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swear to dog i *really* hate that i am having to keep asking but im pretty sure my mobile service is about to be cancelled, it's not long til i have to pay for storage again.universal credit comes in end of month so if i can cover these and be thrifty about food i should b good to not do this again.

literally getting cuter day on day what the hell. a fresh haircut could go a long long way tbh

idk what im doing right but it feels like every day my skins been slightly better. ig im bathing more often, changed my razors back to blades after disposables were fucking my skin up, no drinking by virtue of being broke, more consistent dental hygiene.

youtu.be/1TbHYjGvS68 gem

say what u will about zack polanski i can totally believe that boob growth hypnosis works

hmm undereating has trained my gut to slow down and digest more efficiently, at the cost of mild cramping and feeling 10%

like my situation is *not good* but i feel it a lot because im thinking of people who have it worse - any amount worse being quite a fucking lot worse frankly.

youre going to have to forgive me if i edgepoast you see the situation has me officially developing lumpenconciousness so I've declared war on all of human sociality and life itself.

places from big walk earlier

if bongs are illegal paraphernalia tell me how im supposed to smoke 30-50 giant hogweeds in 6-7 minutes

sometimes i draw more E than intended and eat the rest is that bad

finally have a ct scan appointment for checking my gut situation!! very good news!

since when did stagecoach run normal metro bus routes within glasgow??

Scottish election: Stay home or spoil your ballot Comment, May 6th Political parties are never coming to save us, we can actively resist in our everyday lives ~ Paul Haw ~ freedomnews.org.uk/2026/05/06/s...

a little strength to face my situation rn, at the same time i feel neurotic as fuck. trying to improve anything is looking into a mirror not liking what i see

boosting this again as im still finding myself needing despite trying to be thrifty im finding myself not eating very well, and I have more bills to catch up on

everything cost so money

u ever been so insane that u can't pass a captcha?

anyone wanna go to this w/ me tomorrow? communalleisure.com/2026-05-04-m...

uoghhhj i need access to a guitar again 🥀

also happy unix epoch time 1777777777 for those who celebrate

as of approximately now i am 29

trying out navidrome. so far it seems to perform a lot worse than airsonic-advanced, whose advantage is a much speedier library-update. i also don't like that lastfm credentials have to be configured via config or env vars - it's more annoying to do securely in NixOS.

any tips on how to write for the sake of practice/exploration with no goal in particular?

daydreaming about getting some cool scarification work done extending the abdominal scars once they've stitched my guts back together.

dog damn it i just got a letter saying i missed a radiology appointment AGAIN but I *did* fucking update them on my address but have received no fucking letter. I'm going to fucking scream

if anything it's more a mystery to me how people who have been isolated for a long time have any grip on sociality at all... i guess at a certain point it's do or do not wrt antisociality and after that it's a life of Cope.

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Hi people. Regrettably it's increasingly looking like I need help to get back on my feet. I am behind on payments, accruing late fees. food is also an issue. I am presently jumping through the hoops to receive unemployment benefits which should come through next month 🤞

last night. a little observation of beltane

We should reassign all private and public USD denominated debt to mr beast and then hunt him for sport, his death representing a societal potlatch, a social jubilee, that resets the social collective and begins the economic order anew. This is what I believe, btw.

girl who walked a hell of a bunch in the sun

I didn't go outside for a bit and now it's hot enough to sunburn me (i am pale af and catch alight like a vampire even in spring sun)

just got blackpilled by this truth nuke

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nice work Hungary congrats

thank you for the broadcast tracks slsk user "hunterbiden5000"

im losing my voice again

i have stopped poasting here so much but here's a tilde pic

im earopeanising the way i have more eur than gbp now #NEETlife

they're saying its the nothingest that has ever happened

i have a lot of selfish thoughts & feelings about the possibility of nuclear shit going down & it's making me lose my mind a little

are the us warplanes still at glasgow airport

it is contemplating the nerve endings that reside in the inner thighs and perennial regions and trying its best not to howl (full moon isn't til thursday)