Just wanna give a shoutout to everyone with a womb: you guys rock, you guys are amazing, you’re tough and so so strong <33

Why do I feel like I’m making the worst decisions

I ordered one :]]]]]]

Do I get a grogu plushy….?

Why do I always feel so embarrassed when a hyperfixation fades….

I wanna eat a whole jar of nutella

More #Hollanov for the soul #HeatedRivalry #ShaneHollander #IlyaRozanov 🔞

It’s mid day and I’m already on my second pair of pants…. I love having a uterus 👍🙃

I need dopamineeeeeee

I wanna get make men pregnant

Why did I wash all my comfy shirts at once?!? Now I have no comfy shirts to wear :((((

Today I got reminded that, at the end of the day, men are still…. Men.

Corroded Coffin’s #1 fan 🖤 #steddie

🎨 Watercolors & ink fanart from Stranger Things' #Steddie pairing ✨I love to draw them 🖌️🥰 More to come!😈 #strangerthings #strangerthingsfanart #illustration #watercolors #painting #sketch #fanart #fanartwork #steveharrington #eddiemunson

My brain is being mean

What do you mean we’ll get to see more of Ilya and Shane in a year 😭

What heated rivalry tattoo should I give myself?

I finished The Long Game in two days and now idk what to do with myself.

Ilya Rozanov, the man you are.

Yeah, never mind. My pms just convinced me I was having a heart attack. Fuck these hormones man.

Low key excited for my period this month cuz I got a perfect set up. I got me some chocolate and I’ve got The Long Game to read and I’m probably gonna do a reheat of the HR show. Like yes, I might be in pain and I will definitely cry but I’ll be so cozy and distracted :]]

Can all my favourite things in the world stop releasing stuff that I can buy?!?! I’ve already spend way too much money 😭

Still not over these two worlds of mine colliding

Sometimes I’m so deep in my glass closet that I get confused when I find a man attractive but it still feels gay. Like yeah, duh, Merlin, you’re non-binary. Everything you do is queer.

I’m sad :( I miss all my gay Barbie doll boys

Hudson hates AI 🙂‍↕️ via variety

Bringing this back cuz I’m annoyed

Fuck fucking beauty standards! and fuck fucking skinny culture! I’m so fucking done with old white pedophiles telling us how to look, so FUCKING DONE. Anyway, hope everyone is having a nice day <3

Does anyone have any good long Hollanov fanfic recs?

I need like six shots of dopamine…

I hate that I worry with every fic I read and all the fanart I see that it could be ai generated… like give me back the stability of just being able to read and enjoy art without second guessing 😭

Do you guys ever get like overstimulated by your bones? Cuz that’s been me all day today.

Guess who just pre-ordered the heated rivalry soundtrack cd and vinyl? 👀

Five shows to get to know me: Heated Rivalry Sherlock Merlin Stranger Things Het Huis Anubis

this april 1st, try spreading love and tell your friends and loved-ones that you love them, instead of inflicting stress and anxiety on them with uncomfortable pranks 🌿🧡

It’s my least favourite day of the year again :/ I fucking despise April fools

Ilya has Shane grinding his teeth and his pillow. honk if you agree. #Hollanov #ShaneHollander #HeatedRivalry 🔞

I wanna live on my own so baddddd im so done with sharing a bathroom

I’m just rocking a tummy ache every single day now

I wanna get rid of like 70% of my clothes but when I actually go through them I don’t wanna let go of anything :/

Evan Buckley has made me cry about 30 times today

I’m obsessed with making sourdough

I haven’t been this excited to spend a shit load of money on something I don’t need in a long time (I need it)

In this months episode of: I kinda feel like shit, will I get sick? Or is it just a fluke? Update coming out tomorrow.

For the past week, I haven't drawn anything other than Steddie bats so here is one with actual colors 🦇🦇 #steddie

I wanna be more active on here again but I feel like I’ve gotten completely lost… idk what my place here is anymore…