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The lover becomes the beloved #royed #edroy

he's not mad i played a game with my sister he's not mad i played a game with my sister he's not mad i played a game with my sister

didn't get to everything i wanted today BUT i did get to this things in general/these things got done: - dishes - laundry folded & put away, most socks matched - scrubbed shower & soaking tub with limeaway - swept & mopped al's room & bathroom - scrubbed toilet - made a cake - therapy

fuck

hey can you take a second to not make everything about yourself??? like for a fucking SECOND.

it feels like i'm hemorrhaging and can't stop it

夢の続き　 追いかけていたはずなのに 曲がりくねった　 細い道 人に躓く あの頃みたいにって　 戻りたいわけじゃないの なくしてきた空を 探してる 分かってくれますように　 犠牲になったような　 悲しい顔は やめてよ

i du no if i can do this for 8 more days.

absolutely insane to watch someone prioritize me/plans with me over someone else and stick to it

i'm so mcfucking stressed out that i can't sleep

don’t you dare take it away from them

guys BUY EM

still baffled that al dragged me into the mall and bought me new sneakers since mine sure threadbare and i can't buy myself a new pair rn bc i also have 3 kids so spending it on myself felt impossible im so grateful to have him

my brother to my cat: why are you always looking for people in the ground?????

it's so stupid that i feel this little flutter when i know he's spoiling me and he doesn't have to

making my little brother chocolate chip cookies rn

really fuckin' cool to be on my brother's etsy team and getting the notifs for the preorders— i feel so weirdly proud of him every time my phone pings a new preorder

my brother is too high to get down the stairs so i had to crouch and lure him down with a piece of chocolate because that's how i taught my kids to walk

AL SCREAMS LIKE A GIRL AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

al's sleep talking again. he laughed and said "there's sprinkles in her diet"

Heeeeeyyy I’m alive!! I’m super excited to announce I’ll be opening pre-orders for my first ever keychains!! #fma #fullmetalalchemist #fmab

#fma #アルエド 修改了一下重发

-frustrated sigh-

wow okay that was shitty af?????

not me sleeping in his sweater that i stole bc it smelled like him nope

got myself a ticket to the game tomorrow

still kinda insane that al watches hockey even when im not there bc he genuinely likes it????

"there are 3 boxes so i knew it was a 3d printer" "yeah 3 for each D"

god dammit i was doing so well too

christ... win brought a whole box of my shit up to my room (even though i'm not moving out?? just LEAVE IT???) And i completely forgot how tf to make a bow i've been making for literal days on end

al woke up from a dead sleep and goes "no no no it's fine, it's fine don't worry" so i'm like "what?" and he goes "yknow, the bears. The ones down there" so i ask him "where? like downstairs?" and he waves his hand dismissively and goes "no, down there nowhere."

cool. so. sleep meds (ambien), melatonin, MORE melatonin, 1mg of xanax, and like a million weed pen hits and im still wide fuckin awake

"headache" ....right.

literally cannot wait for al to come to bed so i can curl up on his chest and sleep

...holy shit, i think im in subdrop.

always with the SHITTIEST TIMING

things that make me borderline homicidal that are 100% avoidable: leaving cabinet doors open and the pantry open

cmon ed get your fuckin' head together

i'm lowkey having a flare day and i hate it

i'm in agony god dammit

always so content and ready to cuddle and eat as soon as he's done fucking the soul right out my pussy

i spent all day with him and the 2 hours he was gone i spent moping cause i missed him

new rule: al has to get off first because if he makes me get off, i'm too sleepy after

just sent al an excerpt of the most filthy porn scene i've ever written

al bought cat lollipops for all the cats i'm —