Alright—this is the last of this fan project you’ll be seeing for a few months. Gonna start traveling again soon (and working on other things), so when I’m situated again in 2026, I’ll pick up work on it again. Until then: Enjoy Episode 3 of Red vs. Blue: Re-Restoration.

baby appreciation post

watch as Carmen fumbles with tarot way more than i fumble with tarot (way less than this i promise)

well. rent is due tomorrow and i am hella short, so let’s try this again, i guess

rt if u agree

here’s the thumbnail for the new RvB Re-Restoration episode. should be public by november(?) i also dropped a short clip from an early draft on my patreon, for whoever’s interested…? www.patreon.com/posts/139611...

oh. oh wow

two years on HRT today. something i have learned in that time: joy is now non-negotiable. finding it everywhere i can. 🏳️‍⚧️

In recent viewing of well-researched essays that do great archival work—& reflecting on my priorities w/ essays as exploration beyond intent—I wanted to spotlight my one true attempt at academia, since it turns two years old tomorrow: the final Conclusion of my “Literal” Essay (beginning at 42:35).

was gonna do an essay about Every Frame a Painting and the restructuring of the modern video essay but was elated to find in my binge of @lily-is.online videos this week that i am out of business with that one, folks, this is a good one

trans people aren't the downfall of civilization no matter how many monster truck show people who pivoted to blasphemous megachurch spectacles say so. they weren't right about pokemon cards or e-drugs or whatever, they're not right about this. it's a stalking horse for social domination by losers

for folks enjoying the RvB fan project that wanna know more about what i’m doing on the machinima/action side of things: here’s a breakdown of some of the stuff i shot for the “Celebrating the Music of RvB” video a few years back. you can expect a lot of this kind of VFX stuff in future episodes!

for folks enjoying the RvB fan project that wanna know more about what i’m doing on the machinima/action side of things: here’s a breakdown of some of the stuff i shot for the “Celebrating the Music of RvB” video a few years back. you can expect a lot of this kind of VFX stuff in future episodes!

smoking a whole pack at once to cope with the fact that Tex from red vs. blue was absolutely my gender awakening and that is why i am still fixated on this show nearly 20 years later

You’ve got questions? I’ve got bits. world’s first Q&B

will slender man finally show up.. vote now on your phones

You’ve got questions? I’ve got bits. world’s first Q&B

i am obsessed with the style of this so much, thank you!!!

workin on a PSA video to answer some frequently asked questions before we continue the show down the line, here’s a clip in progress

We're excited to present the first tarot reading crossover unlocked as a part of the donation milestones for #S4G2025! (youtu.be/4iIzY_uKDBo) For Auld Lang Syne www.youtube.com/@ForAuldLang... Beth Kindred www.youtube.com/@BethKindred The deck is the Alleyman Tarot created by @pubgob.bsky.social

something fun about the story of this new season of redredhat as i am working on it is hahahaha what the fuck man hahaha oh no

smoking is for me only & if i found out u picked it up we are fightin

every time i see one of these i feel suddenly inclined to share it, heck yea

damn y’all were quick with it

"there was a question about gun violence, and there was a gunshot" we live in the simpsons

the united states has the political instability of 1990s eastern europe, probably bad

settings > content & media > autoplay video & gifs = off

Hey all, I’m going to be starting another leg of travel in November and I want to get a head start on saving for that—and ofc can always use help with rent in the meantime. Feel free to hit me up by DM about video editing jobs/commissions of all kinds—or you can just send money. Either, or.

Episodes 1&2 of my Red vs. Blue fan project are up! Can’t wait to do more of this. “Simulations”: youtu.be/SDH56qW2dwU?... “Red Gets an Epiphany”: youtu.be/tH16vEYbPho?...

I’m so late to this but I finally watched this today (admittedly skipped the no-no part, but I get its inclusion) and it’s absolutely wonderful. everyone stop what you’re doing and go watch it and then watch ICANSEETHEGIANT right after

remembering when youtube used to have custom annotations, but also custom timers for them that allowed the creator to steer and direct an audience’s interest and time in wide-ranging ways… i get why they were removed but, god, what a neat concept for creative engagement

yall ever heard of FarScape? this things kinda good

Y'all!! This is huge. I have been anticipating this work to begin for a while now and y'all have no idea for the treat you are in for if you stick around

Issue 1 of (hopefully) 15! This was a joy to make, despite not being extremely proficient in drawing. I just really, *really* wanted to return to this story—finally, after a decade. I’ll be quietly gauging interest in this for crowdfunding for the rest of the series later on! I hope you enjoy it.

Fortnite and seven years ago...

my trans loves: not that it doesn’t pay to be proactive/vigilant (you should, at every chance) but—do not allow every whisper of more aggressive fascist policy to convince you that they are a certainty. the public noise surrounding those whispers is intended to terrify. the threat is a tactic.

the thematics of RRH can’t exist without folk music—since the slenderverse itself draws so heavily from the folkloric angle of retelling/personalizing an existing story. i talk about this a bit with @flamingbuttwind.bsky.social on the commentary track for the first season, if you’re interested!

both of the first episodes (total 10ish mins) are done and have Premieres set for them! you can watch an early cut of both episodes shoved together on my patreon, but it premieres at midnight EST next wednesday! www.patreon.com/posts/135500...

now that i’m back in the midwest i’ll be finishing the first chunk of the RvB fan project. it’s almost done! i’ll be releasing the first two episodes (5 mins a pop) on the same day (the 10th). after that, they’ll be released as they’re finished! might take some time.

That said (😏), If you haven’t seen my essays on communal art, the western apprehension to metaphor, and the practices of revisitation, reaction, and injecting personality into Play, here’s a neat lil playlist. Be kind; I talk out of my butt, but also, my soul (which is butt-shaped)

Hey here’s another music video by my friend Josue that I helped shoot and edit over the last few months! I even cameo in it for a hot second 👀

thinking about my first ever experience with TSA after i came out being this chill agent that asked me my pronouns & what gender of agent i would feel more comfortable patting me down—as i walk through TSA today to the most aggressive “sir” i have ever heard in my gay little life

it should have happened last night, i was crossfaded and just watched ET—now “where were you when it happened” is gonna have a really boring answer

"hes probably not dead" yeah no shit! shut the fuck up! im gonna spray you with a fucking water bottle!

Folks—an announcement! I know the trailer for RRH2 displayed a Fall 2025 release, but I’m gonna push it back to an unspecified time! There’s a format & quality for the show that I want for it, and I have a bunch of new ideas for it that I don’t want to miss out on. It’ll be worth it, promise. ❤️

the dysphoric horror of knowing you have even slight stubble and thinking, without even having seen yourself in a mirror yet today, “i know exactly how i look right now” — wooooo, man

if u dont think about it for more than eight seconds these reasonably exist in the same universe

anyone who uses tragedy to attempt to take away trans health care is a genocidal maniac who wants to inflict pain on an entire community