untitled, 2025

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𝕭𝖆𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊 𝕭𝖊𝖊𝖙𝖑𝖊 ✦

put my neopussy on klarna let that shit go to collections

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG wasnt the biggest fan of the new album but btbam is always killer live BUT IMPERIAL TRIUMPHANT AND THIS WORLD IS A BEAUTIFUL PLACE IS A FUCKING GOATED LINE UP HOLY SHIT

y'all mind if i do a sad one? "To be Known (A Futile Blues)" (poetry, 2026)

its fucked up how expensive it is to self actualize lol

thimking about him

i think the most radical thing u can do in a society structured to promote schizotypy and isolation is be assiduously mentally well and hang out with people who look different than u!!

crazy how the pallor from getting ill just removes the filipino from my skin tone

the more i earned self love through persistent understanding and intentionality the less reliant i became on weed and i think thats pretty neat :^)

I crave to be Full, I fear to be Empty (poetry, 2026)

NEW A9L MERCH BABY ! ! ! needlejuicerecords.com/products/che...

making men nervous is such a powerful feeling

i think it would do me good to be a pixie stuck in a bottle in some evil lesbian's laboratory

some photos 🤙

Sisyphus on the Shore (2025) the line between dedication and cope as an existential nightmare-of-a-creature may as well be sheer thread across a foggy field.

Sisyphus on the Shore (2025) the line between dedication and cope as an existential nightmare-of-a-creature may as well be sheer thread across a foggy field.

stars aligned

the most intimate thing a trans person can give you is the embarrassing email handle they've used since middle school

coaltar of the deepers isnt on Tidal

im not even trans i just wanted fat tits so people have something to stare at while i neglect eye contact

fortune teller

Under the Gun

it still blows my mind that the put your records on girl evolved to make this behemoth of an album open.spotify.com/track/6N7gGl...

ACAB includes copping a feel

chain smoking (with tongue)

what's it feel like to have an ego?

Attention evil women: if you need a secretary to help you organize your schemes and plots, consider hiring me 🖤 I'll hype you up too

women screaming gotta be one of the best noises frfr open.spotify.com/track/23M9Fi...

whoa... some incredible transcendental psychedelic hardcore that came out earlier this year. if u like Dillinger Escape Plan, Mr Bungle, The Mars Volta, or other bands that thrive in emotional and sonic chaos, I cant recommend this album enough open.spotify.com/track/6FvIfd...

dawg walking with a cane fr takes some finesse and some of yall make it look so natural 😭😭😭

credit card debt has been ELIMINATED

for halloween this year i went as the Fairy Cunt Mother 🧚‍♂️✨

Painting again... maybe this is how new planets are born

for halloween this year i went as the Fairy Cunt Mother 🧚‍♂️✨

the western cultural reframing of empathy as a corporate weapon for maximizing profits is so annoying lol

idk what it is about me but older women love trauma dumping on me and honestly im here for it. you had a hard life girl and im here to listen to your woes and congratulate your perseverance rewarded!!!

sometimes i worry the trans community has an infantilization crisis. idk where the line is between kink for fun and kink for cope and while i dont want to kink shame, i think cope is generally always bad if left unchecked. cope is inherently a concession to delusion, an anti-reality meant for escape

boys wearing blush 😖😖😖

theres a huge family having a birthday in the costco cafeteria with a cake from the bakery and noise makers and everything and honestly what a flex

there's some real meat to this album. really excited to chew on it some more but goddamn first impressions are high. absolutely transcendental black metal with a fascinating background in noise open.spotify.com/track/5joRgM...

fucking with darksydephil in the background to simulate a cuck scenario from the perspective of the cuckers

Experimenting with textures and new custom brushes

ho99o9 and greg puciato collab goes irresponsibly nasty with it open.spotify.com/track/5egTgQ...