I'm honestly considering just putting my whole mainline discography on my a9l bandcamp atp lol

you know what it is. it's the friday... Of b.c. . band.. well, you know what the other word is. Rhymes with cramp. Ha ha ha. If you have ever heard of this thing called " music", well , have I got something for you. It's on a website and you can spend money on it . ashleyninelives.bandcamp.com

I hate doing this, especially when most people are in the same boat, & I have too much on my plate to offer art in return, but I'm neck deep in medical bills & really need help in order to keep paying rent, groceries, & pet care. Any help means the world to me paypal.me/pidgebites Venmo @pidgebites

thinking about buzz aldrin punching some the-moon-landing-was-faked conspiracy theorist in the face in 2002

hoam safe .

on da final flight back to pittsburgh. this was a good important trip. lots of big emotions. lots of love. lots of cats. a man singing about being a stalker. my first honest mario party win. good conversations with my mom. good hangouts with friends. i'll be back for da celebration of life in june.💙

is anyone goin to anthrohio

femtanyl album was rly fun

i like blasting the new jack swing songs on Dangerous because the snares rattle my brain

listening to all the microcassettes I've stolen over the years

this world is impossible man

Thinking about this quote from Persepolis creator Marjane Satrapi again.

sex room ac 26 lineup finalized :3

today I helped my mom adjust her internet and phone bills & saved her 200 a month (yay) ordered a new phone for myself got my broken glasses fixed by a very kind guy for free took a long walk to my hometown mall and back home went to a holiday party in my mom's baha'i community (great food)

50mg

yo help my homie with the coolest record collection I know move

lots of things can help ur fav indie musician. reviewing on bandcamp. talking them up on social media. getting their physical media. going on their page on rateyourmusi[[vomiting profusely]] oh my goodness sorry about that i was just gonna say rating or reviewing an artist on rateyo[[vomiting profus

traded in some old CDs and used my dad's remaining store credit & points at bull moose to get these both & for half off too :p

today's been a lot looking through old family photos and watching some old VHS footage of family stuff, get togethers and my parents having fun with me as a baby and in preschool & elementary school getting a fuller picture of what he was like as a person outside of my relationship to him

pitchfork giving folx a 5.7 is fucking blasphemous I'm not playing a subscription fee to read some dumbass completely misinterpreting the most forward thinking album of the decade tires is bein nice but idgaf I'll bust a lip open over this sh*t

maga chud dumbass watching instagram propaganda in front of me on the plane . Fun Day

ngl I kinda cooked here

in the airport goin 2 visit my mom for da week this'll be my first time visiting home without my dad being there & I'm starting to kinda feel the weight of that rn

I DONT WNA CRY youtu.be/dQVSUaPCbPI?...

THIS IS SO COOL

the canon version of my sona is more chibi than most ppl draw em lol they're just a soft small blue cat with rounded paws and a curly tail :>

I feel like I have better luck writing lyrics while I'm listening to music with lyrics

somethingsomethingsomething

a new addition to our happy home 🥰

honestly i feel really lucky i was able to archive my back catalogue cuz i can go back and listen to my childhood memories yknow

i don't even like american football's music but I KNOW this show will be great

it's a stay in bed and pessimistically ponder my existence kinda day

bwahhh having trouble making new songs I have a bunch of lyrics but I'm struggling to come up w some new interesting instrumentals

therapist: ai spanish grace ives isn't real she can't hurt you ai spanish grace ives:

a9l and influences (and tentative influences)

shoutout to this mysterious event on my google calendar that i did not add and cannot remove or modify in any way i have no idea whose birthday this could even be

hemlocke springs is a fucking genius

ok human by weezer of all albums helped calm my morning panic attack lol

trade for @wuffbites.bsky.social 🐺🌅

the secret rhythm game arcades in dilapidated old buildings scattered throughout pittsburgh are some of my favorite parts of the city

me if you Even care

ptsd is so exhausting man

on a semi related note my insurance is finally working again & I'm gonna be getting set up w therapy intake tomorrow which I'm stoked as fuck about

psychosis can make good people behave horribly, as someone whos gone through psychosis after dealing with some traumatic shit it ended up completely destroying my life because nobody around me understood what was happening i spent a month in a psych ward and a year in a daze unable to get out of bed

thank you to the kind furry music folks out there there is still a strong flame of quiet love burning underneath all of the loud craziness going on right now, it's just a matter of holding on tightly to that support network until the storm passes

love being jumpscared by the most traumatic period of my life that's always fun