I'm beginning to think owls have 3 modes of aura: 1. Cute little old men 2. Terrifying majestic bird of prey 3. Fucking Demonic dinosaur

I don't think I could put your essence into purple prose I could adorn you in adoration beyond compare But that doesn't matter in the eye of the storm, does it? Not when we don't know the lines—where you end & I begin #Perhaps after the #catastrophe you'll return to me #vss365

Psst. Hey. Uh. I REALLY need to borrow your house centipede.

Yes, anything for duckies 🦆

There is nothing "wrong" w/ us just because we struggle to directly communicate when we're upset. We're responding to conditioning that resulted from real experiences in our past. Realistically moving past it requires patience, not pressure-- from ourselves & others.

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I need a soft reboot. Not a whole factory reset on life. Just enough of a nudge to try my luck elsewhere.

💛you are not a burden💛 🩷you are important to someone🩷 🩵you are never alone🩵 💚you deserve wonderful things💚 🧡you are enough always🧡

He's adorable 💙

Worrye not about 'being productive,' for thou art not a product. Thou art a star daunsinge yn a hopeful skye. A signal blinking across centuryes and worldes. Thou art a song performid just once and perfectlye.

💯✨️ hit my primordial atoms right

Battle doomscrolling by posting 5 small pleasures in life. 1. Happy tears when you're somewhere safe 2. Befriending wild critters, gaining their trust 3. Embracing a human whose atoms vibe with yours 4. Nuzzles. Nuff said. 5. Eating a meal where you taste the love put into it

youtube.com/shorts/md1iT... I got stung by one of these guys while swimming, left side went numb & I collapsed. Wasn't too painful compared to fibromyalgia flares. The venom gave me a soft factory reset, no fibro flares for almost 2 weeks. Still yeeted the fucker into a wave out of retaliation tho.

Close your eyes & leave your fears behind There's nothing left, no need to pretend My arm around your shoulder aches as we watch the sky turn gold I never apologized for the #extrusion I do crazy things when in love The end of this world was worth watching with you #vss365 #bluejaypoems

youtu.be/ZDsjQvt2g6o?... One of my favorite violin pieces 💙 #violin #music #LShankar

I take #stock in the fact that Rome burned while the feet of the poor danced on its ashes & how gods had been slain through the centuries by the new Stories repeat themselves & thus I remember that great kings die & thus we will dance on their corpses as we did long ago As is our rite #vss365

If you need it, please take it: *embraces you* *pats your head* *forehead kiss* /\__/\ /( {^.=.^} )\ / \ }=={ / \ ( }==={ )

youtube.com/shorts/Ofeug... I've been listening to this for 2 hrs nonstop. I yearn to be in that music cave with them. The song is Family by Jyocho

When I stand in the wind, I swear I hear the voices of many Across the eons, they converge into a frequency That would persuade a crone to yearn for maidenhood I wish you understood me when I say: The whispers are the #synthesis of a kaleidoscopic mind #vss365

RIP to Robert Redford, whose performance as Death in The Twilight Zone led to one of the show's most beautiful endings.

Them: finding work is tough. Put in 200 apps and nadda. Me: reminds me of when I was job hunting during the Great Recession. I couldn't find jack shit for years that was stable. Them: wait...aren't you like 21 or 25 like me? Me: Kid, I'm a level 33 adult Them:

Had a dream last night I met up with my late gram and Robert Redford. We were shooting the shit, she introduced me to him, said he's a really nice man, just like how she imagined. She always wanted to meet him. Very peculiar to wake up and hear he passed. I'm scratching my head. Memento mori 💙

youtube.com/shorts/D2diZ... He said it best. I love that he helped me put this into words as a kid. Love humans. Find them endearing. Even love helping them out, but I prefer to sit back & observe them cause they've got some weird stuff going on that I don't vibe with on a primordial level.

Why do we like things more than the people who make them?

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Best thing to do when I’m sick with a virus that’s tried to kill me more than once? Check in on my paramours and let my demiromantic ass savor the healthy polycule dynamic I could never pull off in real life.

What I’d give to look into your barn owl eyes and say: The only thing I #conspired was a demonstration— Of how deeply I loved you, & I was scorched for it There’s still no balm for third-degree burns But I’ll admit: when I miss you, I love the way it hurts Still, I'd do it all again #vss365

Seeing a lot of parents panic about the groyper movement and alt-right pipelines after the fallout from Charlie Kirk’s death. Some are jumping straight to “ban the internet” or freaking out that their kids even know about these groups. 🧵 1/7

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Dinosaur speculative evolution is so cool (especially if the result isn't humanoid). Fantastic 🍲 for the brain. Makes me hope there's a parallel universe out there where they got to do their thing and the asteroid didn't wipe most of them out.

From the skies above, your tears pour over me Like I'm a corpse being sung its final rites & in that little death from the will o wisps of your lips I'm free as a bird that gets the first worm I'm soaring too high & I'd love your rain to #rein in my reign Above all, I crave the fall #vss365

Uptight down to your spinal column I love the way you #flinch when I say your name Every breath is a quote, every whimper is a line from the book of you— & I want to read all the pages left untampered by ink Let me see the spread & read the ache between your folds, cover to cover #vss365

I really want to cosplay all these guys...but realistically (considering poverty wages & thrifting for most of my cosplays) I'd probably pull off Zagreus much easier.

I love him your greatness

🍂 fall, my beloved 🍂 #ffxv

CASTING CALL ❗️ Looking for a voice actor to play Pim for a #smilingfriends #comicdub I want to post on my YT channel! Role is unpaid, looking to have it cast and recorded by the end of the month! Drop your demo OR reply with your best impression of Pim in the replies! #castingcall #demodrop

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People assume mahjong isn't my #style I prefer its solitude—where I look inward, not at an opponent In the quiet, I see faces in the tiles, roles I play, & masks we all wear I match their energies, let their atoms lead me Matching turns off the noise No winners—just becoming Enough #vss365

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youtube.com/shorts/R_xEC... Same with my wild turkeys I spent years cultivating a friendship with. I'll butcher you before I butcher them. They showed me 4 generations of their children. I can't harm the dinosaurs.

When fire makes love to fire, it's all-consuming Ash replaces breath; only fractals remain That's our problem—we're high off #potential Mistaking sparks for something eternal We never cared for the lands we burned, just trying to feel something In the blaze we called connection #vss365

Never underestimate witchcraft, chanting, or whatever stuff you're into cause singing this off-key today: ✨️🎶Covids trying to kill-me, but I'm still sex-y, I'm stayin al-ive cause that's not a guaran-tee🎶✨️ Is doing wonders for my health.

Knocking back Dayquil like

Yeah, I'm never gonna doubt the quality of my 200,000 word fanfics ever again

I never want to hear another Boomer or other variant of expiration-dated human critique modern or contemporary music again after this. youtu.be/AaDHgEJKGkU?...

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My lower back, is killing me And I—I must confess & so are my knees (NOT THE KNEES!) When I'm in pain I lose my mind Gimme a sign Hit me heat pad, one more time!

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What its just a crescent moon whats so specia- OH GOOD HEAVENS-