What’s your holy grail whump fic?

Happy Frieren Friday to all who celebrate

Throwing in the towel on a migraine you win Thursday

There’s a scene in the first episode of Jeongnyeon that has made me cry on EVERY watch because there’s something so acutely resonant about watching a queer kid have that soul deep _oh_ moment

I don’t know how to say this emphatically enough, but Jeongnyeon is lesbian sports anime and if you’re like I wish there was HR but with girls it’s RIGHT THERE. Theater is sports! It’s the same picture!

Genuinely didn’t know Captive Prince was going to be a nuanced take on how CSA shapes the way you move through the world

I didn’t know my grandmother’s real name until I was like 35

Getting regular results back from genetic testing is so funny and anticlimactic it’s like download your report: “negative ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ “

I am literally begging you to watch this love letter to the mascs of Jeongnyeon (and then watch Jyeongnyeon)

I am halfway through Captive Prince and having a very good and horny time y’all were really onto something here

I’ve written a lot of things but this is the thing I’m the most proud of: archiveofourown.org/works/28398513 From a craft perspective but also taking the “risk” on spending a lot of time on a second person fic with an oc. But mostly from what it says about forgiveness.

I’m reading a book idk if you’ve heard of it it’s called Captive Prince

I wish I could crystallize the confidence I have in my writing today specifically

Love the 4 to 5am post nightmare phone shift

Stress got me right by the balls this week man. Too many compounding things. I did not do one pleasing activity this entire day cause too many things and people required my energy and now I just want to go to bed.

Maybe rewatching Heated Rivalry will heal me

Okay because @aliascelli.bsky.social asked for this too here are my top 5 character moments (these could change on any given day too!): 1. Gu Yongha (Sungkyunkwan Scandal) - this was so hard because he is literally my favourite screen character handsdown but this scene is everything

Please distract me with top five

I am the grumpiest bitch on the planet today

I resent spending my last therapy session before my therapist goes on maternity leave having to talk through an acquaintance doing a murder last week. Everything is a lot.

Honey Don’t is so aggressively mid

Remember in the 90s when those cloth lizards full of sand had everybody in a chokehold Anyway that’s all

I got the please be nice to me spicy brain lanyard at the airport and airport employees were in fact very nice to me

I need an episode of How It’s Made that’s just Chappell’s Grammy dress

I’ve never had the airport baggage check people ask me if I had the medication I needed with me in my carryon before. Which seemed weird until like three hours later when I recalled that I’d been sobbing at the time lol they were lol uhhhh you good

I finally saw Midsommar and good lord

Uh moonstruck is so good

Whenever a pal hits the gay in the most galaxy brained way possible crescendo of the Tawny Man trilogy I too become gayer in an unknowable way

My sister was like aw you’re in your documentary era and I’m like haha no I’m in my literally nothing is scratching the itch and if I’m not buddy watching it takes me six hours to watch one episode of something era. Documentaries I can kind of tune in and out of.

Secret Mall Apartment is such a surprisingly moving documentary

I had to take migraine meds at like 4am and they worked but I slept until 10 and now I’m like what year is it

What bad fucking times these are

Beshitted storm cancelling a major life event I’ve had planned for six months

lol surprise breast procedure cool

Two doctors appointments and one prescription pickup today = $1,230. First was a ten minute consultation and the second is a mammogram. Both related to cancer prevention/detection. American healthcare system doing great.

It would have been so cool if literally anyone had noticed they needed to change the dx code on my mammogram order before I was already in a robe dicking around playing Pokemon Go with no bra on. I’m gonna be here forever.

I finished machineries of empire audiobooks and now I need another earballs book but maybe nonfiction also I am gutted what a ride

I’m not going to stop using Tidal because I’m not going to go back to Spotify but goddamn it fucking sucks so bad

Revenant Gun sex scene on audio helpppppp

I just walked to get oysters and a weed seltzer and I have never loved my neighborhood more

Wow the last episodes of Apothecary Diaries S2 put me through a cheese grater

My swollen finger got better and now it’s all swollen again and I’m pretty sure I can make a direct stress to inflammation corollary here

I came across two words that I did not know today, which is a lot of words for one day (foment and fettle)

Going straight from a viewing back to work and meetings feels bad actually

Holy shit it’s Sunday?????

Playing 3D chess with grief and childhood trauma and enmeshment this week

My kid: the lady next to me on the plane was watching heated rivalry but she had to turn it off real fast

I really feel like it should not be this hard to place an obituary online

My grandma died tonight and I’m too angry about the circumstances of it to even figure out how to grieve properly what a goddamned shit past few days it’s been. But she was rad and she got me into reading and dirty books. Fucking hell, man.

Really struggling to get the dissociation machine running lately.