Felt faint so I had to eat something.. damn that's a first

Welp, that's one way to not eat for an entire day (went too hard on some new fun shit)

I binged so bad yesterday.. fuck

Had no idea why I started freaking out (fight or flight shaking) after eating, but then I realized it's because I ate without a single care in the world for the calories I consumed, and once I realized it, it was too lateI to calculate it post eating.... the eating disorder sure is disordering

I'M FINALLY APPROACHING THE 160s!!! I've only dreamt of being this low since last October, and the fact I'm actually getting closer and closer to my goal weight.. it's making me ecstatic

Guys if I ever get skinny, don't let me fall down the rabbit hole of thinking I'm still fat. I'm serious. I would actually jump off a bridge if I never get to see my own progress and final form

I hope I never end up skinny but still convinced I'm still fat.. body dysmorphia is my worst nightmare, like straight up. At least I know for now that my eyes and brain aren't lying to me, and I actually am fat

I'm tired of being so overweight.. it doesn't help that everyone knows this is my biggest insecurity, and that I keep getting questions about it.. I just need to stay locked in, birthday parties be damned

Love the feeling of not being hungry even though I realistically should be 😏

remember you are loved no matter what. I hope everyone has a beautiful day today

I MAINTAINED INSTEAD OF GAINED HOLY SHIT IM SO HAPPY

I have a date today, and I was looking forward to it, but now I'm not because it's going to be so much fucking food ;;

I'm still overweight by a lot, but I'm finally at a weight where I can start sharing clothes with ⛈️ and it's made me feel over the moon about my progress!!! ⛈️ Is underweight, and always has been, but we're the same physical size (besides weight) so I'm genuinely so happy and excited!!!

Binged the past couple of days :( and it's made me sick hfjshdbd like I nearly passed out last night after I finished binge eating (no I'm not diabetic, they literally just checked me earlier this month, my doctors have no idea why this keeps happening to me)

Yesterday I drank and ate a lot lol but I'm locked back in today~

Yesterday I binged a LOT.. hella embarrassing, gotta lock back in

I need to be careful about the kind of meals I buy to prepare from now on.. I know I'll have to get a few things that have to be prepared and eaten together with ⛈️, because that's just what you do with your partner, but if I can get away with more solo meals that would be fantastic..

I can't even exercise these fucking calories away, there's too much snow and ice outside, and I can't get away with walking back and forth in the house 😭

FUCK!!! I just had to cook a big breakfast, and I couldn't leave my portion uneaten without it going bad, or throw it out without making ⛈️ suspicious because we ate together and hung out ;-;

Low-key I've never been this locked in before but why is progress so slow 😭

I better not see any of you buying SHIT on Friday. Take part of the strike fellow Americans. Your city could be next. You never know.

im definitely doing so fine and good i just have to get skinnier

i’m so mad why isn’t WL faster

I was cooking for my partner yesterday, and when I asked him to wash the dishes so he could have a clean non-paper plate, he ended up washing two, so I had no choice but to eat what I made for him too 😭

Gonna try to fast the rest of the day (outside of a small snack that's required for my medication).. wish me luck ;;

I gotta lock in for a formal event I've been invited to.. I need to fit into a suit again rip

No more excuses!!! I'm locking in!! I've made progress before and I can do it again!!!!

Eating spicy food has been working well to deter me from eating a lot.. because if it hurts, I don't wanna eat too much of it PLUS I'll start to associate food with pain and eat less!! That or it'll fix my spice intolerance, so either way, it's a win-win

Never give up. You can always get drunker.

A friend in the community suggested listening to subliminal messages to help my brain to stop craving food as bad as it has been.. it's apparently worked for him so.. here's hoping 🤞🏻

Pickles are saving my life right now holy shit.. I forgot they're so low in calories that you can eat quite a few of them to satisfy hunger pains

Changed a couple things about this account to keep me more accountable

If I've accidentally unfollowed you and we're moots please let me know, I was clearing out my list and I think I accidentally clicked on some moots ;;

I hate being super motivated and then slowly losing said motivation throughout the day.. I just need to lock in and STAY locked in

I binged last night, but thankfully I prepared for that by not eating earlier in the day, so I managed to maintain instead of gain for once

I need to be more active on this account lmao.. y'all are really nice

Why does alcohol have to have so many calories.. it's not fair

Boredom is really getting me bad, I need to find more things to occupy my time so I stop snacking as much

MY BINGE EATING IS CAUSED BY MY DISABILITIES THIS IS SUCH A SCAM, but also the same disabilities have been making me lose weight, so I can't really complain.. I just know I'd be losing a lot more and lot faster if I was abled lol

I've been stuck in the 170s range for awhile now, but at least I haven't gained a ridiculous amount over the holidays, and I can easily get back on track at this point~

Holy shit I'm finally in the 170s.. I would have made it sooner, if I didn't cave in so often, but I'm making progress!!!

Maintaining is better than gaining, and I'm proud to say I've maintained after a weak episode yesterday lmao

The number is finally starting to go down again.. hell yeah

I need my weight down and my money UP frfr

I knew I'd gain weight this week but I didn't think it'd be this bad.. fuck

Back on my bullshit (never left)

I heard a doctor mention to me once that you can get sick enough to lose like 20lbs in a week.. low-key been my inspiration since he told me that

I keep gaining and losing the same five pounds what the fuck is this nonsense

Went on a couple of dates and ended up having to eat a fuck ton of food, pausing my progress on losing weight, but at least I'm going out on dates so I can't complain too much