here's what they don't tell you: icarus laughed as he fell.

ＢＲＥＡＫ FOR A BETTER FACE! ＢＲＥＡＫ FOR A BETTER NAME! ＢＲＥＡＫ FOR A BETTER VOICE ＢＲＥＡＫ 'TIL THEY FIT YOUR FRAME

Don’t get attached. Don’t. Get. Attached.

… i don’t remember.

There's nothing to be afraid of in that basement.

i’m scared. i’m afraid it will be so different. i’m better better on my own. alone. alone. alone. alone. alone. alone.

please won't someone take me home before i lose my mind

… he’ll be quiet soon. and then it’ll be showtime.

what

EVERYTHING THAT I CAN SAY IS SPOKEN FOR ME, YEAH!

GOOD TO SEE YOU AGAIN, OLD FRIEND. I SEE YOU'RE ESCAPING REALITY AGAIN. TRYING TO FIND GOLD INSIDE BRICKS... ARE YOU FEELING OKAY?

I’m drowning in this stuff gushing out of my empty shell.

BRING YOUR TRADE! BRING YOUR TITLE! BRING YOUR WIFE! WE'LL FUCK HER! THAT'S RIGHT, WE'LL FUCK YOUR WIFE! BECAUSE AT BIG BILL HELL'S, YOU'RE FUCKED 6 WAYS FROM SUNDAY!

you don't realize it， but， one day， this too will be the past and you will come to mourn it. you will come to mourn it.

[NC] the only thing keeping me sane right now is this 3D printed slug i have hidden in my office

// grating my teeth because I KNOW he didn’t mean any of that

Shut me down- take me out! Take these wires and burn them out!

I can't tell if I'm awake or dreaming. I can't even tell if I'm dead or alive. It's just nothing but pitch black silence.

// hey so what’s worse him having to break his jaw or nefarious bath

*he’s putting on longer gloves. it’s getting harder to hide it.*

and the devout created idols in reverence of a god they could not reach.

// this mf battatmaxxing 😂😂😂

i am angry. i am unlovable. i am mostly scared these things are true.

*he’s put up.. quite a few popups. looking around for.. something. it’s unclear from that point with how frantically it’s all moving.* surely.. surely.. somewhere here.. *his hair is disheveled, hasn’t even bothered fixing it, muttering to himself.* i’ll find you.. just you wait..

• This is a nightmare. Wake up. It's not.

nervous messed up marionette.

I'm all twisted up inside !

hahah.. i guess it’s only fair, right? it’s what you did. what you did. why do you only treat them fine? ..you’re planning something aren’t you? ANSWER ME DAMMIT! YOU’VE TALKED ALL THIS TIME, TOLD ME WHAT TO SAY, WHAT TO DO, EVEN IF I DIDN’T WANT IT- v

// oh yeah baby we’re losing it with this one

// ..me realizing i can’t do most of his progression without a tenna. fuckk.

oh my god they care too much why is he not an asshole to them

ffffuuuuckk today cannot get any worse

// projecting my headache to spamton because i hate him

// when this becomes relevant yall idk i just wanted to comment on it

Scream and scatter, without understanding, with all your voice, dizzy.

my eyes hurt.

Your eyes contribute to your own destruction.

..was it something i said? im sorry. im sorry. mike-? you’d- you did all this to get me here you wouldn’t- right? can anyone even.. hear me? i don’t want to be alone.

It was impossible, we ran it good, we ran it good.

Those who treat their friends like tools on shelves soon fall in the dumpster themselves!

someone? ..anyone? it’s not my time yet, is it?

…

// why do i only think i write good when im tired, blasting music on my ears and in a evil mood

*yeah. he’s not doing well.* of course, who’d even bother with him, right? when he acts like this? (you act like we’re different people.) i’d never- (-say something like that?) i know every thing you will and have thought. (…) you’re just wasting the little time you have.. like this..

It's hopeless, ah, it's hopeless

Yes! Yes, I killed him. Pull up the boards and you shall see! I killed him. But why does his heart not stop beating?! Why does it not stop!?

why even bother- right-? ha- haha.. god. no. there’s nobody who can save me from this is there? they don’t even know. i could scream from the top of my lungs and they’d still find a way to make it fall on deaf ears.