't grasp why We ravage each other Like zombies Can't bury the past But we can lay it to rest Come my way We'll plant flowers On the grave #poetry

While stars weep through red eyes & serpents rope suns & daughters into lullabies. #Abject love coils around my throat, choking out the only truth I knew. I fell for you, but you never followed through. & near the shore, you still wait for answers I was never meant to give. Echoes. #vss365

Some #sketchbookpractice from last night.

Quick #sketchbookart for tonight.

The air is sweeter than the words you whispered in my ear. You were so #grumpy I can't imagine that you care. Yet you thread willow whisps through my hair, & tell me you're here. I don’t know if it’s worth the price of a dare, & I can't help but stare. Eyes & lips, still right there. #vss365

Gwee's prolapse receded and she's feeling better! I'd like to get her more medicine & food to get her weight up since she lost a lot being sick, but I'm struggling. If I can get $40 that should cover everything. Thank you! 💙 ko-fi.com/kitchenraptorj

Here's some #sketchbookdoodles for you all! I'm finding joy in sketching and drawing again.

The Mother came to me on a #rainbow path, serpents on her arms, dragons in her eyes. She told the 12 who lost their way He’ll return. She showed the Church crucifying her image, twisting her Chosen’s name, His words now the knife that slaughters the lamb. Then breathed: He lives in you. #vss365

Finally made myself a real logo for my wares... and brand? It's rough but I'm happy I got it finished. Anyways I got myself #affinitydesigner and let me tell ya I like it so far.

PSA ⬇️

Getting back into the swing of things. Have a deer.

POV: you take me to a bar for artists after you tell me you have a fursona several months back.

I'm not dead, just been crazy busy. Anyways enjoy my work doodle for the day.

It's amazing what "SMILE YOU MOTHER FUCKER" can do. Thank you @k-botmadsen.bsky.social for these professional pics, and for helping me feel confident in my looks. Still an ever ongoing struggle but, this was nice 💙 I felt pretty.

When you find something that just screams, "holy shit it's us". @k-botmadsen.bsky.social

I met a siren man he lulled me past the harbor bay Bombing me with praises til I had no say He fed me #wisteria like they were grapes & eye in euphoria swallowed poison without an escape Softly he killed me with a knife carved by wordsmiths & who I used to be became myth #vss365 #bluejaypoem

Our species in the west are horrifying it almost seems #contrarian We cannibalize our youth sucking out the marrow of life & the pursuit of happiness from their bodies In order to gift us the illusion of a beautiful lie that we are not yet worm chow Such petty evil right? #vss365

How many devotions How many times must I beg on burning knees For you to grasp the magnitude of my love Without holding you in the fate's eye of #idolarty Nor by bleeding to feed egos hunger I need you to know I see fire & the flames burn I persist for you until ashes do we part #vss365

Guess who had therapy today? #poem #poetry #bluejaypoems #blueskypoems #writing #poet #writingcommunity #poetrycommunity #writer #mentalhealth #freewrite #drabble

Pics & the lighting doesn't do them justice, but I traded one of my scarfs for some dice a good friend of mine made and these are just damn beautiful 💙 #dnd #dnddice #dice #customdice

Practicing taking better photos of my jewelry. Here is what I made tonight! #jewelrymaking #diyjewelry

Some old prints I've kept around. I made the stamp back in, like, 2021? 2022? I held onto them since then and finally realized I could add some acrylic ink to spruce them up a bit.

There's a #parallel universe in which You didn't tell the world to hate or create And in that fragment of time in the land elsewhere We were the best of friends and not the best of enemies It still feels like 2021 and a temp of 105 I'm hallucinating what could've been the good #vss365

More jewelry from last night.

Made these last night! I'm getting the hang of this.

Late night #diyjewelry creations.

Some more jewelry stuff in the works.

We got to make polymer clay donuts at work yesterday.

New print tonight.

More jewelry in the works!

Making some #linoprint stuff tonight!

My tongue is not for the taking Nor the ideas reaping my head I'm not the #speaker you're looking for And I'm not a dead end for a dead man This body is a prison but it's the only freedom I've had I'll do what I please even in mutilation Because it's worth fighting for #vss365