work sucked. i need beautiful women to fawn over me.

suicidal girl who respects herself too much to date you

"I know how to fall in love I do it constantly I fall in love with everyone I meet For 10 minutes at least" I love Florence, can't wait to see her in February 🥰

This is my first ever attempt at drawing Gatomon. I hate it but it is something I want to draw and want tk get better at. Any artist out there have any constructive criticism I would appreciate. I am very sensitive aha #art #gatomon #newartist #arthelp #beginnerartist #beginner #digimon

I'm playing oblivion and my character is a Khajiit called Walks Through Flowerbeds. She was born and grew up in Black Marsh, was raised by a smaller village of Argonians in the ways of the land. She is a hunter and druid but she definitely still has some of that Khajiity sneakyness about her.

Feel like I'm always waiting for the people in my life to drop me, get rid of me. It's this sense of impending doom that everyone is going to leave me that I have at all times. One day they are are all gonna realise I'm not worth being around.

I really want a fucking hot dog. Someone send me several hot dogs pls

Being awake suuucks. The pain is so much worse after I just wake up. I hate being ill. Like everyone else does I suppose.

I want to stop being seen as a sexual object and a fetish please and thank you

Do you know what the best thing about having a cat companion is? That feeling of being chosen, the feeling of trust, love and adoration you have for one another. I genuinely don't think there is anything else more beautiful in this universe. Her purrs are the most healing thing I've ever experienced

Stun locked adhd hours. Need to get ready to go out

"What I thing to admit that when someone looks at me with real love, I don't like it very much. It kinda feels like I'm being crushed" "Oh, it's good to be alive. Crying into cereal at midnight..." open.spotify.com/track/6kQlUi...

I hate that this fucking repressed memory came back. It's ruined my fucking life. Everytime I see a penis I'm taken back there and it's both jarring and horrific. It makes me feel like such a bad person too. Like I used to like dicks, I wanted them in my mouth and in me but now even the thought of

After my brief stint of doing some bar work, I come to the realisation that work in general is not something I can handle. I had a panic attack on my 3rd shift, it was a nighmare. My neurospiciness and anxiety just don't make for good in high pressure work environments. I definitely need help

There is dry food in your bowl ya stupid cat. I know you like it. You know it's not time for breakfast yet you still insist on waking me up this early. Away with ye silly furball of annoyance!

I wonder what being conventionally attractivw would be like? I think sometimes it would be hell. Like I get my fare share of fucking weirdos fetishising me and seeing me as a purely sexual object but it must be so much worse for someone conventional attractive. Gods, life sucks...

Just had a lovely wake up and reminder from body telling me never to eat Indian food no matter how much I may enjoy it. Why must I do this to myself. I genuinely feel like there is a demon in me trying to escape. Goodness gracious 🤮🤮

Need a visit from evil Larry. I would happily donate my peenar

I feel like death. I need someone to look after me. Send care, cuddles, soothing headpats and little kisses.

My cat is being a menace. I know it's because she's worried and anxious. Partly because of me being ill and struggling but also because my @rubythepuppy.bsky.social isnt here anymore. Poor thing.

It occurs to me my mental health has been shit this month probably because I've not had therapy at all this month. No healthy outlet for all my bullshit doesn't help I guess. Well hopefully I'll be able to afford it soon.

#Feminists and #Witches are old friends ...these old posters almost seem pro-feminist today ;) :D #webcomic #funny#witches #feminism #lgbtqia #lesbians #digitaldrawings #bodypositive

Danse Macabre #Art by Apterus Graphics

QUAGSIRE CONFECTIONER CAFE REMIX #art #pokemon #quagsire #ヌオー #pokemoncaferemix #clodsire #ドオー

Oh that's a big stretch #Repostober #Cat #Art #pink

Eating spicy pizza in bed while I catch up on my stories (critical role S4). Feeling like shit but this is helping.

Tired but body is full of energy, keep stimming. Weird energy today

Been a fuckin weird day today. Trying to sleep but it feels kinda impossible. Mind is racing and I feel myself starting to spiral

Well that was an interesting to be woken up by. Several calls from a private number. A voice I didn't recognise said "I want to be your dog" and laughed, I hung up. Then they kept calling back so I answered again just let them talk to see what they'd say. They ended up just calling me the f slur wtf

It's 7pm time to spiral and think about how bad of a partner I am

Spiralling big time. Having visions of my past relationship. Feeling like I need to run away. Fuck! I don't want that...

Two fat cats. Big seems to be a hot topic lately. #Art #Fanart #BigtheCat #SmallstheCat #Fat

The belligerent Imp ✩‧₊˚ Midna 🌕 #TwilightPrincess #Zelda #Midna #fanart

I can't sleep and I'm thinking 2 of my friends have told me off recently, one because I was explaining enm to their partner and they "jokingly" grabbed hold of her. Two because people keep mistakingly saying me and my friend are dating and her partner told me not to steal her from her. Mono folks...

Urrgh I need to sort out my sleeping pattern. It's half past 3 in the morning and here I am on bluesky 😂

Been looking into an argos card so I can get a switch 2. I already have a Very account and it seems similar to that so maybe I don't need one. I'll only ever make Buy now pay later things anyway. I cant get a credit card because of my meh credit score. Though admittedly that should be better soon.

Uuuurrrggghh I feel so sick. I wish this feeling would stop. I wish I wasn't so ill recently. It makes it so hard to do anything and so many things need doing. I want to do things too. Honestly feels like my body is finally giving up.

I have £149 to last me 17 days, assuming I don't go into my overdraft again which I really don't want to. I am low on food but should at least have enough electric to keep me from going completely insane. I have no money for nicotine so I might loose my mind because of that though. What a life

damn that's so crazy. picture unrelated

Let’s make one thing clear from the start: Charlie Kirk was the victim of a shooting in a country where he, along with other right-wing extremist influencers, have been inciting violence for years. — Kirk is neither a martyr nor a hero, he is a cause.

You are under no obligation to mourn the death of people who would’ve celebrated yours.

This feels appropriate right now

The temptation to order food is so high right now I really can't afford it tho rip

Ah shiiit I need to buy more crystals, tonight's blood moon would be the perfect time to charge them #witch #NewWitch #wiccan #Wicca #pagen

I hate that I flirt over text really well but can't flirt in person for the life of me 😂

The trans euphoria when an uber driver calls me 'love' (it's a femme version of mate or dude in the UK) god it feels so good 🥰

godspeed you! gay bowser