Why can’t I be better than this

This bitch always with the WORST FUCKING TIMING—

Missing the game too…..

I hate being this way I really do

I waited all day to see him and I’m too overstimulated to focus on anything 🥲

Actually feeling comfort from those words is crazy

Need an escape from my brain

I might actually cry if I can’t fall asleep I’m so exhausted

Dan has some RHYMES for you!!! EU/UK prepare for sumptuous sophistication in just TWO WEEKS!!! (also @twrpband.bsky.social is hot)

Unconscious self be giving away how deep my fear of abandonment runs smh 🤦

Idk what it is about him showing shoulder that makes me fuckin feral

I need someone to knock me out so I can sleep 😭😭

been cooking these up (will have these and hopefully some more designs for mocca)

If you think you can win me over by bringing me a sweet treat, you're right.

My body is trying to kill me holy shit

Your month, your bird friend!!

I wish everyone can have the opportunity to grow as a person but there's something really fulfilling about checking on people I've removed from my life and seeing they still suck. It's reassuring.

I can’t do this today, I can’t do this doctor today she makes me so flustered and anxious I keep fucking up every appointment

oops! some self-indulgent joy [ #jasperdraws #veilguard #rooklace #dragonageart ]

I feel like a child about to throw a full scale tantrum stomping screaming, etc

I just know they’re gonna wake him to take his vitals and he won’t be able to fall back asleep 😡

If I’m in here it’s easy to fool my brain into thinking he’s just downstairs reading a book or something just out of sight

This is probably the part where my ex best friend laughs at me because there really isn’t anyone else

I do not feel real right now

Got some extras from the preorders available in the shop! catshrimpart.etsy.com/listing/4452...

I don't have anything new but HAPPY ZELDA 40TH ANNIVERSARY

alysa liu!!!

Ughhhhhhhhhh

Ed: Fuckin Pegasus-ass lookin motherfucker, you can tell this guy is going to be a problem by his hair. Fuckin Dollar General cosplay ass lookin motherfucker. I hate this guy so much I’m cryiiiiiNG

“The only time you type that fast is when you’re ready to kill someone, who made you mad?” But it’s just me struggling to find the words to say how does this asshole keep finding new ways to sweep me off my feet? “Are you tense right now??” no that’s how emotion IS for me 😂

No one talks about recovering from being a people pleaser enough and how you drive yourself crazy trying to even the scales without abandoning yourself and feeling selfish for it, or like you’re being overprotective of yourself or is that just me

Decided to make a custom skin for my iPad because why the fuck not 😚

Drowning in my own insecurities again 🙃

Heheheheheheeeee

He’s blowing off steam and all my primal brain is processing is the sheer red undies he’s in. Legit cannot string a sentence i am but a simple guy 😭😭

“Is she really just that stupid???” Me *distressed* I don’t KNOW!!!

When your brother’s coping through writing and it’s like you’re being spoiled with a treat ✨

Woke up and remembered Winry’s dumbassery and got mad all over again

on da merch grind!! planning to make this a multi-layered standee~

Still laughing that he said I probably have neck pain from all the confused dog head tilting I do, and I said “well I do get confused a lot”

This year I will not be people pleasing… I will be more selfish, and treat myself with importance and own the spaces I occupy bc I belong there. I will protect my own space and be picky about the people I allow into it. I will NOT be making myself smaller to accommodate anyone.

That’s the fourth nail I’ve ripped this week :(((((

Heeeeeyyy I’m alive!! I’m super excited to announce I’ll be opening pre-orders for my first ever keychains!! #fma #fullmetalalchemist #fmab

Totally normal thing to say

My brother is the only person I know that doesn’t get upset wasting time driving anywhere, even if it’s over an hour.

Damn, that’s the fastest I’ve ever been out of the dmv.

@transalchemist.bsky.social really just crawled out of bed at 12 in the morning and started baking cookies. I love this boy.

He bribed me downstairs with a penjamin like he did with the chocolate and I’m mad it worked AGAIN

Tea service and happy new year! #art #oilpainting