thank u olivia rodrigo for saving my mental health this june

preparing to get my blood drawn in this weather is just a prayer to not pass out

i just wanna get drunk and walk by the water is that so much to ask for

so sad realizing that my heart is now too damaged to experience the innocent romantic type of love i’ve seen in the movies

finally getting past the panic of the past week and am attempting to stop crashing out on bsky dot com

flying back to LA on weho pride weekend mhm mhm where are the oomfs

i love traveling in summer bc i can get away with shoveling everything into a backpack!

flight leaves in three hours and i still haven’t packed 🙂‍↔️

good morning

been waking up in a panic lately what that mean

what does it say about me that i’ve been listening to memory from cats on repeat ….

i aged three years physically and mentally last night

well

i think i need to take a week off from my job before i mentally collapse

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i fear i’m never going to fully recover from this

happy june i wanna get drunk :)

me saying i can’t do the splits .2 seconds before this

bout to lock in on being an artist to cope with how much life has mentally destroyed me this year

have had enough people tell me i should do drag that i think i need to get into it yuh

i will not crash out on bluesky i will not crash out on bluesky i will not crash out on bluesky i will not crash out on bluesky i will not crash out on bluesky

feeling numb because of another toxic man but at least i’m pretty :)

at this point i only use this app to rant because a man mentally and emotionally destroyed me over the span of several months and i’m no longer funny or slutty 🙂‍↔️

so is it normal for your partner to tell you that you should sacrifice your needs for them

so can i still play the switch with a broken hand or

stopped smoking for one (1) day and finally started remembering college 💀

pride flag discourse is so tired… but the mlm and wlw flags are so gender conforming it’s actually comedic

on a quest to sob while walking through the streets of every neighborhood in midtown

is anyone else’s life Still in shambles right now or just me

the “day drinking is acceptable again” to “sober may” pipeline

what is the point of having an income minimum on a rent stabilized apartment that i would otherwise be able to afford…

held hands in public with a guy today and had someone say “aw mlm!” a bit louder than she intended, then kissed him and got a dirty look from a stranger… being gay is weird

sometimes you just gotta teach yourself a back walkover while drunk in central park

me when i go to a coffee shop in my old neighborhood and they remember me despite the fact that i’m crashing out on a bender

to be known is to be loved

i love weekend brunch because suddenly day drinking is acceptable again 🥰

thinking about when my employer told me 2+ months ago that i’m being promoted and getting a raise… guess what Hasn’t happened

i’m moving today and leading a meeting in the middle of my move because i felt guilty rescheduling it

job is slowly expecting way too much out of me and i’m ready to quit

so excited to get way too drunk tonight

i should start actually using this app again

i think if we stopped talking about that clavicle dude he would lose all relevance within three weeks flat

still waiting on this

i hate aries season !!

so fascinating the way that homophobia has come back cause it’s so much more overtly focused on gender deviance

gay men who are hypercritical of others’ looks are terrifying bc you just know they don’t live up to their own standards and hate themselves for it

the “coachella is homophobic” hate is SO forced, anschutz entertainment group (AEG) also owns the staples center, the O2, the shrine, the vegas colosseum, t-mobile arena, and it operates the wembley in london… a too big to boycott conglomerate

i don’t wanna work why can’t i just drink all day and listen to slayyyter