Jesus Christ, there's 1900 of you.

youtu.be/bZS32_hiZIo?... My unhinged theory: maybe the horns were to help them process low vibrational frequencies. With the horns being close to the auditory nerves, maybe it added some counterbalance to hearing. Anyway, I love my devil chicken 💙 #carnotaurus #dinosaurs #paleontology

YASSSS!!!!!

youtu.be/ucRulNQsuYQ?... I love that we graduated from Melancholy Hill to Melancholy Mountain 💙 this is the kind of whimsy we need in these times. #Gorillaz #TheMountainTheMoonCaveAndTheSadGod #Music

Them: Jay... Me: Yes? Them: You gave me a little bottle with snake shed, cinnamon, salt & something else that looks sus Me: Yes Them: ...is the bottle of, as you say, "fuckitry" going to help? Me: It helps. You'll know when. Them: ....oh Me: I could take it back? Them:

This is why I go out of my way to be a safe person for friends & such to have sex talks with. I don't care what you're into. I want you to be educated & safe. I don't want you fearful talking about yourself cause we live in a patriarchal & puritan based culture that shoves & weaponizes sex. 🧵

Hunchback wasn't appreciated for its time & I'm glad its getting its flowers. Frollo is the epitome of the power hungry religious conservative men we're dealing with.

I hope I leave No trace behind If there's one #quest To complete It's to leave this life Not unfinished I hope the only thing Worthy of my survival Are my ideas Entropy can't reckon What's thicker than blood & flesh Down to particles— Whatever God is— I know ideas Are immortal #vss365

How can I get a group approved where I can teach women & AFAB folks psych techniques to dissuade persistent men, scare the crap out of them & how to best them if trapped in the woods based on my lived experiences?

"You're not as scared of zombies anymore." Me: I've made peace that there's a possibility the billionaire class will unleash some zombie virus equivalent to avoid accountability for their crimes against humanity. I can't be bothered. If I do go undead, please trap me in a room with them.

RE9 is wrecking me in the best way possible

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"Hard life? What are you, 21?" DO YOU NOT SEE THE GREY HAIRS? I AM PRIMORDIAL YOU CHICKEN FRIED FUCK OF A CHILD

GOOD FUCKING SOUP CAH 🍲

Have you ever had a moment where you lay your eyes on someone & look— I mean really look & something in you drops down the spine to the atoms Through the haze of #obsession logic doesn’t thrive You just know— that's my person You don’t need reason to want them in your world #vss365

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Colleague: You're gonna go straight to horny jail for that 😂 Me: It's not a jail if I have the damn keys!! I can't afford a mortgage! In this economy, the dungeon is a decent home! 😂 My brain: jfc did we just say that???

It's not weird that, after decades of managing your emotions-- keeping your head above water-- that you let your hobbies & interests & passions slide. Remembering & rediscovering them in trauma recovery is remembering & rediscovering you. That is: a high recovery priority.

Needed to hear this as I'm working through betrayal trauma currently 💙 thank you.

Guys, we simped too hard on Lady D in RE8. I think the big beastie bitch going after Grace is Capcom's way of saying, "Y'all went too far & now we're gonna kink shame you." #RE9

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Ode To The New World To Come #poem #poetry #blueskypoet #bluejaypoems #hope #antidoomer #skypoet #writingcommunity #dancing #dystopia #hopium

It's all fun & games playing Marco Polo with your nephews in the woods during heavy fog like you used to during childhood then your damn brother/their father pulls this shit youtu.be/k9dG-iFCyUM?...

My brooding spikes To high #velocity When I'm cornered In cosmic mazes— Invisible to crowds I meander through The noises stop When I'm with you I realize I never Wanted anything More than this— To drown in your gravity, An adventure inevitable A void Worth crawling into— Hands up #vss365

Man, I have the posture of a cashew nut.

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For real. Cause sometimes your friends want their first kiss with someone who genuinely cares for them & you oblige cause you love them & want them to have a positive experience that many get robbed of.

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youtu.be/bm41jGc3ImQ?... One of my favorite scenes. Chris verbally slaughters, Vincent says bitch in cursive, & Peter is in the back going "aw fuck, the girls are fighting..." #VincentPrice #ChristopherLee #PeterCushing

I'm coming to terms that if my graduate degree is deemed "unprofessional", so long as I don't have to owe a fucking penny on student loans, I'm okay if we gotta change course cause of shit I can't control. There's still work I can do where I'm at where it's gonna help people. Tonight affirmed that.

youtube.com/shorts/_l0dP... Next week 😭!!! I cannot wait to see them perform again!! 🤟🏻🤟🏻💯💯 #WITCHZ #Killem

Post group zoomies be like

Kinda a rough start, but as soon as I said: "I'm personally crushing on this fella & I'm knee deep in this fanfic. Anyone relate?" The energy went from crickets to:

"I feel safe each time we meet." Its foreign Being at the center When all my life I've been #orbital— "Your voice nurtures me." Scared my saturn rings Will touch planets & send them to a void "When I talk to you, I feel like I can do anything—be anything." It's me who is afraid #vss365

I long for the days Where I could be myself I cherish the times when I put my limbs back on the shelf I wish I had patience Like hollow coves A dirty imbecile Who can build a home I want substance Something #stellar Maybe if I cut out your eyes The world will grow bigger #vss365

I spent most of fall creating a group program where folks adopt a character & for 20 weeks we complete mental health quests with our fictional partners & it's finally happening tomorrow & I have peeps signed up & I'm just

"I've read King novels with her as a toddler. Her first theater experience was watching a horror film. It's not True Blood. You're pissed that your kid is exploring being bi through it. Better she oogle vampires than fuck around like you kids at that age!" I miss my gram. I miss her a lot.

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I #knowingly had a fever That made me listen For a while I felt my pain crescendo Beneath his fingers Holding my burning head In his hands It wasn't a soft kill It was little deaths Thinning my breath Somewhere between The nausea & tremors I felt more alive Than ever #vss365

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Apologies for the TMI. I feel like society failed us AFAB & womenfolk by not teaching us about the horny 30s. It's like a second puberty without the acne & self-loathing. There needs to be help groups for this shit.

I feel so weak. I used to #blatantly hate my smile—the nooks & crannies of my teeth. I believed no one could love someone so #crazed, so feral— aching to be known by touch. Somewhere between the red lines I desperately drew, I fell apart & rose again. I found my way back to you. #vss365

Listening to the radio when Just A Dream by Nelly comes on My brain: 🎶✨️I was thinking about lunch Thinking about meat Thinking about food Where we gonna eat Open my eyes It was only KFCCCC 😭✨️🎶

Me: I'm beginning to think this ASMR stuff is overrated & kind of weird in some cases ASMR video: *whispers* sleep My brain: you got it

youtu.be/2xkkSUMstlM?... #TheXX #BraveForYou #music Feeling this one deeply lately.

Inside me are two Dragons: 🐲 I'd rather be drawing than working. 🐲 I'd rather be writing than working. Congratulations, I'm now addicted to Drawing and Writing.

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Have you ever dealt with a snake so angry that he hopped? Lulu my hoggie did that. Something changed my brain chemistry.