i bet it feels like rubbing your cheek against a CRT #paws #FriendOS #astron

if u see this post a kobolb 🦎

i dont want to confuse you id rather the question not make sense

tired of seeing "the trans experience" as a shorthand for the transfem experience tired of seeing spaces with a ton of transmasc folk defined as womens spaces tired of feeling like an imposter in all directions tired of gender as a whole

i just made the realization that how i generally present in person is almost identical to how i wished i looked in a fantasy setting as a kid and beyond. i even have the dragon companion i fantasized about. now i just need to become an acrobatic mage.

i abhor every time i blame my lack of availability on my disability. i understand definitionally that disability is the lack of ability, but it always feels like i should be stronger somehow. it feels like the only safe way to care about me is to have astronomically low expectations.

okay nevermind im @leafeon.gay now. it's too good to not use it.

i do get urges to draw bipedal cress, largely influenced by my vrc avatar - but i feel like that version of me would have to explicitly show that they're picking that form on purpose, which shows an amount of fantasy ability im not sure i have the skill to portray

welcome to the team!

Hi my name is riley rena kobupy and I make the lives of everyone around me filled with wonder and joy. I have changed so many things for the better, and you should never, ever let me forget that.

i feel like im tenderleaves everywhere but it is continually tempting to use \leafeon.gay as my username here if i did another custom masto instance i'd definitely do that

i know humans aren't the only animals able to "override" instinct, i wonder what it's like for other animals to do so. how they process it.

cw DID/trauma meta i think a lot about how hard trauma is to get through, and how amnesia in DID is there to keep you safe. if i- someone with hundreds of hours of therapy, who lives an outrageously lucky and supportive life- barely scraped by when it opened. how is anyone supposed to do this?

it's hard not to feel extremely jaded with bluesky in general. i miss snouts dot online.

i need an eridian fursona

has anyone drawn astron's paws yet or is that an untapped market

i think potless flare up might be better for me. it's easier to be calmer and relaxed- as long as i don't mind being *much* dumber and more out of it, and stay very squarely in the extremely high voltage electric fence my brain wraps around most of my function.

the heavensward raid music is universally beloved and i still think its underrated.

Extremely happy with this, and you will be too if you get one of these - this artist has a few more slots open for these! :3 :3

quilava is pretty gender sometimes

We love us... 🦈 ❤️ 🦈 Watercolor portrait commission from @mollin.bsky.social!

my feet often get cold enough to overpower an electric blanket on max for several hours and make me question whether or not the blanket is on.

if its really the best for longevity to not charge past 80%, they should make 80% the new 100% and add an "overcharge" toggle that allows you to charge up to 120% for long days.

He's chilliiiiiiiiiiiiing #dragon #art #furry #pokemon #quilava

i'm pretty sure letting your government cosplay as something bad to get a small win means they'll just turn into the bad thing eventually

Commission for @scekai.dev and @tenderleaves.bsky.social #Commission #TFEveryday #Hypnosis

Isyd, being turned into their dratini form via smell and enjoying the process! Leafbeast is @tenderleaves.bsky.social ! Wonderful piece by @hybridkane.bsky.social !

<disability vent> i've tanked the last few disability flare ups without pot and i don't think they're improving at all. i think trying to find the way out of the constant high nighttime only leaves me more disabled, and with more inability to process than being baked does.

i love

replacing my desktop with a powerful laptop has truly been the best thing for my life situation but i've heavily considered building high airflow noise suppressing boxes to stick it in for each of the houses i live in

why the hell would i use DLSS5 when i could literally just do this instead

sometimes it's funny to remember that kingdom hearts dream drop distances has more racial slurs by volume that the vast majority of media that exists

i know this is lightly nsfw but im reposting it here to let folks know if i draw spicy stuff it's going on that account

I feel like I need to explain some things. Clear facial distortion aside, some people like the DLSS 5 image because it's high-contrast and looks like film looks like. But that's not what reality looks like. Cameras need a whole lot of light to not look like a fuzzy mess.

Dragonair Isyd, stealing a kiss from their salandit girlfriend!! By @comfybeasts.bsky.social !!!

vrchat creators stop using discord to host assets challenge level impossible

making a really good meal for myself and thinking to myself "i cooked with this, this is so good" and then just, you know, sat and thought about my life for a second.

perfect run, finally this is utter rng, i saw every single one, no blind guesses. the difference is just crazy dependent on screen + color that you get because some 0.00080s are ok and others are impossible What's My JND? 0.00030 Can you beat it? www.keithcirkel.co.uk/whats-my-jnd... #WhatsMyJND

ive reached the point where i both find my hair very good looking but it's also a pain to deal with sometimes because of the length i really love ponytail though

maybe i'll get good at art if i just start drawing all the horny stuff in my brain and not really care if it's all that good

that i can make characters now and they don't get yoinked by headmates is a freedom i have never known but is super wonderful

Scolipede Isyd!!!!

my art is lacking but i've been thinking about this concept for a long time now and need to share it. meet my avali, Sepe. (pronounced like "seep")

every mario kart track that has cars on the road has those cars just behave normally. i like to imagine the race organizers just instructed them to keep pace no matter what. "you see those two literal babies driving a kart that looks like a stroller? if they get in front of you, pancake them."

go watch this video. seriously, stop what you are doing, get comfy for 40 minutes, and watch this video. every second of this is worth watching

there is something intensely cathartic about ian danskin angrily complaining about mental health strategies feeling like they are and capping it off with "because mental health is cringe" fantastic video youtu.be/zv1SFurxwbE

Don't slow me down

anywho if you read this, thank you, and if i know you, i hope i've made your life better in some way, and i am very sorry if i made it worse. also i love you, probably? i get to be rambly once a year as a treat. here's a silly sappy poem, i never post these so read up before i regret it chop chop